posted June 10, 2015 03:31 PM            

I realized I had left my bags and hurried to get them and then I wasn't on a plane but a bus and I was taking all these weapons out of my purse and laying them on the seat next to me: my taser, a knife, pepper spray and that shiny black box was there too and I was annoyed that someone had placed it there.

And then I was in the back of a car and we were driving up a hill and we got to this town. It looked sort of like a western town and it seemed familiar. The sidewalks were made of wood and were raised up off the ground (Old Sacramento has sidewalks like this but it wasn't Old Sac). The car was parked and as I got out of the back, Ian and Connor (my two youngest) were with me too and they were getting out and this couple that had been driving the car got out. The man looked a lot like Gus from Breaking Bad but at the same time, it definitely wasn't that actor. The woman had really beautiful sort of cafe au lait skin and light green eyes and she had long dread locks, with a pretty scarf holding them back. She was wearing a sage green top and a multi colored skirt. He had on a peasoup green shirt and tan pants..

May came from the east and was all "I'm so glad you finally made it!" and then I heard Amber going "yoo hoo!" and you were walking from the west. Amber's hair was really bright red and waistlength and she was wearing a black corset dress and boots. May's hair was burgundy and shoulder length. She had on this embrodiered top and pants. I was wearing some black taffeta skirt and a white wifebeater top and the clothes only matter because they stayed the same throughout the dream.

Anyway Amber had this big doll box in her hands and it had this black haired doll in it and she handed it to me and said "I couldn't not get Ian and Connor something for all their hard work at school" and handed me the doll. I didn't look at it but put it in the back of the car and said "does it talk?" and Amber goes "Yeah it's creepy as **** , I figured they'd love it"

So, then, the couple goes "We need to get inside quickly!" and they start steering me towards the doors of this building.

The next thing I know, I'm in a totally different place, but I know it's the same place, just not the same. I walk outside and there are these banners all long the street, black with white sort of paisley designs on them. The man is there and I wave and I walk a little farther because I'm looking for Amber and May and the boys. I pass the woman who waves but hurries on to the man and they start arguing.

The hairs on the back of my neck start to stand up and I look towards the end of the street where there is this big building. It really gives me the creeps and I start to back away, not taking my eyes off of it. I hear a voice in my ear saying "Not the right time" and it's this man that I am not with in real life's (name purposely omitted but Ra if you remember any of my old dreams, it's him) voice but he's not actually there.

I turn around and the couple are watching me and I turn again and there's a door and I hurry into it. The room inside is totally empty and I take a deep breath and turn back and face the now closed door. I say to myself "Don't open it don't open it don't open it" but I do and walk through.

Now I'm back on the same sidewalk but I look up and the banners have changed. Now they're black with white sugar skulls on them. I go "F*** I should have listened"

I look up and there's the man again, now leaning against a pillar and playing the flute or something. Clothes are the same (the couple's clothing really stood out to me). I march up to him this time and go "Look, I'm not going to mess around this time. You know me from several times. I HAVE to get back to 2 times ago. My children, my best friends and the man I love are all there. You know how do this this."

He smiles and goes "Should have said something last time" and steers me back towards the door I came out of. Once inside the room the woman is there and she comes up to me and she has this HUGE bowl of some sort of stew. The room looks like a kitchen, sort of. She goes "You need to eat first. Remember what happened when you didn't" and she hands me this photo of me and above mentioned omitted name from yet *another* time. I don't even recognize anything about it. We both look really young. I just look at her and shrugged. She sighed and said "it's always that way with that dimension"

She steers me towards this door inside the room, and it has a sign, hand printed that says "Do NOT open this door EVER, under any circumstances! Los Dios de la Muertas" I look at her and she goes "They don't mean YOU. That's to keep them out!" and she pushes me towards the door. I stop and go "You know in the other time, you two were fighting all the time. I have to go back and tell you that you're a couple in this time." and she laughed and goes "We'll figure that out. You stay out of that time, it's no good for you."

posted June 15, 2015 04:35 AM            

I haven't been around much lately, so just saw your dream. I'll definitely give it some time soon.

posted June 19, 2015 12:53 AM            

I tried picking all the elements of this dream apart to get a sense of pattern and meaning, but it just got too complicated and confusing. So instead of a full interpretation, I have more of a commentary and questions.

The dream may suggest that the material has its roots (airport = point of departure) in an area you associate with Amber (meet Amber in NY), which clearly seems to be past-life associations.

Has this been on your mind lately? Is your experience with the "voice man" in some ways similar to Amber and the dark-haired man?

It is suggested that there are some internally conflicting or difficult energies concerning this issue. There exists the potential for "explosive" (bomb) knowledge/revelation or emotion, against which you have been protecting yourself (defensive weapons in purse). I say there is something difficult (or maybe suppressed) because of some of the symbols …

… In the three modes of travel - plane, bus, car - you are not driving, thus you are not in control.

… I think the doll in the box represents an aspect or a part of yourself that you do not want to acknowledge (didn't look at it) or that feels "boxed in"/confined.

… The "crazy crowded" airport also conveys the idea of not being able to move freely (emotionally, physically, or spiritually).

Some other observations …

… The old passport - is this a reference to a past life? Or an outdated energy that you still "use"?

… There is a creepy doll and a creepy building. If the creepy doll is associated with something you don't want to look at or something "boxed in", then perhaps the creepy building is associated with this as well. The building itself symbolizes a particular thought-form or "structure" that exists within the landscape of your psyche, namely, Him. Why is this creepy? Is it/he related to that which you do not want to fully acknowledge or that which is confined within yourself?

… There is conflict about what you want. You escape the creepy building by going through a door, then tell yourself not to go back through, but do it anyway.

… There is a lot of scenery change in the dream, representing different thoughts, experiences, times and lives. One thing does not change - clothing/appearance, especially with the "green" couple. Could this be a reference to the continuity of life/relationships through lifetimes? Are the "green" couple part of your soul group (as well as Amber and May)? Are they guides?

Does any of this strike a chord with you?

Can you make sense of it?

posted June 19, 2015 02:40 PM            

Yes, my spiritual/dream life and "real" life are in conflict. I found it interesting that while I was really intent on getting back to the time where my friends and my sons were, that I wasn't panicking about it. I must have known I'd get there eventually.

The "voice man" in the dream is the same as from this dream http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/000027.html and in all of my dreams from that time.

Interesting about the doll because I did think that if I looked at the doll that it would look like me and I didn't want to see that either.

I definitely feel that Amber is from a past life and also, there was a time in this life with me and Amber that I think about a lot and would like to get back to.

I am extremely interested in the "green couple". I have never seen them before, either in a dream or outside of it. But they were a constant in the dream, and it was obvious to me that they were responsible for how I got places, like, they were/are guardians. I haven't had them in a dream since this one either but I'd really like to.

"He" is definitely related to what is confined in myself.

posted June 19, 2015 02:48 PM            

Now, IRL this man gives me the willies and I've never ever understood why. There is no logical reason for it but he does. Amber and I joke about it.

Here's the dream that he was in:

I was sitting on a chair in the middle of a big white room. I was wearing a white dress and he was there in a white suit. The man that *I* dream about was also there, also in a white suit. He was leaning against the wall, arms crossed over his chest, looking both annoyed and protective. He never spoke.

Amber's man was talking to me, then yelling, then talking, all in a language that I didn't understand. He was asking me questions, then obviously explaining something but I just couldn't understand him. I looked over at *my* man and he just looked more annoyed, not at me but at Amber's man. Finally in my head I heard Amber's man, in English, say "He'll explain it all to you." indicating *my* man.

That was the end of the dream and no, it's never been explained LOL

Also I used to dream of my guy all the time and that stopped around 2004. No more dreams at all until about 2013 when I had several dreams in a row where I thought he was dead, as in, I was looking at his presumably dead body, and then he'd reach out and take my hand and be alive. And one where that happened and then we were trying to escape somewhere. But those types of dreams stopped after about 4 dreams.

posted June 20, 2015 12:31 AM            

I would love to hear about them.

posted June 20, 2015 12:37 AM            

I totally forgot about that.

posted June 23, 2015 02:56 PM            

He's a really good boy, but still a typical teen LOL