posted May 07, 2017 12:12 AM
How could a rainbow ever be 'fake'?

That is-- Unless you're pick-and-shovel-ready, trying to dig up that Pot of Gold at the end of the rainbow? LOL
Your Special Rainbow dream had an impact!
Saying that it is fake, reminds me of what some adults tell children to discourage them from thinking that they can Achieve a Dream in their life. Even negative-oriented self talk over time can talk that Inner-child, the Rainbow Seer, out of getting themselves organized and really pursuing something of Worth and Value to them.
A Future and a Bright Hope! 
Something I notice about you ES, is that you take the time to say some really warm and nurturing type things to me. I just got through skimming an old thread. You made a really kind comment to me about the colorful smilies I leave around LL. That it made you Happy!
What a lovely comment to make. 
You have Compassion for animals... Sensitivity to what I said in above post 'bitter-sweet'.
That's a special quality you have. In a time right now when people can be so nakedly cruel, I'm glad to find souls like you.
Ceres, Uranus-/Saturn/-ruled Aquarius, 9th House.
From the "Asteroid Goddesses" book (Demetra George, Douglas Bloch; 1986,2003).
Ceres, mother of Persephone. Parenting relationship with child.
Loss that stems from grasping and over-attachment.
Ruler over Cancer and Virgo.
Feminine Function
creating, supporting, sustaining physical progeny, physical nurturing-- food.
Relationship is to the Mother
CERES Astrological Rulerships
Ceres has a nurturing concern and sensitivity for animals
animal care and domestication
veterinarians
trainers, breeders, caretakers
Ceres is concerned with child care and children's education[b]
prenatal care, childbirth training
children's rights, mothers' rights
child abuse
preschools, primary education
[b]Ceres vocations center around nurturing and helping professions
nursing, social services, childcare and education
midwifery
hospices
Ceres, as all-nourishing mother, is an indicator of food and food-related services
farmers, organic gardeners
cooks, bakers, waters-waitresses, restaurants
co-ops
nutritional counselors, health/healing through food, diet, and herbs
food complexes: overweight, anorexia, bulimia
food-related disorders in physical health
Ceres is significator of the various parental relationships
parent/child, child/parent
single parent (mother or father), grandparent
foster/step/adoptive parent,
nanny/governess
Astrologically Ceres describes the ways in which we face the issues of self-worth and self-esteem,
relationship to our parents and children,
attachment, dependency, loss, separation,
grief, sharing, work and productivity.
Possible Modes of Expression
teachers and educators of children
children's services,
issues of pro-choice/pro-life
midwifery and humane childbirth
farming, gardening
food-related services,
nutrition, health awareness
single-parenting as a conscious choice
World Hunger & Relief Organizations
Death, Dying, Hospice work
rituals for transformation & dying
p.66
CERES in Aquarius
equate 'nurturing' with 'individuality'.
"Ideally"... the mothering experience fostered self-determination and a recognition of the rights of others.
Nurturing is expressed--
through teaching others to accept their eccentricities and themselves, even if they "follow the beat of a different drummer."
Self-acceptance can be gained--
through following one's own original and unique path.
Imbalances may occur if the child was not given limits and guidelines, and therefore received more freedom than he or she was prepared to cope with.
This would manifest as the "rebel without a cause," --
individual who needs to gain inner-control and self-discipline
so that they can handle the responsibilities of freedom.
CERES in 9th house, suggests nurturing oneself and others--
through the pursuit of knowledge, freedom, truth, and travel.
There can emerge the development of philosophies
that address the question of providing for 'fundamental human needs'
(eg. Marxism).
This placement can also denote philosophies
that are based upon the worship of the all-nurturing mother--
such as those that revere the Virgin Mary, or other goddesses.
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Yes, dog stories!
Yesterday evening I went (first time) to a Divine Healing Service. I was the first one who showed up. I waited by myself in a room for a while.
Suddenly, there was a crash-bang type sounds, clicking toenails running fast across a slippery hardwood floor. This big black Labrador heads straight at me....slides, and winds up with his rump on my right foot, leaning/pressing hard against my right leg. He sat like a Beautifully behaved dog, looking face-forward, like he was 'my' dog and had been sitting there for hours. Calm, peaceful, content.
I wanted to laugh! ....
This woman rounds the corner...
"Oh there he is!"
"My
... Oh! You must be an animal lover?
You must love dogs. He runs to people who do like that and leans up hard against their leg!" she said to me.
So! I passed the first initiation...
The landlord's dog was ~crazy about me. 
Have a Nice Day...