posted September 27, 2017 11:06 PM            

Here’s my dream:

Dream 27th
I was trying to move away because I didn’t want to be reminded monthly or every three months of my mental health or how unwell or crazy I am.
I’m not crazy and to be reminded that I need medicine to stay sane is upsetting.

So in my dream I was packing my luggage and putting it into the trunk of the car and my mom was following me, screaming at me, crying and begging “PLEASE DONT GO, YOURE NOT WELL..!!!!!”

Meaning in real life terms, if don’t leave while I can, she will convince me there’s something wrong with me so I will stay.
It was a very upsetting dream. Because it’s probably true in some form but I don’t want to accept that so I’m moving. In my world, there’s nothing wrong with me..

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posted September 28, 2017 03:04 PM            

You know your own self-- and I'm sure you'll be able to handle whatever you decide.

It IS possible to get off the meds.

There's even timing for measuring certain periods of instabilities that DO occur, in EVERYONE's life. You learn how to handle yourself. There are even ways to determine 'the whens' and periods of times you'd be prone to it, astrologically, by transits.

Make sure you know your chart... But don't drive yourself crazy looking too closely. That has harmed people, too. Back away from astrology for a while if that is happening.. (Students!!!! ROFL)

Live Balanced.

You're Good!
You can do whatever you Put Your Mind To Do.

OTHERS have SUCCESSFULLY done what you are doing, and they now are well. You don't have to be on those forever... unless you yourself find (for yourself) that you "chemically" need it.

If you have friends who are objective enough, and you TRUST them to tell you something's off, then, you can examine your own self, and determine what you need.

You might want to read/listen to things having to do with "Gaslighting" .... Read in a way that does not BLAME or judge you, or others. Just 'know' HOW that can happen, and take a Deep Breath, and Center yourself. Be Proud.

Reading that material might be a TREMENDOUS booster for you. If you learn the triggers, you can catch yourself falling for it, if you are prone or subconsciously 'trained'. Might take a handful of years, but this CAN be 'extinguished' from your automatic-behaviors.

Sometimes others (who have known you) strive to 'keep' you as-they-remember you. They resist you growing..... Not at all that they realize what they do-- some of them, like mums?!! who worry.

If you can afford it, or SAVE MONEY for it-- even negotiate!!! for one, .. you could consult a counseling-type astro-pro to identify bumps in the road.

The YouTube Website astrologers at "AstrologyAnswers" have two astro counseling-trained coaches.. one male, one female. I don't know if they cut any breaks or deals in their prices... but wouldn't hurt to ask, if you contacted them. Maybe they'd know people who would.
http://www.youtube.com/user/AstrologyAnswers

posted September 28, 2017 04:33 PM            

Michelle Knight of UK is one of those Beautiful Lights in the world who OVERCAME.

I'll leave two of her recent blog-vids.
She also does weekly and monthly astrology for each sign.

This is the most recent blog-vid she did on "Facing Fears" ... including, her own.

Gorgeous video work...

(topic) Facing Fears (Michelle Knight UK, My Psychic Vlog, ep 6, posted Sep 21, 2017) [13:51] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XQ7HZTwY1iY

Here's her first one, where she talks a bit about her abusive past, and how she broke away from family to build her OWN family.

(topic) Family (Michelle Knight UK, My Psychic Vlog, ep 5, posted Aug 25, 2017) [8:56] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TY6I2c2gFBA

The current North Node is Leo...
By Thanksgiving 2018, the North Node shifts to the signs of Cancer (Family, Tribe, Care).

I wish you a GREAT Emancipation, and Tons of Good Wishes.

Get out there, find your people-- make 'em ~weird and Fun!!
(haha sn Aquarius/ nn LEO)

There's so much suffering in the world right now... We NEED each other.