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SparklingSag
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posted December 14, 2017 04:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello All

I woke up from a scary dream.

I was in an alien land (so no familiar surroundings) and I had two babies in the embryonic sacks when early stages of pregnancy. They were not linked to my body with a cord but could hold them in my hands outside of my body.

For some reason,, I was fearful and had to get rid of one of the babies. So I went to the lake which was a murky colour and burst the sack (gosh this makes me so sad to write this) and baby died.

I left the lake and was in a room, I was searching for the other embyronic sack that I was keeping and realised it had died as sack had got ripped.

Then I woke up - feelings of pain, loss and fear.

I think the babies are symbols - of what am not sure. I wonder too if it about ideas of parenthood and taking care of others.

I felt so sad when woke up.

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posted December 15, 2017 05:07 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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posted December 16, 2017 12:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello Sparkling,
The dream could be about parenthood. It may also be about that symbolically. Maybe you feel you need to sacrifice one thing for the sake of another, and then you discover the sacrifice has been in vain, and you have lost both embryos. Is there such a situation, or possible script, in your life? It may have happened already, or this dream tries to warn you not to make that sacrifice.

These are my suggestions. How do you feel about it?

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posted December 16, 2017 04:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello

My Mum is not talking to me as we had a fight and she has ignored me for 6 weeks now.

I did wonder if the embryos represented my sister and I as we are the only children of our Mum.

I think I feel grief at the way I have been parented and perhaps fear if I have own children they will be emotionally sacrificed?

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posted December 16, 2017 01:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Hello All
I woke up from a scary dream.
I was in an alien land (so no familiar surroundings) and I had two babies in the embryonic sacks when early stages of pregnancy. They were not linked to my body with a cord but could hold them in my hands outside of my body.
For some reason,, I was fearful and had to get rid of one of the babies. So I went to the lake which was a murky colour and burst the sack (gosh this makes me so sad to write this) and baby died.
I left the lake and was in a room, I was searching for the other embyronic sack that I was keeping and realised it had died as sack had got ripped.
Then I woke up - feelings of pain, loss and fear.
I think the babies are symbols - of what am not sure. I wonder too if it about ideas of parenthood and taking care of others.
I felt so sad when woke up.
Sparkling

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My Mum is not talking to me as we had a fight and she has ignored me for 6 weeks now.
I did wonder if the embryos represented my sister and I as we are the only children of our Mum.
I think I feel grief at the way I have been parented and perhaps fear if I have own children they will be emotionally sacrificed?
Sparkling


{{ }}

Sounds too like you're grieving that you might have guilt that you didn't 'handle' that fight (with Mum) properly, and feel responsibility for what amounted to the destruction (temporarily?) of a facet of your relationship with her?

You grieve the choice you had made that put 'division' and a sense of alienation (twin sacs) between you, your Mum, and your sister?

After you backtrack this, and reframe and understand the dynamics of what happened, and how 'vital' (living) that relationship is to you, then maybe you can find a way to naturally resolve this?


You're feeling emotionally abandoned right now through her not communicating.

Does she like flowers? ...
Is there anything you can send her, or do for her, that would say 'I Love You'?


As far as emotionally abandoning your own babies some day? ... nah. Someone who says they are 'worried' they would, probably wouldn't? You wouldn't be so concerned about it.

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posted December 16, 2017 07:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

(music) Sleepsong (Fionnuala Gill, Secret Garden, from Earthsongs) [4:55] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2xnPSRSSzU

lyrics
Lay down your head and I'll sing you a lullaby
Back to the years of loo-li lai-lay
And I'll sing you to sleep and I'll sing you tomorrow
Bless you with love for the road that you go

May you sail far to the far fields of fortune
With diamonds and pearls at your head and your feet
And may you need never to banish misfortune
May you find kindness in all that you meet

May there always be angels to watch over you
To guide you each step of the way
To guard you and keep you safe from all harm
Loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay

May you bring love and may you bring happiness
Be loved in return to the end of your days
Now fall off to sleep, I'm not meaning to keep you
I'll just sit for a while and sing loo-li, lai-lay

May there always be angels to watch over you
To guide you each step of the way
To guard you and keep you safe from all harm
Loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay, loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay...


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posted December 17, 2017 04:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Love those lyrics.

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posted December 18, 2017 07:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
And the angel!

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posted December 19, 2017 06:11 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello Randall, mirage29 and Ayelet

Thank you so much for listening, the beautiful lyrics and angel.

You have lifted my spirits!

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posted December 19, 2017 10:23 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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posted December 21, 2017 03:28 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Sparkling, I'm sorry I return only now... I think perhaps your dream shows a great empathy toward your mother, while you experience yourself motherhood... Maybe you take her part on yourself. It could be that you feel the fight with your mom endangers your relationship with her. You may also feel alienation, as the embrios been outside of the body. But it could also mean you and your sister are already out. But everything is so sensitive and can be hurt deeply...

Perhaps your subconsciousness tells you reconciliation with your mom is a matter of life and death to you.

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posted December 21, 2017 05:23 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ayelet:
Hi Sparkling, I'm sorry I return only now... I think perhaps your dream shows a great empathy toward your mother, while you experience yourself motherhood... Maybe you take her part on yourself. It could be that you feel the fight with your mom endangers your relationship with her. You may also feel alienation, as the embrios been outside of the body. But it could also mean you and your sister are already out. But everything is so sensitive and can be hurt deeply...

Perhaps your subconsciousness tells you reconciliation with your mom is a matter of life and death to you.


Yes, I think themes you picked up resonate. The lack of umblical cord was important. There has been a bonded disconnect for years.

It is life and death I feel, we are not on this planet forever so I do worry about regret.

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posted December 21, 2017 05:25 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by mirage29:
{{ }}

Sounds too like you're grieving that you might have guilt that you didn't 'handle' that fight (with Mum) properly, and feel responsibility for what amounted to the destruction (temporarily?) of a facet of your relationship with her?

You grieve the choice you had made that put 'division' and a sense of alienation (twin sacs) between you, your Mum, and your sister?

After you backtrack this, and reframe and understand the dynamics of what happened, and how 'vital' (living) that relationship is to you, then maybe you can find a way to naturally resolve this?


You're feeling emotionally abandoned right now through her not communicating.

Does she like flowers? ...
Is there anything you can send her, or do for her, that would say 'I Love You'?


As far as emotionally abandoning your own babies some day? ... nah. Someone who says they are 'worried' they would, probably wouldn't? You wouldn't be so concerned about it.

Things are really 'different' when you have your own children. Takes a long time (pregnancy). Nature prepares you to be able to bond with your child.

How is your Friend in NewYork doing, the one who had her baby? --- Did she make you the Godmother?

Lots of Love


Hello mirage29

I sent her xmas gift and she emailed to say arrived. Still very cold and she has not sent anything to me at all and I got a cold card on my birthday last month.

Abandonment still very strong but loving myself instead.

Not sure if this will get resolved...

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posted December 21, 2017 09:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Hello mirage29
I sent her xmas gift and she emailed to say arrived. Still very cold and she has not sent anything to me at all and I got a cold card on my birthday last month.
Abandonment still very strong but loving myself instead.
Not sure if this will get resolved...
Sparkling

I'm sorry, Sparkling ...

At least she sent you a card--
Means she still thinks about you?

Time can mellow people.
Don't give up hope.

And, you are Important.

{{{Merry Christmas, Sparkling .... }}}

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posted December 22, 2017 01:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Merry Christmas Mirage

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QJ5DOWPGxwg

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posted December 22, 2017 01:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Merry Christmas Mirage http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QJ5DOWPGxwg

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Hi Sparkling, it is very saddening to hear about this disconnection. I think you are doing, on your part, what you can.. I hope your mom will understand better someday.. I think love can't die... Perhaps it's not comforting, but I totally believe in that, and that this reality is a dream, and in the true reality there is a strong bond of love and understanding between you two. Never despair of how things appear to be on the surface. I wish you a very merry and happy christmass, and I also wish you'll always have someone besides you who cares.. and give you the love you deserve

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posted December 25, 2017 06:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ayelet:
Hi Sparkling, it is very saddening to hear about this disconnection. I think you are doing, on your part, what you can.. I hope your mom will understand better someday.. I think love can't die... Perhaps it's not comforting, but I totally believe in that, and that this reality is a dream, and in the true reality there is a strong bond of love and understanding between you two. Never despair of how things appear to be on the surface. I wish you a very merry and happy christmass, and I also wish you'll always have someone besides you who cares.. and give you the love you deserve

Dear Ayelet

Thank you so much for the comforting words. I did angel cards this morning and self-worth flew out as did faith so i'll self love as much as I can

Wishing you a lovely Christmas and hope 2018 brings you all you wish for.

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posted December 25, 2017 11:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
The angel cards sound like they're worthy of a good meditation..
Thank you Sparkling

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posted December 26, 2017 12:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ayelet:
The angel cards sound like they're worthy of a good meditation..
Thank you Sparkling

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posted May 31, 2018 12:34 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello All

I am back! It has been a while.

This dream came back to me since I discovered a medical issue to do with conceiving and complications.

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posted May 31, 2018 10:35 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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This dream came back to me since I discovered a medical issue to do with conceiving and complications.

Sad Sparkling


Gentle comforting hugs, for Sad Sparkling {{ }}

Amazing how the intelligent forces in 'the body' can reveal medical things going on in us, in advance, through our dreams.

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posted May 31, 2018 09:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Gentle comforting hugs, for Sad Sparkling {{ }}

Amazing how the intelligent forces in 'the body' can reveal medical things going on in us, in advance, through our dreams.


Yes, absolutely and complications of premature birth or death.

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posted June 01, 2018 04:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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posted June 01, 2018 09:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Your Dreams are Valuable. They serve you.
What a gift.

"To sleep perchance to Dream"
-repurposed, from Shakespeare

The video on this song is far-out!
Looks like cells and, embryos.
Each individual, part of something Bigger than they are;
Each playing their part, connected, making one Whole.

(music) Sleep (Eric Whitacre, Virtual Choir 2.0) [9:30] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6WhWDCw3Mng

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REF cross-referencing your other dream
that connects with this.
RE bf's suicide, created May 31, 2018 12:47 AM
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/004184.html

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