posted December 22, 2017 02:23 PM
Okay!! 
So.... Why not take the meaning of this on a very spiritual Supernatural level?
Some of us ARE tuned in to musical gifts, and 'Hear' from our Higher-Realm self, that does little cameo-injections of itself in our more earthly levels, as a way to remind you, trying to communicate something that you Need right now. Some nutrition for your Soul Experience?
Lyrics--
I want you here tonight
Please come back home.
Needing to go-within, cultivate closer communion with your Divine self?
Calling you home... 'Within'.
Wants your soul receptive, in order to spend more time with you?
~*
Another idea .....
{{I'm a Gemini!!!}}
Let's take a look at this from a psychological viewpoint.
What is it that you are 'almost-Remembering' about someone 'that age' (including, your own self)?
Was there anything significant about it?
We are in the Holiday Season right now...
Any connection there?
...
{{I have had experiences where I was singing as a backup singer in a (mega)church performance.
The semi-famous guest musician (and composer of cantatas that were widely performed in certain circles) announced he had a 'new' song he had just written, and was going to perform it.
He started the song.... and the Beauty in it "suddenly" went surreal for me... I honestly-really felt I "knew" the song, and began to sing a harmony/descant to his performing it-- even knowing the words!!!
When the song ended and audience was applauding, he spun-around to look at the line of us (around 5 people on microphones).
At that point, I was 'seized-up' with frozen-fear!!! I froze like a 'deer in the headlight' as he was LOOKING for affirmation for WHO sang that song with him.... ?
I gave the backing-out 'vibe' of not-me. He scanned across the line of us, with his searching-eyes, several times....
Since it had been a soprano-range voice he heard, and I was known for harmony in lower ranges, he 'assumed' it was the soprano on the end of the line. And (would you believe) she 'owned' it, as though SHE had been the singer.
He gave her some recording opportunities with him, later.
My seized-condition in extreme-fright felt TWO ways... Glad for NOT being pinned and recognized; and, disappointment that he never knew 'it-was-ME' who had added the harmonies and Joined with him in that music-Experience.
haha, such a contradiction here.
So much a scardy-cat then, and never really comfortable with attention. I KNOW my vocal flaws too well, also. ... But there's something so 'different' when 'the anointing' flows....
Gosh, makes me get nervous shakes just thinking of it!!
So... that was my experience. You are not alone with this ability.
I started 'hearing' music when I was in 11th grade.
And, I've ALWAYS had a Song in my Heart-- my whole life.)
Why don't you explore taking music lessons?
Theory, harmony, composition?
Go sing in a choir somewhere?
EXERCISE your Possibility, your talent-- explore it.
Have an excellent day! 