posted February 14, 2018 12:39 AM            

I was younger. We lived in a Dutch country. On the table appeared a bug of some sort. Inside that bug even more bugs spilled out. Eventually finding their way to our walls/windows. The home was clean none the less. My parents yell at me about something. My Dad leaves for work. My Mom finishes cleaning. My sister takes a shower and then leaves to go somewhere (work?). I then take out a mister and go and get insect killing stuff. I put it on full blast and kill the insects. I go to take a shower. I walk directly into the bathtub. And look out the curtains to see another bathtub and toilet. I then see a dim green kitchen with an old 70s looking refrigerator. The tiles is creamish color that also has some discoloration. My mom and I go to IKEA. There I ask her why we moved to this Dutch country. She looks at me and my Dad returns. He informs me that we have not moved. That we also don’t live in a Dutch country. My Mom appears as a white pale white lady (kind of like a Tim burton pale) with dark brown hair that has a grayish hue to it and blue eyes. She informs me that I always have this dream around this same time of year about how I am someone living in a Dutch country.

posted February 16, 2018 12:00 PM            

Our dreams, the content of our unconscious and subconscious minds are about ourselves. The various parts speak at us, are 'at table' with us, playing out undigested yet-unprocessed materials.

Dreams can also be 'our body' talking to us .. e.g. Pepperoni Pizza dreams (where you ate something upsetting to the gut, and you can have a bad dream from it). The body sends messages via symbols in our unconscious life.

Dreams also can pick up on potential events coming (if things don't change in the 'natural world') that can affect us as persons, or, in the community where we live, or, we can tap the consciousness of the Collective.

That being said!!

BODY ...
Dreaming about bugs can be a warning that something is "off" medically in us. You may want to pay attention what's going on with your health.

There are mentions of bathrooms, and sanitations. Also of the whole digestive system in you.

You might consider doing some detoxification of your gut, your digestive system. Something you recently ate had a toxic effect in your system? ... It needs time to cleanse OUT of your body, and refresh itself. What can you do to help your body do this?

You mention showers and tubs.
If you have access to those, try spending time in that shower or bath.

Symbolically with that too-- why don't you spend some time 'detailing' your bathroom? Make it a spiritual-psychological exercise for you... do the grout between the tiles. Polish your fixtures. Really CLEANSE that bathroom you have... and!, maybe be thinking about your childhood... around the age you were 'in the dream.'

Psychology...
Did something happen to you that still is unprocessed from your past? What happened to you at the 'age' you appear as in the dream? You could journal and/or do artwork ... draw the dream, and let that innerChild 'speak' to you about what that was.

Something in your past may be still "bugging" you in your adult life. If you get down to the bottom of that, you might actually Heal something. Release any kind of Creative block you may be feeling?

Back to your family...
Your ancestry and family of origin issues maybe playing on the front of your life right now.

As far as any physical problems...
Check your ancestry. Something pertaining to your family's DNA.

For psychological...
Some kind of pattern or habit IN your family dynamics and function might be "bugging" you. You might be afraid of bringing these issues up 'at the table', because you'd fear or imagine or assume that one buggy issue, would only lead to another buggy issue, and then you'd be swamped or emotionally overwhelmed (bugs running everywhere), where you'd feel it was pointless. Nobody would consider YOUR viewpoint, so may as well leave things as 'status quo'?
haha, in 'chill mode' with refrigerator.
What are you 'storing' or 'keeping on ice'? Trying to consider whether or not to bring it up for discussion table.?

There are phrases using 'Dutch' ...

One is 'being' in Dutch...
meaning you are in a difficult or embarrassing situation ...
(might be affecting your health, your mental-emotional wellbeing).

There's 'going Dutch' ..
which has to do with "Finances"...
and costs and responsibility.

Is something being 'unfair' financially in some way to you? You are afraid to bring up the topic? Has to do with your parents? Sense of dependency-- either yours or theirs?

I think the dream appears to place you in a sense of feeling isolated or 'excluded' in some way, and you're feeling 'like a child' in all of this. There's a vulnerable feeling.. You're doing all you can to work things out but doesn't seem to be 'taking'?

Financially --
Bugs can also mean money and wealth coming.
{Or! playing with the images of roaches, one possible investment, leads to a multiplication of hidden problems about it. One makes another to another.}

Maybe something you are embarking on will be successful, and that one idea will 'spawn'/birth new ideas.
Go on your 'gut' instinct.
And, be mindful of any 'snakes' (deceptions, lies, self-deceptions, taking improper "short-cuts" may come back to bite you).

Rainbow serpents...
are symbols from various mythologies.
(your DNA?)

One is from Colombia.
Another centers around SE Asia.

A major one is centered around the aborigines of continent of Australia.

I looked at where the various Dutch people (in the Netherlands) gathered themselves from. One set of people in ancestry were from Australia.

{{I'm wondering too? {just playing}
To take care if you are thinking of a relo, or, doing some kind of business involving that continent? ... You might have to look further into it.
Research the details, don't look with shallow or rose-color glasses. ..
Some kind of 'permission' is needed that has not come into awareness, that could affect the original outcome you had hoped for? Look deeper?}}

It has to do with Creative and Destructive power of Nature.

A warning to 'be careful' about advancing any further (in where-ever whatever you do).

There's a sacred-spirit that protects and guards 'the land'. Warns of Storms/Winds/EarthChanges of Massive Strength.
(Or, Whatever kind of storm that can be.)

{{Playing with the symbols and mythology here..}}

Snakes are messengers from the 'underworld'.
A storm is coming...

Can be prophesying of a 'loss' first,
then some kind of gain.

This is what can happen, say, if you lost a parent... but then you get an inheritance from the loss.

So in THAT aspect... it could be a warning dream.

Warning about your health--
(How about your womb?.. Do you need to go for a check-up with that?)
A warning about pregnancy, (whether you wanted to conceive, or not, and the repercussions {to your family} about having become pregnant?

tJupiter is in Scorpio right now.

Know TOO that we have had two eclipses,
one of which occurred less than 24 hours ago, in Aquarius 27+.

10 Hygeia ... an asteroid having to do with HEALTH, healing and sanitation was prominent.

The caduceus is a symbol of one (or two) "snakes" on a pole. Symbol of the medical profession.

So.

Laughing here... I hope that wasn't "too intense" for you?

The questions are rhetorical. You don't have to spill the contents of your life here, if you didn't want to. The questions are for YOU *Heart*, to give you some gardening tools, to break open the landscape of your soul's dream-life.

This song has been playing through my head recently. I'll share the video with you. I like the graphics.

(music) Windmills of Your Mind (Peter Grant) [3:01] http://www.youtube.com/watch?hl=en&feature=related&v=dLx83xXKmPA&gl=IL

I hope this helps you in some way...
Please, I tend to get intense sometimes, so, loosen some of the meanings with Grace.

Grace is Always Available...
and Faith can Change things.

Sometimes we are given warnings, in order to 'pay attention'. It does NOT mean that this is the way it has to be, or will be.

posted February 16, 2018 12:22 PM            

Adding.. Refrigerator? ...
A kind of savings account, for some.
Keeping things 'on ice'.

Do you need to have a discussion with your family, parents, about long-term care in future?

Do they have Advance Directives drawn up?

Are you worried about inheritance issues?
What will happen to the home, family home?

And here's another SUPER FAR OUT question...
Anybody have 'frozen embryos' in storage?

OR, you are considering a job dealing with DNA/gene research, or in-vitro fertilization?

Needing kryo-therapy for some reason?

{Just out of the box... weird and wild-guesses..}

Take Care!

posted February 16, 2018 07:10 PM            

Congrats on your IT job.
Starting a new job is stressful on the body.
Yes. Be Sure eat well.
It's good for your immune system in these days of germs.

Whenever I would start a new job, I'd "dream" that I was working ALL Night Long in my sleep. Then I'd have to get up in the morning, and be doing the same thing-- day and night. Would be pretty vivid. Lasted around 2 weeks, then my mind relaxed more.
.. I wanted to do SUCH a good job, I'd keep learning in my sleep.

Best of luck with having whatever conversations you'd need with your family.
I pray you'll have great Insight.

Get your body checked out, especially if you get more symptoms.

DNA testing... What a cool thought.
They're trying to arrange that the insurance companies can't use the information to penalize people, or restrict coverage.

Come back after a while to give us any updates or further feedback.

posted February 17, 2018 11:21 AM            

Thanks for the clarification.
Autocorrect has been over-correcting lately, for ME too. LOL

Come back and give us a report from time to time.