posted April 10, 2018 02:49 PM            

I've been having dreams that I'm so scared of, because people have told me all of those means death and I need an expert on this.

Had this dream in which I accidentally stuck a metal thing on my mouth and when I looked in the mirror I saw that my teeth were getting a weird aspect, like rotten, and I could feel bottom teeth losen up, not falling.

Then yesterday I had this dream of my friends wedding, he's not even engaged but he was getting married and I was at the party dancing.

Asked people and they told me both dreams mean death, I won't like that's my biggest fear, there's a possibility my biggest fears are reflecting on my dreams?

posted April 11, 2018 11:04 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
A happy wedding means death? No way! The tooth dream probably means fear over your health, but fear isn't prophetic.

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posted April 11, 2018 06:44 PM            

Oh my. Just seeing this post for the first time. Thanks for bumping it.

posted April 12, 2018 02:58 PM            

I am being soooo harangued by strong *subwoofers* in my building right now (neighbors), that I can barely stand sitting here and typing. (don't feel good)

They started EARLY this morning. I went out for a while. Got back, and it's STILL SUPER STRONG.

I'm tempted to give an answer without finishing up my research, but, I'd rather wait, finish the work I want to do, then have my thoughts and intuitions more complete and collected.

I HOPE your mom is doing okay.
That must have been scary for BOTH of you.

By the way .............
WHY couldn't the intubation work? ...
(if you don't mind sharing)

Did the person doing the procedure HAVE good-enough skills to be "ELIGIBLE" to give anesthesia AND 'operate' on your Mother? {{hugs for Mom}}

I hope they give you a VERY STEEP DISCOUNT, for NOT doing their 'job'!!!???? *alien*

It's one thing to have your nerves shaken by submitting self to surgery ... but THEN, to be 'told' that you'll have to PREP all over again???? That's just Not Right.

*Hugs to YOU too* ..

I'll be back.

posted April 13, 2018 01:07 PM            

Her intubation didn't work because she has a short windpipe and the Hospital didn't have a device to help with that. They tried it enough time to put my mom into pain and hurting the windpipe.

My mom is an Aries Rising, Mars was conjunct Saturn that day exact, so felt like Mars was ready to go and Saturn worked like NOPE! I heard Surgeons are ruled by Mars.

On the Doctor's part he was pretty bad, mean and all, on the OR he shouted at my mom and she was in tears.

posted April 14, 2018 09:19 PM            

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I read what you wrote, and it really torqued me off that the surgeon would have acted in a heartless and most-UNPROFESSIONAL manner !!

Please give your mom a comforting strong long hug for me-- as I virtually send one to you too, as you make that connection.

What kind of surgery are they trying to perform on her?
What part of the body?
Will it be quick? How serious is it?
What kind of recovery are they expecting?
http://www.healingcancernaturally.com/moon-zodiac-transit-surgery.html

'Mars bumped up against Saturn' ...
(yep! Pretty astute of you.)

Your dream might have been a warning of that too. (I'll discuss that after I hear more of what-up with your Mom.)

Saturn in Cap goes retro on April 18.
Pluto in Cap retro Sunday April 22.

Mars now in Capricorn won't change signs till mid-May, and, won't be retrograde until till the last week of June. There will be two eclipses in July and an extra one in August.
Then Venus goes retro in October.

Anyways ...
Surgery can be frightening, no matter what kind.

I HOPE you talk to the Administrator about the behavior of the doctor in the OR.

There 'should' be some kind of advocate FOR the patient. Find out who that is so that the surgeon can have his attitude adjusted?
j/k ... aww. Good luck with that? I know.

But it would be good to speak to an advocate about what happened, to see if they can arrange that your mom have a more cordial and comforting stay and presence with her in the OR. Lessen the 'fright' of the experience for her.
(AND, make sure the OR has the equipment needed-- IN ADVANCE.)
If you're using insurance, I'd report that to THEM also.

Surgeons have a boss too--
If you don't have a good experience with him (after the surgery is complete).

That was just so SHAMEFUL to treat her like that when she was already frightened. It WASN'T her fault!

Speak to the head nurse too.

grrrrrrr. LOL. *hugs*

Make sure you are taking GOOD Care of yourself through all this ... with your sensitive self.

(How's your liver doing now? If I remember, you had some concerns some weeks ago?)

posted April 15, 2018 10:05 PM            

Here are an assortment of thoughts.

A Mirror ...
reflects back to you what is currently on your mind, what's "in your face" right now.
Helps you to narrow and focus-in on the issue.
A troublesome time period.

.. Can also represent a partner or someone you are in a relationship with.

Reflect, Reflection ...
Besides being something the mind does.
'reflect' reminds me of the Moon
The Moon is a reflector.
The Moon in astrological symbolism stands for 'mother', nurture, how you feel (emotions).
Genetics, things passed down through the family-line.
In some cultures, the grandmother.

Metal to your mouth ...
during surgical procedures, sometimes they use metal devices to hold the mouth open.
.. stuck, something rigid

Teeth crumbling ...
effects of stress and worry to your mind; overwhelmed, losing your mind,
sense of (you or things) crumbling and breaking down?
(also, can be a loss of money.)

An anxious sense that you believe you may have made some kind of 'wrong decision' recently that you may be regretting?

A sense of needing to re-think everything in your life.

Teeth...
also have to do with chewing and processing your Food, for nourishment.
(Be careful of using too much candy, sugar, etc, while under stress)
(Some people do emotional eating.)

WEDDING ...
Weddings can represent a significant Change happening in Life ahead.
Something that alters your life,
a milestone, a beginning marking-point,
never the same way again.

Two once-separated things, united or to be regarded as 'one' now-- under the same roof, a Contract, a Covenant, a promise or partnership offer?

Can reflect the desire or wish TO be married,
with the possibly your are attracting it.

{{I had a 'detached' kind of wedding dream like that once. Unknown to me, a man was deciding he was getting interested in me and later expressed his interest.}}

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Personal note.... I have no idea how serious your mother's condition is.

This could all have been a processing and rehashing of events of recent trauma having to do with the hospital's mistake, and what that could have meant.

You can be 'worried' about losing your mom.

It is always a good idea to sit down and HAVE great conversations with her. Share 'as though' you would think you were doing to 'lose' her. Exchange the thoughts, feelings, and ideas from your Heart-- things you would have wanted to share with each other while still 'in the body'.

Don't put that off ....
It's good to know what to do 'should' her life (and yours) be Changed suddenly.
Do you have a Plan??

If something were to happen with your mom, your chart reflects that you would (affirmatively) be ready to sacrifice and take on some responsibility for her care for a while? (I'm guessing)

And please don't be afraid to take on the subject of death with her. Have some HONEST conversations. Tell her what you would want her to know. (And give her the opportunity to share that way too.) It might bring you even closer together, in a different way.

BELIEVE in the Best Outcomes ..
apply Faith to all situations.

Take the opportunity also to handle the question, topic/subject, of what you would do if 'the worse' scenario could happen.

Having 'the hard conversations' can bring you sooo much Peace to have prepared in advance. Makes things easier to handle. Less on your mind. A Blessed Clearness.

Please take care of YOUR Health through this.
YOU are a Priority.

tChiron is coming off your Pisces Moon, and entering Aries this week.
It will come back for a visit later this year, then establish itself in Aries for 7 or 8 years.

posted April 16, 2018 01:37 PM            

Means a lot that you take your time with this, specially cause I've been thinking about it A LOT!

About the surgery is not a critical thing, it is full anestesia, my mom had some implants since many years ago that they need to remove cause they broke within itself, reconstruction algo has to take place, but this shouldn't be a surgery that can kill someone, just requires a lot of time from the surgeon and of course time to heal.

Recovery is key in this because she wouldn't be able to move around much for a week and she knows she can count on me for it.

I agree with everything you said and yes we went straight to the director of the health institute and hospital because this can't happen! today was my mom, tomorrow can be anyone else, that doctor has no humanity in him and I feel disgusted by this, the trauma my mom went through and just to know she was so scared makes me sad.

All of what you say about my dreams make so much sense, even the wedding thing, I feel for a second I felt abandonment, I felt like if something happened to my mom then I'll be alone so that lead to having issues with the guy I'm dating cause I started to feel like I need someone who can give me that stability, so yeah desires of marriage I think that too... Transit Venus is in my 7th house ATM so that could explain too.

I realised something talking to my mom I want to share with you, my mom is an Aries Rising 15 degrees, so Mercury Rx was hitting her 12th house I asked her directly about it, Mercury Rx = Re thinking Aries = about myself in terms of the house transiting in this case 12th house = endings, death, karma.

She said that during Mercury Rx she started to re evaluate about her stand on death issues. Then Full Moon in Libra that supposed to be an ending of something that started with the New Moon in Libra back in October 2017 (When she found that she needed it the surgery) and with this full moon because of the degree it happened in her 6th House = physical body, routine and health things.

This New moon lead to some radical things thanks to Uranus, she stopped smoking, she smoked for more than 40 years and quit in a day. So Uranus in her 1st house and that New Moon made a radical twist.

posted May 25, 2018 09:31 AM            

I'm leaving the link to your thread in Astrology2.0 on wanting advice about timing the surgery, using medical/horary astrology.

- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/239423.html

That is a specialty field. I've observed medical asteroids being active for surgery, but I'm still learning how to put all that together.

Recently, Melania Trump (Pres.Trump's wife) underwent a medical procedure, surgery, on her kidneys. The transiting asteroid used for Kidneys was conjunct her Mars Gemini.
{No time of birth is available.}
There were other fascinating coincidences too.

If I took the time and was able to DEEPLY study, then synthesize information, I would feel more confident about forming an opinion about your questions, Arees.

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{Circumstances at home often thwart these efforts.}

posted May 27, 2018 03:05 PM            

And Wow!!! Even for my OWN self, the (medical) correspondences ring sooo true. In some of the things, it's EXACT and matches those silly asteroids too.

All that 'playing with asteroids' and flitting all around the 'net websites has benefitted me NOW, in a way I hadn't seen coming.

I would have loved to look at Areesquivel and her Mom's chart and REALLY dig down to study it up. I think I DO see some things, but, I JUST 'do not have the expertise' and confidence to say-- because I realize (in my imagination) that what they ask is not 'entertainment' purposes.

It's a terrible responsibility I feel.
When I think people are making important life decisions on WHAT I might be advising them, then THAT really shakes me up. I WANT to be accurate, and KNOW it, before I say.

Plus??? oh gosh?? some astrology is 'gloomy-doomy' enough?? … I am a neophyte. I CARE so much??? I want to be able to 'help' ... and not harm.

Accuracy is so important.
I've "learned" how to ballpark pretty well?
(gives self credit?? oh sheesh)
Guessed Melania's data correctly--
I haven't even shared what-all I found.

There is just "something" inside me that does not TAKE heavy responsibility lightly-- not about the information I give out, AND the inspirations I share too.

I firmly want what I have to stand and 'say' to BE 'the Right thing' because people count on me to do and be that. (Been that way all my life, too-- it's a "good" thing, a good weight to consider. People have seen me as a kind of leader even when I wasn't aware I was being one ... goes way back, all my life. I have a sense of isolation, yet, have been listened to.)

I want 'what I have to say' make this World BETTER. To HEAL People. To Inspire and Encourage.

Okay... haha. It's Sunday.
I get to leave a Sunday Song.

posted May 27, 2018 03:30 PM            

I rather let things happen, she’s not sick or anything and whatever she went through on that OR was a wake up call for her to stop smoking I’m sure, that was the one addiction she couldn’t quit for the longest of time and this gave her the strength to it, I said to her this is a special week, Jupiter and Neptune trine so she’ll do meditation so she feels ready! And I’ll be there by her side!

posted May 27, 2018 10:12 PM            

Your Mom is such an incredibly LUCKY woman to have a Wonderful Daughter like you.

I hope that 'intense' post didn't scare you??? {{oh noooo}}

Some of that post was about Melania Trump's recent surgery. Randall commented, and I partially was responding to him about HER astrology, AND in side kind of way, to you. *Heart* I should have separated that post.

{Again, I deal with my environment here, and sometimes, things (sonics,etc) are really extra strong. I start typing, try to concentrate to get into my message, and without realizing it 'the accelerated background pulses and beats', like a fast high idle sometimes just below the surface, presses and pushes... while I attempt to remain 'centered', calmer, and deliver fairly-decent postings.}

Like Randall can vouch for....

Every once in a while, I go meta-inspirationally-poetic.

Sometimes I'm just feeling extra-touched by the Pathos I feel about things happening in our society, and in the spirit. Sometimes it's like weight of the world. I like to express how that feels. .. Maybe somehow, in my own depth, writing and hoping my worlds might make it different, somehow, someway.

I have a lot on my plate right now. {{*hug}}
Please don't be scared.... I'm so sorry.
Again, I have a lot on my OWN mind, okay? . yeah.

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When you said the surgeries only happen on Saturdays, I was thinking how Saturday is "Saturn's" day. LOL …

I just hope the call you made to his employers have set him on a Saturn-serious strait!! He/*they* need to 'get it Right!' and do Right by you. NO excuse. They BETTER have the CORRECT equipment.
*grrrr. My own mama she-bear stirred up!!!* ROFL

(So impressed you did that.)

.. I hope (to make up for mistreatment and ERROR), that their Concierge Service will have placed Princess Pillows in her room, a Proper Glittery Tiera, and Fuzzy warm Unicorn Socks on her while they 'put her under' this time.

And one for YOU, Areesquivel … while you wait, and while you help your Mom through the recovery process.

She will have a NEW Lease on Life! Yay.

Since she (and you) enjoyed the articles,
here's more that you can get curious about.

- http://www.aquamoonlight.co.uk/signs-medical.html

- http://cafeastrology.com/astrology-calendars.html

posted May 28, 2018 01:17 PM            

Thank you for your words, I sometimes struggle with things, a lot more these days but I guess no one has a smooth ride to fullfllment... just a few days ago I was talking to my mom about a new book about astrology and North Node! And I was telling her my NN being in Aries is something I need to pay attention to, I’m always relying on people, I need to act more of my north node, more caring about ME! and not only that start by doing things by myself. I’m such a mommy’s girl and I’m 30 so I do need to cut that somehow, and keep it as healthy as possible.

posted May 28, 2018 03:01 PM            

Why would you go with the thought that you have to CUT yourself out of a relationship bond "just because" of an interpretation in a book?

I'm aware of a variety of 'voices'. I've read (even own) some of those books.

You've got to know the background of the author.

Some of their own background-beliefs (religious/philosophical and political), or, even 'traumas' that some of them have HAD in their lives, become "tints" on their delineation lenses. It can bleed into their interpretations. And that's part of the beauty of writing your own story into the book.

They 'incorporated' their own views into the interpretations. They pour all of who *they* are, what *they* believe (dogmatically) about life-itself into their meanings.

The experience can almost be like they are "shaming" you?

I caught a new 'look' at the nodes when I started to look at Vedic meanings. WITH that, I have found more balance.

Aries isn't always about self, and CUT?
Aries are some of life's most caring people (one's I've met-- very compassionate persons.. Heck I depth-dated a few, and my first daughter was Aries w/ 29+ Pisces Moon. INCREDIBLE intuitive and sensitive child. )

You and your mom have the same stable-Saturn. Your Ceres Sag conjuncts her Moon Sag.

Ha! you both have NorthNodes in orb with your Moons. When I look at both of yours, you have what's called a mutual-reception.

If you are "concerned"?? .. then again, I would urge you to bring it up in a conversation with her.

ASK her if SHE thinks you are out of balance in your relationship tie?

What I 'could' imagine her saying is that IF something happens to her that she wants you to be on your feet? .. But that doesn't mean your NN-Aries says you have to emotionally be sterile and isolative? You can still BE with her, 'and' BE your caring flowing devoted self.

BE who you 'naturally' are!

If it's okay with her?, then why "CUT" by a kind of emotionally withdrawing. She would certainly 'sense' that?

Maybe you are nervous for all the reasons of the surgery? .. That is normal. (Plus, you had mentioned Saturn and Neptune. THOSE combinations in transits can leave people feeling edginess underneath. Some who are prone to anxiety attacks (don't realize it) have that vibrationally present during those times.)

Be good to yourself. If you have a good talking relationship with your mom, then, go ahead and open that subject in communications. Be Open. … She would WANT you to be. You're her Daughter!

You Are Loved>>>> Loved, Loved, Loved, Loved!!

posted May 29, 2018 11:36 AM            

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Originally posted by areesquivel:
Dear Mirage, you have absolutely nothing to apologize, you have been so helpful for me in this astrology journey, I must confess obviously when I’m anxious anything I read or hear I might take it as personal but I know that wasn’t the case, so nothing to worry about.
I completely understand when we say or write things a lot of the environment and the things a persons living at the moment is helping in the shape of the message so I do hope you are doing great! And not letting outside things disturb your peace.

Thank you for your words, I sometimes struggle with things, a lot more these days but I guess no one has a smooth ride to fullfllment... just a few days ago I was talking to my mom about a new book about astrology and North Node! And I was telling her my NN being in Aries is something I need to pay attention to, I’m always relying on people, I need to act more of my north node, more caring about ME! and not only that start by doing things by myself. I’m such a mommy’s girl and I’m 30 so I do need to cut that somehow, and keep it as healthy as possible.

I hope you’re doing well mirage! Thank you for everything

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