posted April 24, 2018 11:28 PM            

There's a girl, a friend of mine, that I used to have deep romantic feelings last year, and they peaked in the scorpio season back in november, and I used to have lots of lucid dreams and premonitions... Thanks to an Ayahuasca session I have in october, that I think it increased that kind of things... Unfortunately I didn't acted on those feelings and we kinda drifted, but we're still good friends though...

The point is this... Three times this year I have dreams about her, and every time it was a bit more powerful than the previous one, each dream was me and here, cozy in the meadows, hugging each other and in love, the last one was that in our embrace, we were happily declaring ourselves as a couple... The final point is, in the day I had each of those dreams, I meet her again, and the feelings that I try to bury, they come back stronger, and in the next days, the flings I was having when the first and second dream ended, just after a few days of the dream and the meeting. This last one, that happened last friday did scared me quite a bit after I met her again at our favorite hangout... It's quite scary that dreams can somehow tell you that you would meet again a person in such a way... I don't want to be in love with her at this point, I'm more than happy to be her friend, but these dreams, they say something...

Cheers

EDIT: I added another thing as I found it quite interesting...

posted April 27, 2018 11:18 PM            

You state that you want to be alone now.
You received dreams that reminded you of powerful memories with her.

The dreams may be wish fulfilment.
You can choose to act on the dream and contact her again about your feelings.

I know how powerful that relationship was to you. How special it feels to be in an active relationship and filled with love.

tJupiter (expand, enhancing) in Scorpio is on your intense Sun-Pluto-Mars Scorpio conjunction in your H8 (sex, passion).

tNeptune (aspirations, ESP, one-ness) in transit in your H12 Pisces (dreams, visions, drugs, escapes) is in flow with tJupiter on your placements.

There are other transits helping that have been helping to enhance your intuition and cosmic awareness.

I would want to say that it was NOT the drug you took-- The cosmos has 'scheduled' you for these kinds of 'opening' experiences, which may be increasing for you.

Resist doing it with 'harsh' chemicals that can alter your brain material. Each time you do that, it will 'take' FROM you.

Doing it through music and spiritual practices will "develop" aptitudes in you. Go for the Disciplined approach. Avoid the chemicals in the plant-medicine.

Each time you can achieve a Higher dimension using your own talent, instead of giving yourself over to being a slave of the chemical, you build Strength and ability to maneuver yourself.

Your transits are HELPING you at this time.

Your Perceptions are opening up more.
This will be wonderful for writing your lyrics and songs.

Again...
Be careful using the stronger harsher artificial/chemical means of altering your consciousness. Develop that labyrinth maneuvering faculty in your psyche, (for exploring the astral realms), through positive thoughts, through your meditations, music, and nature (to be safer). This is not just a mental exercise. You will be accessing things in your intuitive realms. Heart and mind. You will receive downloads for your talent.

You can practice setting intentions before you go to sleep at night, asking for more dreams to explore.

Yes, the power of dreams ... scary and amazing??

Dream experiences can definitely change your whole life. Even provide you with advanced ideas for your projects! Or you'll hear and remember a melody or lyric.

posted April 27, 2018 11:34 PM            

that's really passionate sexually (but doesn't 'have' to be about sex, per se).

tPluto-Mars is on your Eros Capricorn too H10.
(Eros can be about the upsurge of powerful energy of LifeForce available. Can be sublimated, targeted, and used like controlling a cosmic water-force coming from a garden or fire hose.)

Have a fantastic time!

posted April 30, 2018 06:51 PM            

Inch by inch .. life's a cinch
Yard by yard .. life's hard
-- John Bytheway

(music) Inchworm (Danny Kaye, scene from movie Hans Christian Andersen) [2:02] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXi3bjKowJU

posted May 01, 2018 07:36 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Take things one day, one moment, at a time ..

Inch by inch .. life's a cinch
Yard by yard .. life's hard
-- John Bytheway

(music) Inchworm (Danny Kaye, scene from movie Hans Christian Andersen) [2:02] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXi3bjKowJU

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Kaye,_Danny

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posted May 30, 2018 01:46 PM            

Always your committed fan and supporter, here!

posted July 20, 2018 01:17 AM            

Had the dream once again... I decided to send it all to hell... I'll speak more in these days.

posted July 25, 2018 07:18 PM            

I've tried to moved on and keep things as friends, as all is good as it is but...

Recently thanks to being in a community of musicians I organized a show at our hangout of poets, and it ended up being such a fantastic cold, rocking night, with one of the highlights being the moment that the scorpio woman read her poems (quite unusual as she's has some stage fright) with my band jamming as she was reading, at that moment I was so out of it to enjoy it, but after a few days I realized how great it turned out, she really was amazing, and to this day, I'm so friggin happy to made her part of the crazy things I do with my band. Nothing was planned, all happened in the day of the show.

But to the point in question here, had a dream about her for the FOURTH time, this time was me and her doing cheesy things and taking cheesy pics and all of that stuff, and I met her again in the day of the dream, I took it lightly and laughed at it, because how absurd this thing is for me at this point, but last thursday got an anxiety attack after she was being too close for confort, and could not react properly. And after leaving the place, I was completely whacked, breaking things, cursing, yelling, and even thinking to sabotage the relationship... and that's how the last message happened.