posted June 29, 2018 07:35 PM            

That you'd rather that someone-else answer it.

Spent hours doing the research and putting the posts together.

Okay then....
You'll get a Second Chance! LOL

I 'happened' to have made a hard copy of that one.
Will see if I can dig it out of my papers to retype it...

posted June 30, 2018 12:42 AM            

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posted June 30, 2018 11:21 AM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
I thought you read them then just decided to ignore me?

That you'd rather that someone-else answer it.

Spent hours doing the research and putting the posts together.

Okay then....
You'll get a Second Chance! LOL

I 'happened' to have made a hard copy of that one.
Will see if I can dig it out of my papers to retype it...

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posted July 02, 2018 11:58 AM            

Please do not close-off that possibility, okay?
Sometimes a woman is willing to have a more-detached relationship to someone who is not intending marriage. Sometimes, people like to love and live together, for mutual emotional personal support.

Oh my! LOL. I have you moved-in together???
Hopeless Romantic here!!!

I'm not sure of your Virgo ascendant degree?
You had said that you have no planets in the 12th house. That would make your Virgo ascendant in the first decant (first 10 degrees)?

I also use Atlanta for your 'place' of birth ..

You have the markers of a VERY magnanimous person. Very faithful to the ones that come into your personal field. I have, on the fringes, heard of your generosity towards others. I admire that.

{{I have to broadly smile when in the dream you went and got the bowl of peppers, then, you paused and "thought of other people" and returned the bowl to the refrigerator in case 'somebody else' wanted some. awwwww. }}

I TOO value those who are loyal to me.
I also value the spirit of generosity in others.

This is an abbreviated version of what I had posted.

I referenced your 'interest' in the Cancer Female Birthday thread. I think this dream can be a reflection of what you've been feeling concerning the possibility of a warm and 'real' friendship with this woman who MUST have incredible Looks (Beautiful) AND Business Brains (to be a manager).

I also understand that you are a hungry Goat, .. the way into a Goat's heart is through his stomach? LOL

ref. (for backstory)
LL Astro2.0 Forum
What Do You Get A Cancer Female for Her Birthday
topic June 08, 2018
- www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/239508.html

I had noticed too, that you had been in a more somber mood lately. {{*bheart*}}

'vivid colors' … show the intensity of the emotional power you are feeling?

According to the symbolism research--

Peppers.. can refer to astonishing events where anxiety is present. All will go well in the end. You will leave trouble behind.

Yellow.. is a happy color to eat if you're feeling depressed or in low moods. It is "uplifting." Take care of your health at this time.

Yellow also helps with studying and concentration.

Refrigerators.. *smile* something that has a 'chilling' effect?

When it is bright and in good order, can also be a sign of Wealth, money.

You said that you were at your classmate's family's house?
.. Have you thought about going into any partnerships with this person? (The refrigerator was in *their* house.)
There could be good things in store by a partnership, friendship, or just some real 'friendly advice' through talking with these people. They might be able to support your emotions and encourage you in your daily life?

It's good to have real and actual 'people' in your life, Randall.
All work, no play?? … *heart*

You need them.

Randall... One of the things I see through your astrology is that in 'communications' with your love-interests (and other things), there is a kind of 'loose touch-wire' effect happening (appearing on the outside, not inside), that you might be totally unconscious to.

That example of your wanting to talk to her, you gathered your intensity and heart's courage, then???? you got her attention, and you say instead, 'nevermind'?? was a perfect example of that...
omg...… *bheart*

I can soooo relate to you, Randall. Honestly!!!
I can put on my alpha female, but inside, I am actually very shy!! and people don't know that....

That's one of the reasons I feel I can say all that I have, to you --- plus, having been 'familiar' with the internal workings of Capricorn energy from my own relationship-life.
Plus! I have a lot of Capricorn in my 1st house, and my 2nd.

I've had some 'fails' in marriage, and, this opened some wounds, plus gave wisdoms in retrospect.

I think.....
Your astrology would suggest that if you were to observe this hot-cold, intense_contact-then-go_missing, piece of your self, when you approach your love-interest, or friends???, then maybe you can avoid getting your feelings hurt?
Your very sensitive nature could be spared some pain? …

It's like you approach with such intensity, then, completely go-missing in your energies, then, you're back-again?

That can confuse some people-- Like they would say in themselves, 'Is he there for me, or not?'

Two sides to the frosted mini-wheats?? *smile*

{arghhh. I just hate it when people tend to feel 'hurt'..}

My final words in that post was …

Take your time, Randall.
Go slow, and protect your Heart.

What I remember most is how you and Charmain had gotten really close over some years, then she decided she wanted a marriage. I KNOW that had to 'slay' you inside..? I hurted inside for you over that. *bheart* --
HAPPENS.. that it was 'during' a Mars Retrograde that your relationship changed.
I know you were crazy about her...
.. You were also going through your Chiron-Return in Pisces, in your 7th House of Relationships, during that time.

I hope that the Universe can help make up for lost time for you, and bring you a Fabulous Relationship with the Girl of Your Dreams.

Whether it is THIS woman, or another who is waiting on the side-wings for you. Use your Law of Attraction.

You Deserve Happiness!

posted July 02, 2018 03:12 PM            

Oh nooo, no, no. Not that my cappy friend!!! *Heart*

tMars is now retro in Aquarius in your House of Romance H5, while conjunct your barely-aspected Venus-rx 9+. This is bringing that part of you some energy and life. Each time a transit brushes by her, she responds and you might feel her 'more' during those times. {Be Positive! .. It helps. }

In your Progressions!! haha
Venus is now DIRECT.. yeppers.
She is at 8+ Aquarius AND she's talking now! (making aspects)

Your P'Venus sextiles (meaning, she is talking about 'opportunity') with your energy of P'Mars Aries 3+ conjuncting P'JUNO {committed relationships} 3+ Aries!!

tChiron Aries is the doctor-- the wounded-healer, visiting your P-Mars-Juno!! ..

What a Time to Heal your wounds, Randall.

AND-- If you 'look' at it???

You are attracted to the Most Beautiful Woman you've ever encountered??

She banters with you, and helps you feel special by doing that with you??

EVEN if it 'never' went any further than that, you have Success.

… I want you to 'freeze-frame' that Moment of affection in banter. I want you to hold in and take in everything that feels GOOD and HOPEFUL about that, like it's a Vitamin coming in to Feed your Soul.

Push away, DISREGARD, any of the negative thoughts, negative talk, negative images. Just STEEP..... STEEP in the experience of the Love-of-The-Moment. Make that turn into Sunshine... Feel the 'warmth' and the 'light' of that soak in to you.....

You Are Worth it.
Deep inside... You Are Worth it.

Seems maybe, you have some personal self-esteem/worth issues there?

By yourself, trace that thread and go deep inside-- unravel 'where' that comes from? How that 'wound' happened? …

tPluto in Capricorn.. is providing you with a gentle way to explore the depths of your mind (psychology) right now.

'Allow' whatever needs to surface to come up, and Be Cleared away.

No Expectations... Just "heal" ...

YOU Be Okay .. Being YOU.

"Feel" what you would imagine, if your Love was accepted {by a female, or, even a male(?)}, and wrap that 'sense of Completion' around you. JUST the 'feeling' .. don't need the image or words. Keep the 'sense' … like the Sun's warmth on you. 'Hold that Space'

posted July 02, 2018 04:30 PM            

I just wish you didn't have to feel like Kryptonite?

Hey?.. Think of it this way--
Maybe you'll meet someone who knows the 'same secrets' you do, and they wouldn't want children, OR, their child would already be grown and living on their own?

But I know what you mean.
You were having your Chiron-return during the breakup of your last love-relationship.

awwww. Chiron can hurt, a LOT.
I'm sorry that happened to you.

My rm has his Chiron in h7 too.
His is Capricorn, not Pisces.

He was married briefly in his teen years, as a pregnancy had occurred, and in those days you 'did the right thing' and got married.

Marriage didn't last except for a few years. He's been a bachelor since his young 20s. .. 45 years.
I'd seen him attract-in a few relationships, but, he's not "inwardly available-enough" to do the work of being involved 'personally' in a Full relationship.

He talks wistfully of meeting someone.
(I think he actually dreams about having a relationship with a woman/man who is independently wealthy, and invites him to live a detached-relationship with them on a mansion on a nice piece of property?? --
.. Add having a few servants at HIS beck-and-call-- Peel me a grape?? !! )

Relationships …. *crickets*

Randall... I hope an opportunity DOES eventually come around for you, that can turn your whole world-view around!!

Light up your Life.

posted July 02, 2018 05:50 PM            

Each week, I do volunteer work around lawyers, Randall.
I can attest that a percentage of these truly ARE a dedicated and rare breed of Heroes.
Have seen some go the extra-mile for their client.

Rippled effects …
Good Performed By One Becomes Strategy For Helping Many Others

Each one..
Each Fish, Making a Difference.

posted July 05, 2018 06:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
We shall see how it all plays out.

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... Do it?!!