posted July 28, 2020 07:18 PM            

Today when I awoke , it was like I was sleep walking, have not slept well lately. I felt I was still sleeping and had a dream wave over me. Will that dream count as a dream?
It was so very real too. My ex bf came at me, angry. Leathaly angry. He told me he blamed me but others were chasing him. I had no idea what he blamed me for. It was unusual. There's more but it is strange how that was to shake. I snapped out of it when we were trying to exchange communication, understanding. I'm left confused.

posted July 30, 2020 03:34 AM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
{left my comment in your asteroid thread}

Ayelet will have more to add here.

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posted July 30, 2020 04:15 AM            

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This is my gut feeling concerning this dream. It could also be you got a glimpse of the emotional state of your ex - be it a past, present or future impression.

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Ayelet, yes.  I think he's going through either the footprints of his past due to his own reasons or a life review. Or even he met me within the dreamworld and this was residual emotion. It was as though his raw emotions from over years ago were never finished. Even though it was over and I was left holding full blame.

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Symbolically, you could be blaming yourself and taking responsibility for your ex bf experience. You try to get into an understanding and communication with him, perhaps since you are partially, at least, aware that it's not reasonable to blame it all on yourself. You may feel like true communication was something that went missing in the relationship, that some blaming and not fully seeing the other party took place, and it keeps bothering you. You may acknowledge that only through sharing your thoughts and emotions honestly could you solve the remaining residues of conflict, whether with your ex bf, or more generally in your love life.

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Who do you think was chasing your ex? Could you get a feeling about it?
And does any of these suggestions resonate with you?

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There's  another thing, we have tech merging that the ones with power over us as people are now doing. The interconnectedness of all. Our memories can be disturbed.  Maybe someone/something was digging into his and it spilled into my nerve center. Idk .. here's my short bg on the events of the past. 

 Strangely enough, I can't grasp at this point which realm he is within.Dreamstate? Memory or already passed over. Our fated ending was a mysterious one I spent a long portion of my life coming to the truth of.
As I said cord cut. But that whole 'saved life' theme might be a powerful one?

 Rewind in time -  In a nutshell,  he didn't know, neither of us did the cause of our trouble was due to the military. There was a man whom inserted himself (not a low level member) into my Mom's life, he learned of my bf and I and secretly got him recruited all while trying to break us up. My mother had nothing to do with it. She was cluless but the coming events an other
individuals were connected because it lead to my/our fall.

 with the help of a couple particular people from it, that played their roles, was the cause of our end. A lot came to me this past few years via meditation,  cards, astrology  and orhers.. I had a thread in Soul Unions regarding the dimensions and tugs from them. But this recent energy came upon me boldly.  Like he came to the knowledge too and needs me to know I was played, when he judged me. But he blamed me still and he was angry yet giving me this chance to tell him all I could to release us of this pain But I already know what he may have learned. which he's not aware I figured it out. Our not discussing it is the anger and dread I felt from him in that dream. Hard to shake it might I add.
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posted July 31, 2020 03:48 PM            

Your response is very helpful, That makes so much sense because when working on my heart chakra it was much more powerful than in other sessions. Honestly I couldn't hack seeing him in person, this would be my only way to work through the healing with him. But it's possible that's all he wants as well. Life it much more intricate than it is when we are young. Well young people come here, wiser now than in my era. Thank you so much Ayelet. It is very appreciated!

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In a way you're still connected, and always will be. But you can work and heal together even if you don't meet physically. The love you shared, and perhaps still sharing, can bridge this gap.

I wish for you this love and healing.

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posted August 02, 2020 12:34 PM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
The download you described render the experience even more as very vivid and alive (as well as affirmative).
Some important spiritual and emotional milestone truly seems to be indicated here. Your intuition can be your guide. If you'd like to share anything more whenever, either for the sake of sharing it or in wishing to explore its different meanings and layers with others, you're most welcome.

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Ayelet,
Thank you so much.
I'll definitely share anything if new comes to surface. That was an interesting download, that was the way I applied it, due to the dream post heart chakra breaking open.

I forgot also, I went back to my thread from a couple years back when I posted about that dream ~ then. Anyway it was posted 2 days before this dream in 2017. Late July is a window we seem to meet in. He's a Cancer Sun, it just changes to Leo by these 2 dreams, I wondered if Lionsgate is powerful during preshadow. Oh well, I can study if it is needful next year.

posted August 02, 2020 12:37 PM            

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thought you were in the UK, not the US. Just a side-note. I don't know why.

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