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alchemiest
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posted August 10, 2004 12:53 AM
 
 
get better soon!
stuff always gets better. it's a fact of life.
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LibraSparkle
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posted August 10, 2004 01:57 PM
Ozone, Where are ya, babe? How are you doing? I worry. I really urge you to find someone who is a recovering alcoholic to help you through this time. Someone you can call at 2AM when you wanna have a drink, but know you shouldn't. Sometimes we need the help of others to help pull us through hard times like this one. I would also like to ask, if I may be so bold, that you help me to understand my mother. I wonder if there are similarities in your charts.. and also how to deal with her. I haven't had a relationship with her in ages, and now my kids want to know her. She's a double Scorp/Sag rising. Maybe we can help each other, Ozone. I know we've had our little things in the past, and I hope you don't hold on to any animosity. Maybe I had a little too much fun trying to provoke you. Linda says that Libra learns from Scorpio and Scorpio is tolerant of Libra. Are you tolerant of me, Ozone?  I'd be happy to email with you privately, IM, or even exchange phone numbers so we can talk. Post something, Ozone. Let us know how you're doing. I'm sure you're lurking about... IP: Logged |
ozonefiller
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posted August 10, 2004 02:57 PM
Actually, I have spent the whole night (last night) reading all the threads that were posted within the last couple of weeks that had to do with Dafremen about the "Dark Forces" and all I have to say is that if anybody doesn't believe that any of that does exist, well, all I can tell ya guys is that the results there after the fact has most definitely if not most certainly proven otherwise! Needless to say, it has given me headaches and bags under my eyes!The only real question that I ask anybody here: Has anyone here ever read the story "Lord of the Flies" by William Golding? Interesting book, you all would be amazed on how this place gets as close to the "anthology' of the past posts that I have read and been reading and that's why I don't write here as much anymore, unless(of course) when or if I have to! The thing is LibraSparkle, is that I never ever knew anyone by anykind of starchart that never overcome the malice of either drugs nor alcohol without feeling anykind of pain nor baring any loses, deeply, it can happen to us all at anygiven time and factor. I can only reckon from my own experiances that the both of them has destroyed many as much as even the stongest men and women that I have ever seen and it keeps they're prisoners as much as till the day that it brings forth it's final solution : DEATH! But their can be a factor the that starcharts can reflect onto the decease more then others, but as I think of it, it still is that kind of decease the is not racsist, sexist nor prejudice, it despises everything and everybody one and all the same! I do notice however that their seems to be a very stong percentage of people that are (more then others) bound to these infamous specters that so profoundly plague this nation at such sweaping numbers, that it is almost sickening under being that(more then often)Fire and Water signs and that is like the kicker "Firewater"! I don't really know what you want help with LibraSparkle, but I'll do the best I can. Of course my e-mail address is ozonefiller@yahoo.com and you can IM me on yahoo too under ozonefiller or Ozone, ok? IP: Logged |
pidaua
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posted August 10, 2004 03:27 PM
Hi Ozone, I have read LOTF way too many times..it seemed like required reading in just about everyone of my lit classes...LOL..nonetheless, it is very true to form. There are times when society falls into chaos or when one is singled out and the rest go along with the crowd in order not to stand out..like Piggy - who ends up dead. It is sad but true story of society. Alcohol, like many addictions can bring down the strongest person. I have faith though, that you will be able to conquer it when you set your mind to it. Scorps are amazing that way..actually ALL the fixed signs are amazing at willpower. There are so many people here that want to help you...my heart is with you and your recovery. ~Pidaua IP: Logged |
quiksilver
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posted August 11, 2004 12:25 AM
Hello Ozone,
First I just wanted to say that sometimes the "aloneness" is the best place to find ourselves again. Maybe you are feeling very alone right now because it is the best (but also most painful) way to reconnect with the person you really are ..... YOU!!!!When you feel the kind of pain that brings isolation, maybe you can slowly learn how to be your own best friend again. When you find yourself alone, look in the mirror and start to ask some questions. Try to feel as though you are just meeting yourself for the first time. Say something like : "Hello, Ozone. It is nice to meet you. Why do you look so sad? What can I do to help you? Do you need to sit down to have a good cry? Or maybe do you need some extra sleep today? The weather is beautiful outside. Would you like to sit in the sunlight?" I know this may seem so childish and silly but I have done this many times in my life and it has helped me to become aware of my own presence again in a way that other people could not. It was almost as if I had to step outside of myself to get back inside again. I never struggled with alcohol but I have struggled with deep depression and did not have a pleasant time of it growing up so I am no stranger to sorrow.
Before I go, I just wanted to say one other thing. You mentioned that you don't feel like you are doing anything. Or something to the effect of your presence not mattering. You DO matter! Even if you only affect one person's life for the better, your life has been well spent. And what comes around goes around. The person you may have helped will in turn help another. And so on and so forth, as in a chain reaction. Think of all the people out there who are in need of this miracle. It can start with you! Maybe you can use your suffering to help someone else in some way, through your profound understanding of their pain. But first, take care of yourself. Be kind and gentle to yourself and let yourself heal, as you would a dear friend or family member. We are all on your side and with so much love, how can you go wrong? 
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paras
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posted August 11, 2004 11:03 PM
ozonefiller,I wish I had come to this string sooner. You have my sincerest sympathies. I spent a year, year and a half of my life being very addicted to a very dangerous substance. Reading your posts brought back a lot of painful memories. I understand the emptiness of it, the loss of everything, including your own personality. You CAN be free of addiction and I hope you already KNOW that. For whatever it's worth, I feel for you, and if you ever need someone to talk to about it, you can count me in among the patient and loving ears here. IP: Logged |
raine6
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posted August 16, 2004 12:28 AM
Ozone, I had no idea--I too wish I had read this earlier. But how refreshing it is to see all of the wonderful expressions of caring displayed here. I am touched. You are in great company, judging from these hard-won and wise responses. You will make it past this.My own depression, into whose tentacles I collapsed after my grandson's death last month--just days after his 7th birthday--has been helped somewhat by volunteering with the Aspire therapeutic horseback riding program for children with disabilities. I don't know what it is, but just getting outside of yourself, and having a reason to get up in the morning, can help. I know you have felt somewhat like the chicken at the bottom of the pecking order here, but as you can see, there are those who have balm to offer and love bandages to bind your emotional wounds. Please accept their help and begin to love yourself. We do! And I hope any others who might be feeling this way will absorb this love, too, and begin to heal. Blessings! Raine6 IP: Logged |
26taurus
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posted August 16, 2004 10:20 AM
How are doing Ozone? You are in my thoughts and I hope you are doing okay. Please check in with us soon.
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