Suzume Knowflake Posts: 164 From: Australia Registered: Sep 2004
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posted October 28, 2004 10:07 AM
The wind it whispers slowly as the night falls around these walls, A silent memory long lost, once again brought back through your calls. The touch once gently sweet, is now the knife which cuts my soul, This poison runs deep through these veins, As your memory makes me whole. Feeling really guilty, as I look into your eyes, I never thought when we first met it would be you that I despise. A leaf falls from a tree, like I fell from your grasp, And as I slice into myself it’s you who makes me gasp. How could you be so deceiving? How could you hurt me in this way? Never have I put trust into anyone like I put trust into you that day. And as you turned your back, and you left without a sound, I watched myself walk away when from below me fell my ground. Say your name in a whisper, touch your cheek with the softest touch, I have to much pride inside of me, The way you make me feel is becoming way to much. You are the man who made my world, now you try to make me cry, You plan to steal away the wings that you gave to me to help me fly. Regarded you so highly, often asked why you gave me the light of day, And you would always answer so sweetly, did you want me to feel this way? I tried knives and suicide, and I tried to drug out your memory, But even though I hate you, forever you will be with me. I wanted to be just like you, Wanted to see the world from your eyes, But seeing the world from mine, I come to find your telling lies. Now I’m lost and anchored, And I never want to feel this way, I close my eyes and wish to god I wont wake up another day. I see you standing there, but it seems as if your in my mind, I told you once what I thought and you made me feel so god damn blind. Sick of thinking of you, sick of going through the same old game, I’ve realised I’m just like you, and I am the one to blame. Yep..Really depressing...Really Suicidle sounding. But I love it.
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