posted October 26, 2005 01:04 PM         

I'll make use of it though

~ Fayte ~
I have to let you know, how very happy and, relieved, your return has made my heart...

posted October 26, 2005 03:02 PM         

A little thing I posted elsewhere...but it seems good to post it here also!!!!!

posted October 28, 2005 11:02 AM         

You know we will wait and look forward to your return!

posted October 28, 2005 11:38 AM         

Although...I will miss you terribly.

In case you didn't get my last mail...thank you for the beautiful card. Filled my Heart very much just knowing there was someone like you out there with such a Big, Caring Heart.

posted November 03, 2005 12:59 AM         

Some poems I found that made me think of you~~...

I Loved You
~by Alexander Pushkin

I loved you-
even now I may confess
Some embers of my love their fire retain
But do not let it cause you more distress-
I do not want to sadden you again.

Hopeless and tongue-tied, yet, I loved you dearly
With pangs the jealous and the timid know
So tenderly I loved you, so sincerely,
I pray God grant another love you so.

To One in Paradise
~by Edgar Allen Poe

Thou wast that all to me, love,
For which my soul did pine--
A green isle in the sea, love,
A fountain and a shrine,
All wreathed with fairy fruits and flowers
And all the flowers were mine.

Ah, dream too bright to last!
Ah, starry Hope! that didst arise
But to be overcast!
A voice from out the Future cries,
On! on!-- but o'er the Past
(Dim gulf!) my spirit hovering lies
Mute, motionless, aghast!

For, alas! alas! with me
The light of Life is o'er!
'No more-- no more-- no more--'
(Such language holds the solemn sea
To the sands upon the shore)
Shall bloom the thunder-blasted tree
Or the stricken eagle soar!

And all my days are trances
And all my nightly dreams
Are where thy dark eye glances
And where thy footstep gleams--
In what ethereal dances,
By what eternal streams.

Under the Harvest Moon
~by Carl Sandburg

Under the harvest moon,
When the soft silver
Drips shimmering
Over garden nights,
Death, the gray mocker,
Comes and whispers to you
As a beautiful friend
Who remembers.

Under the summer roses
When the flagrant crimson
Lurks in the dusk
Of the wild red leaves,
Love, with little hands,
Comes and touches you
With a thousand memories,
And asks you
Beautiful, unanswerable questions.

Lia

posted November 09, 2005 09:44 AM         

Where do we spiral onto from here, Fayte?
I was wondering...how do you feel about Twin Souls? Do you believe in them?
Would love to hear your thoughts and beliefs on this.

posted December 02, 2005 11:59 AM         

Twin Souls...hmmm....I don't know. I don't like to commit myself to a belief, but try to remain open. I'll tell you want I believe thus far...

If there is a 'Twin Soul' it is within Us.
It's not an Entity seperate or outside of ourself. So no...I would have to say that as of Now, I don't believe in them. At least so far notso as the description/definition is potrayed.

I do believe in Soul Mates and in clusters. I believe these clusters are expanding in 'time'. Clusters aren't closed-off and in rigid establishment. They're not exclusive. As the Cosmic Dance I mentioned, they are cohesing, seperating....going apart, coming together. They're in continual motion of Flow of the Universal laws and Movements of attraction/repulsion.

In every lifetime or other-realm-time, we have every chance to meet a new Soul Mate who may or may not return to us again and again in other 'times'.

As I believe the Universe is Simultaneous, whatever Deja Vus or feelings of familiarity we feel for another could be either from a memory of the past or a projection(also memory) of the future.
It's the once connection, missed and so in yearning that comes from the other realms we've traveled (whether astral or physical) together.

I do believe in 'pulls';
Soul-Energies being Pulled into each other with heightened force.

No, certainly can't deny the immensity of that feeling can you?

posted December 02, 2005 09:37 PM         

"soul cluster" is a lovely phrase. Reminds me of a star cluster.

posted December 02, 2005 10:35 PM         

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I will find my other posts about ravens and crows

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posted December 15, 2005 12:38 PM         

Could you ask your husband a question for me?
Has he forgiven us?

Do you know that on the night I met my husband, I said his name before I ventured out that night to my friend? Just out of the blue~~came from no where and the words came automatic out of my mouth, as if from some other place, not of me.

"I'm going to meet ***** tonight."

My voice was so nonchalant. Left me a bit breathless and puzzled for a moment. Did I say that?? Where did that come from??

When you first started this thread, in my heart I felt kind of the same way. Seemed so natural to my Soul, even though out of the blue. Yes, I am that woman. Lia. Who would, for the tortured misery of lost love, take my very life to keep from the deep sadness of the endless days ahead of deep,empty misery, without it.

That old temptation, has pulled at me, as I replay this eternal Drama out again and again and again it seems. The circumstances change. The souls. The details. The country. The sex. The era.

But the Theme remains.

posted December 17, 2005 11:37 AM         

>>>>>>>For what? He was a child..mine...in that time. His death on the ship had nothing to do with you and I then.

So I am confused
Will e-mail you sweet lady.
Love
Faye

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