posted June 01, 2016 02:15 PM
I知 not a stealer of liberties
I致e barely rambled on my own
I知 a student of social decadence
Condemned to write them sinsFables, ballads, varied confessions
Of hallowed souls searching
For a reason to live, but why
Cause I知 a dreamer who lives them dreams
Forgive me for my loneliness
Forget me for my carelessness
I only had one thing for me
To turn them prayers into them songs
And how I keep the words flowing?
Melancholy is my beverage of wisdom
I drank it to keep it going
To turn your questions into them answers
Is it Innocence, or ignorance?
We all have it both
I知 as innocent as an ignorant
To make elegies from them penuries
The river someday will get dry
That痴 what the teacher said to me
But now I知 content to breathe
And turn my thoughts into them poems
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My life's now in a very high place, high but tense, as I'm experiencing for the first time an affair, it's not formal, but it an ongoing thing so far
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Here's the story so you can understand it a bit.
The woman is just so wild and loose to stay calm, We're having intense times, and I'm learning a lot to how give love and to recieve it, and also there's a strong push-pull thing, like when we're close, we take our clothes and make love, and when we're far, there's almost nothing...
That is because I'm falling for her, and I shouldn't, as she's only looking for wild tales, but as far I'm knowing her, she kinda feels something for me, cause she's been so kind and considerate of my life' troubles, and kissing her is the most powerful drug I have now, it's amazing, as it is troublesome, and I just want to enjoy it and let her know that I'm not like the others.