posted March 04, 2006 01:18 AM         

Things are happening so quickly i dont know where to begin! Your last reading pushed so many buttons i cant even begin to tell you....

I have totally moved on from the sag guy as i finally saw the situation for what it really was and once i made that decision so many things just fell into place.

The biggest one is that i have felt for some time that the time is coming to move out of the town i live in, and something happended last weekend that instigated the decision.

I met a guy! He has totally awakened feelings in me that i had long buried and even thought i wasnt capable of anymore, i decided, cos i felt so vulnerable to kind of blow him off a bit, as in make it seem like it was just a one night stand to me (i never have one night stands, thats how much this guy touched me) so we never swapped numbers or anything,(and i never gave him the opportunity to ask, even though i could see he was about to ask for my number) he lives in another city not too far from here and if i really wanted to contact him i could.

Anyway, so much was awakened in me, i have been in turmoil all week, wondering how i attracted such an awesome guy, he was just so lovely and treated me so well, and i totally wrecked it by trying to be all strong and act like it was just a one nighter.....!!! This week i have finally realised that i am stuck! where i live, i really need to move on.

Anway sorry this is kind of all over the place, that is kind of where my head is at at the moment, i would love to see this guy again, he is younger than me which neither of us seemed to have a problem with, and i know we are at different stages in life but i just know that something connected between us and i would love to know if we will see each other again....any chance of laying a couple of cards out? I know it is really soon after the last reading, and i know you are really busy so i will totally understand if you cant.

I just feel so alive inside, and it has been so long.

take care my dear Jade, thanks for all you do.

posted March 06, 2006 07:43 AM         

1. Temperance-Slow down and try to practice being patient. There is a a lot going on right now and it is very important that you try to find the balance in your life be aware of your priorities and don't lose sight of what you want to accomplish. You may feel at this time as if you are waiting for something to happen and that can be very frustrating. There are some matters that are still unresolved, some issues still not dealt with and Kiwi, you have to address them. I get the feeling from this card that there may be some communication that is coming your way. A message, a phone call, it will be important. Be calm, don't over react right now and you will make all of the right moves. Kiwi, if you have put off making a DR's appointment then see that you attend to that. This card is asking you to be aware of your health physically and mentally.

2. Page of Pentacles - There is definitely some communication that the Universe wants you to be aware of! This is a good time for you Kiwi, financially and career wise. There is some money that is coming your way it may not be a large sum but it will be exactly what you need. You may even take on a new job it may seem routine but if you stick with it, in the end it will pay off. The younger man that you met likes material things and is very open to new ideas. His energy would have encouraged you, it would act like a catalyst to push you further along your path in your career and just the way you deal financially and in the business world.

9 Wands - Its really time to let past issues go and move on. Make a plan, set some goals but know that this is your time to turn things around. You have been through a lot lately but this card is here to remind you that you have great endurance. Because of what you have come through you are stronger and wiser now. Kiwi, you are stronger than you realize. There may be another situation that may arise that will appear to be an obstacle to you. Don't worry, know in your heart of hearts you can face difficulties and win.

posted March 06, 2006 03:27 PM         

As for the rest i will read it through again and let it digest, as usual though i know it will be right.

Thanks dear Jade, i appreciate you being their for me in this way.

Will touch base soon and let you know where things are at.