posted August 14, 2005 07:45 PM         

you are a darling, thank you so much for this. Will reply later ok.

posted August 14, 2005 08:56 PM         

Every single card is so spot on its almost unbelieveable! (but we know better right)

This weekend just past I really sat back and thought about where i was at right in this moment and what i needed to do to get back where i feel balanced in my health, spirituality, work etc so the answer from you was just what i needed.

Jealousy: well i am really encountering a lot of that at the moment. I dont have a boyfriend as such but about 6 weeks ago i started seeing someone, and all his friends have done nothing but cause trouble ever since (basically two of his best mates have tried it on with me in the past but i wasnt interested) and now that he has got lucky so to speak they are not that impressed...so one in particular has been lying, and due to my vulnerable state and the fact that i still didnt know the guy i was seeing too well, i believed a whole lot of lies and we didnt speak for two weeks because of it.

I bumped into him last week and it is semi sorted in that i apologised for believing what the guy said, and i was sorry for thinking the worst of my new friend, but he hasnt come to visit me so it is either over or he is just taking his time processing (he is sooooo shy, i have never met anyone as shy as him before, he has never had a girlfriend either so that makes it tricky!)

The work card was spot on too...in a big way. I definately need to start taking care of my needs...everyone elses seem to get in the way sometimes! and they know it and take advantage of it i have to say.

I have just started eating healthy again as my routine had been upset with Gran getting ill, so lots of fruit and veg and exercise....

Jade you are truly wonderful, thank you and I pray that you will be as blessed in return.

posted September 26, 2005 07:16 PM         

I would really appreciate if you get time in the next week or so another reading.

The one above helped me so much.

I dont really have a specific question, although i would like to know if things around me are going to settle down, everything has been so crazy lately.

posted September 26, 2005 08:45 PM         

The only specific think of can think of is a guy i was involved with for a couple of months, i am pretty sure we both still like each other, but things are on the back burner...any likely hood of it starting again?

posted September 29, 2005 03:38 PM         

1. You- state of mind, emotions - Lovers - You seem to have a lot of decisions that need to be made at this time. You have really been in an up mood lately. you are feeling sexy, attractive and people seem to be drawn to you. At this time you may seem to be trying to make up your mind about an emotional commitment There is some sort of choice here Kiwi , either emotional or security. Be careful about what is motivating your choices lately.

2. Situation - current circumstances of your life- Queen of Swords- There are some serious issues surrounding you but you will have no problem in resolving any conflict you are confronted with. you may have felt lately that you are having a lot of difficulty putting up with life's demands. That will pass. Try to be patient with what is going on at this time. you like your independence, you are more sure of yourself lately. Be willing Kiwi to listen to new ideas. someone may offer you some help, advice at this time. Listen

3. Problem- clarification - 3 of Pentacles - you have done all you could possibly do in your current situation. let things work out on their own. take a step back and know that its time for you to enjoy and be proud of what you have achieved There may be some recognition coming your way from work or personally. you have run up against a few obstacles lately but the chances you have taken will payoff.

posted September 29, 2005 06:35 PM         

Thank you for sharing your gift with me, I really really appreciate you.

Have a wonderful weekend, you're in my prayers.

posted October 13, 2005 08:13 PM         

My intuition is good, yet it is still nice to get some back up.

Hope all is well with you Its friday afternoon here so i am getting ready for a nice relaxing weekend.

Thanks for sharing your gift.

posted October 16, 2005 03:15 PM         

Yes, i was seeing him and now he is back in the picture, but its pretty slow!

posted October 17, 2005 12:57 AM         

Just want to know what ever the cards will reveal.

Thank you.

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Gemini sun, Cancer rising, mercury in Gemini, moon in Taurus *29, venus in Taurus, mars in Libra

posted October 17, 2005 04:15 PM         

I used the Morgan Greer deck

1. You - Knight of Swords - Knights bring us messages Kiwi and this Knight is saying pay attention to a coming event or person in your life Be alert! You are a thinker, planner and communicator in your relationships and you are in this one also. You need to proceed with caution Kiwi and protect your heart with this one! You are a self starter and take pride in the fact that you can usually rely on logic and reasoning to tell you where a relationship is headed but you are not sure about this one and all of your logic and reasoning doesn't seem to be working this time.

2. Him - The Tower- major changes are taking place or will take place in his life. There isn't anything he can do to stop them and they will happen very suddenly, quickly. Hopefully these changes will bring about growth and self development for him. He may even have a major break through about something that he has been dealing with for a while. Kiwi does any of this mean anything to you? There is total change all around him. There is a lot of strong energy around him Kiwi it's a violent energy I don't mean that he is violent or that he would be abusive its just the way the energy is around him at this time. Sometimes the present has to be torn down to allow the new to come through. There are some life changing situations he will have to face again this is not always bad or negative.

3. Outcome - The Hang Man - Decisions need to be made by both of you. Neither one of you are going to be willing to make them, Kiwi no action is not going to work with this. Some sacrifice may be necessary in order for this relationship to work out You have to decide if its worth it. He has a lot of growing to do. I am not talking about age, age difference is not a factor in this. I mean it doesn't matter if one of you is older,or younger than the other. By growing I mean consciously. Do you understand? You both may reach a point where you feel as if the relationship is in a state of limbo. Give and take will be necessary on both of your parts. Kiwi you have inner confidence. Operate from your own inner truth in this relationship. If you feel you are doing what you are supposed to be doing and you are happy you are on your correct path and all will work out. If you feel this relationship is taking you off the path you are on then, you will know what to do. One of you is a real individual and marches to the beat of their own drummer. Which one of you is that? I think I know Smile! I have a sneaky feeling it may be both of you If you want to check this relationship out protect your heart, don't get caught in the "Tower" and take a real long look to see if this is what you want and need in your life at this time. It just may be! This is your decision. If you move forward see what you can learn from it. You are in a place Kiwi where if you get still and go inside you will know exactly what to do.

posted October 17, 2005 07:52 PM         

When he was over the other week he opened up to me and he is actually really really unhappy with where he is at, and he even said he had ALOT of anger in him at the moment, well i think he has always had the anger but he is only becoming aware of it now.

I will let you know how it all goes, you are definately right though, this is one that is totally out of the norm for me, and i am definatley going to have to sacrifice some things in order for this to move forward (mainly my pride and ego!!!)

You are a true blessing, thank you so much. Will touch base again when i have some more news for you.

Hope things calm down for you soon as well, sounds like you have been really busy.

posted January 31, 2006 04:26 PM         

Sorry i havent got back to you with any feedback on your last reading, things went crazy within my family for a couple of months.

Ok everything you said about major changes around him (the sag guy) was and is totally accurate he is totally not into change though so i think he is struggling quite a bit, and there was a kind of angry violent energy around him, just before xmas he ended up with a black eye from a fight he got into. As for me and him, well, he is really easily led by his peers, and right from the start they have all been jealous that he was with me, even though it was only ever a sexual relationship, cos he was too scared to take it too another level. Also, he has always been very very very anti drugs and over the new year period he took Ecstacy which shocked me badly, i think he just bottles all his emotions up and spends such a large part of his life feeling bad that he just wanted to feel ok for once, but thats just my thought on the subject.

So we have had a major falling out, it feels like half the town hates me (cos they all seem to be on his side) to be fair i did say and do some really hurtful things cos he really hurt me, but usually we bounce back from things like that, but this time i dont know if that will happen.

I still feel deep inside myself that he would like to start things up again but i am not making the first move, if you have time dear one would you mind pulling a few cards to see where it is headed or not headed, it definately isnt finished yet, and i am pretty sure i am not in denial about it all, but hey i could be wrong.

How was your xmas Jade? Did you get some lovely presents and spend some special time with family and friends? I really pray that all is well in your world and that you are healthy and happy.

posted February 05, 2006 03:55 PM         

1. This is your current situation - The Emperor- You find yourself in a position that is comfortable and uncomfortable at the same time. You are a take charge authoritative person and you know what you want and how to get it. You are good at creating the things that you want in life. You have no problems with authority and you enjoy being a mentor. Kiwi as I was preparing the cards for your reading this card literally flew out of my hands so I used it as your first card. I always feel like the Universe is trying to send us a message when that happens. The message of this card for you is at this time all that you are and stand for is not being taken into consideration. The respect and admiration that you deserve in your life is not being given and this has put you in a position that is very unfamiliar for you. At times you resent being taken for granted.

2. This is the reason the situation has come about - 5 of Cups - You are so emotionally invested in this relationship, more so than you ever thought that you would or could be. What started out as fun and challenging has now caused you much unhappiness and is no longer emotionally stable for you. What you rally want seems out of reach. You have been looking in the wrong direction and concentrating on things you cannot change. Too much of You has been poured into this. What about what you have left behind? The message of this card is you have concentrated too long on sadness, loss, and conflict. This card is offering you the promise of a new start. The river in this card, is a message to you that your pain can be washed away.

3. This can happen if you change something (it can get better or worse ) - 4 of Pentacles - You can get control of your life again. Kiwi, you will no longer find it necessary to hold on so tightly to something that seems to be out of your grasp. There has been some possessiveness on your part and this has not worked to your advantage. Your sense of Self, your self esteem has been taking a beating. This card is saying to you become more flexible. Confront the fear you have of letting go and take time out to go inside and find out why you are holding on so tightly.

4. This can happen if you change nothing and leave things as they are (it can get better or worse) - Knight of Swords- Kiwi, Knights are adventurous, courageous and are always on a quest. You can leave everything as it is in your life and then you will miss out on the excitement, the rush, that you love to experience when a plan is coming together. You are courageous and intelligent Kiwi, and are able to deal with difficult situations. You are not afraid of conflict and can usually bring about positive resolutions. You can remain frustrated as to why this situation cannot be resolved. Choose!

5. These are my aids or warnings concerning actions or attitudes on my part- King of Pentacles - Kiwi, you are a stable, dependable, practical person and these attributes have not been present in your life lately. In your own close circle of friends, you are respected, people look up to you and this no longer exist in your life. Someone is coming into your life, or is in your life that has a good head for business and may want to include you in their business venture. This could be someone who works in finance, a banker, or a stock broker. This person would be a very stabilizing influence in your life. Do you know anyone like this? Is this person in your life now?

6. This is your task- Hanged Man - Kiwi, you are going to have to be willing to make some sacrifices in order to have things the way you want them in your life. You need to go out on a limb, take a chance. Right now you are in a state of limbo. The message of this card is that you must decide what to give up in order to gain something else that is more important! You are ready to enter into another level of self awareness, where you will be able to discover something deep within yourself. This can only take place if you are willing to move beyond your present circumstances.

posted February 08, 2006 02:22 AM         

It was so spot on and so with where i am at. I really want to encourage you. the readings you have done for me have really helped me to bring about postive change in my life and believe more in my own gut feelings and intuition. You are a rare gem, and i feel very privilged that you have chosen to take time out of your life to read for me.

Thank you dear Jade. I will keep you posted.