posted March 16, 2003 07:26 PM            

the Earth vibrates these days, they say
to such a negative frequency
that one who is ultra-sensitive in any way
must adopt a vice or two
to keep one's molecules from flying apart
.. exploding into space

and I wouldn't want that to happen
because I wouldn't know in which direction to fly .. to find you" Page 834

I finally finished Canto Nineteen. Sorry about the delay. In this Canto, we find Linda trying to make sense out of Brewer leaving by using numerology. What a numerology Lesson we all get to experience as Linda spirals! I learned from Linda that in emergency situations, one can reduce a Master Number to find the hidden message(s) within. We learn about Heathcliff and why Linda had to painfully give him up. We also see Brewer giving Linda a paper mache copy of Linda's beloved sheep dog (which will play a mjor role in Canto Twenty).

"yes, you knew about loving things .. and losing them
because you love them too much to hurt them anymore" Page 830

Well, we are almost at the end. Everything in these last Nineteen Cantos have been to create a special closeness with the reader and Linda. A bond of trust is formed. This is necessary, because it all leads to Canto Twenty, which is where we learn all the many secrets of the Uni-verse that have been kept from the masses for centuries. Linda needed a special bond of trust within us before we were ready to learn what is to come (for some of the revelations will be unbelievable to the unitiated).

"we spoke on the phone of the hideous practice
of those who in-breed Dobermans

deliberately training them, as well as breeding them
to posses the killer instinct -- and to "go for the throat"
eventually causing them to even turn against their own masters

and breeding this carefully into ... their small
puppies
fat-tummy puppies

you told me this need not be so
for you once owned a Doberman yourself

a Dobermnan ? .. a snake ?

and you said you trained your Doberman
to be gentle and loving to smaller creatures
really .. to all creatures .. including humans

when I doubted this, you mailed me a polaroid photograph
of your Doberman .. a picture you took yourself
seated on his head were two pet pigeons
doves of peace
who were his best friends .. timid birds

sitting trustingly on the head

of a "vicious" Doberman

.. and tears stung in my eyes
when I looked at the photograph you sent

for I knew ..

you were trying to teach me
that anything -- or anyone -- like Anubis-Dobermans
can learn to love

if anything or anyone
is forgiven
even Set even Satan
even all of us
on Earth" Pages 842-843

posted June 19, 2003 08:51 AM              

On p. 773, Linda wrote:
"and he was, he told us, deeply involved... officially
in the government's investigation of fake flying saucer stories"

Why this little tidbit intrigues me to no end... I just don't know.

Anyway, has anyone else Googled names that appear in Linda's books?

Also, the discussion of astral twins in this section was fascinating... I think I have about ten astral twins! Everywhere I've lived, and at at every age, people keep telling me they know someone who looks exactly like me and it creeps them out.

This happen to anybody else?

posted September 28, 2005 01:14 PM              

...there is no fear in love
perfect love casteth out all fear...
...the Day Star arises in your hearts

..ask and
learn..

..many are called
but few are chosen..

nothing is secret
that shall not be made manifest

..be not forgetful to entertain strangers
for thereby some have entertained
angels unaware..

..and your eyes shall be opened
and ye shall be as Gods..

..look to the rainbow!

..ask and learn

and if his understanding fail

..be patient with him

..be patient with him

..look
upon
the rainbow
..the Day Star arises...in your hearts

..and the Light
shineth in the darkness
..there was
a man sent from God

..what manner of man
is this?
..and I shall light a candle
which shall not be put out!
______________________________

posted January 31, 2007 05:17 PM              

Oh! ....

in those moments of longing, when I awaken in the night
damp..from tears shed in dreams of Us
aching with the need of you

I know the difference
between lust and love

there is a difference

oh! there is an unmistakable difference
and the poets are right...not the pornographers

when you hold my hand in the movies...or in the car
or on the couch..and my knees grow weak

when your mouth is suddenly fused on mine
in the middle of the night
and I tremble in the dark, then melt into honey

when we are loving "deep"..or loving
any way at all..

and the floods of passion
..rise and fall in me

it is never what you are doing
that brings on my weakness, my trembling
my melting into the waves of ecstasy
that ebb and flow, within me
then stream out to meet your flood of love

no..

it is not what you are doing to me
but that it is you who is doing it

..that these are your hands
these are your lips
this is your body, pressing against mine

my passion comes..

is all-consuming

and is fulfilled, not from the intimate touching--oh, no
not from the touching, but from the blinding eroticism
of the thought that it is you who touches me!

so..how can we ever find spring alone
or anywhere..with anyone..in any way
but through each other?

tonight, I remember
when you once murmured, against my lips

and moaned.."oh, darling
you have taught me that spring
is nothing..without love
that deep is empty
..without you"

yes, tonight I remember
the wonder of your words

do you remember too?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

posted November 21, 2011 11:10 PM            

page 792
during Billy Graham's TV cable walks
send me Blavatsky's esoteric Theosophy
Rudolph Steiner's spiritual inventions
ever-glowing Light of Mary Baker Eddy
*New Hamphire, Christian Science*
white Lodge Elder Brother's
like Count de St. Germain
Master Alchemist*******like Al-tar

page 822
no proof..unless

unless someday, together, you and I
might in some way..find the proof
which would deny

each and every ancient lie

and uncovering Truth..by calling on
a certain mantra
a sound..a phrase of music..a forgotten
fragment of melody

page 823
be bleSSed with the lost , forgotten powerS
all of us poSSeSSed of yore

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

How do I explain..
what I am experiencing?
A paradox in Pandora's box..
the box is opened..portal...
dimensions unexplained..my Brain
Mind Over Matter
Scattered
fragments of
A Place On Earth. ...

posted November 22, 2011 02:23 AM            

brings up Anubis...'

Randall
Webmaster
Posts: 13063
From: Saturn next to Charmainec
Registered: Apr 2009
posted March 16, 2003 07:26 PM
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
"I have been entirely too Pollyanna-perfect lately
munching healthy lettuce, drinking carrot juice
not wearing much make-up .. no false lashes anymore
taking my vitamins every day, and doing Yoga head stands
no Excedrin or coffee .. or cigarettes
not even slamming a door .. no Big Bangs at all
the Earth vibrates these days, they say
to such a negative frequency
that one who is ultra-sensitive in any way
must adopt a vice or two
to keep one's molecules from flying apart
.. exploding into space

and I wouldn't want that to happen
because I wouldn't know in which direction to fly .. to find you" Page 834

I finally finished Canto Nineteen. Sorry about the delay. In this Canto, we find Linda trying to make sense out of Brewer leaving by using numerology. What a numerology Lesson we all get to experience as Linda spirals! I learned from Linda that in emergency situations, one can reduce a Master Number to find the hidden message(s) within. We learn about Heathcliff and why Linda had to painfully give him up. We also see Brewer giving Linda a paper mache copy of Linda's beloved sheep dog (which will play a mjor role in Canto Twenty).

"yes, you knew about loving things .. and losing them
because you love them too much to hurt them anymore" Page 830

Well, we are almost at the end. Everything in these last Nineteen Cantos have been to create a special closeness with the reader and Linda. A bond of trust is formed. This is necessary, because it all leads to Canto Twenty, which is where we learn all the many secrets of the Uni-verse that have been kept from the masses for centuries. Linda needed a special bond of trust within us before we were ready to learn what is to come (for some of the revelations will be unbelievable to the unitiated).

"we spoke on the phone of the hideous practice
of those who in-breed Dobermans

deliberately training them, as well as breeding them
to posses the killer instinct -- and to "go for the throat"
eventually causing them to even turn against their own masters

and breeding this carefully into ... their small
puppies
fat-tummy puppies

you told me this need not be so
for you once owned a Doberman yourself

a Dobermnan ? .. a snake ?

and you said you trained your Doberman
to be gentle and loving to smaller creatures
really .. to all creatures .. including humans

when I doubted this, you mailed me a polaroid photograph
of your Doberman .. a picture you took yourself
seated on his head were two pet pigeons
doves of peace
who were his best friends .. timid birds

sitting trustingly on the head

of a "vicious" Doberman

.. and tears stung in my eyes
when I looked at the photograph you sent

for I knew ..

you were trying to teach me
that anything -- or anyone -- like Anubis-Dobermans
can learn to love

if anything or anyone
is forgiven
even Set even Satan
even all of us
on Earth" Pages 842-843

------------------
"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark

******************

the sphinx is a dog, not a lion!
the affirmations are all here..
I wish for the
TRUTH
to be revealed. ...

posted March 20, 2012 03:09 PM            

perhaps I'll stop at the corner apothecary, and buy instead
the largest bottle of Je Reviens they have -- or should I buy Chanel ?
no -- Je Reviens, because it means "I shall return"

.. and splash it all over my hair and skin .. then let the spring air
transmute its scent into a miracle of myriad memories
of happier twilights

posted December 27, 2012 09:54 PM            

The Truth Shall Set Us Free

posted May 19, 2013 04:03 PM            

when I lay me lonesome down to sleep
I say this Oober prayer

God bless the silent planet Saturn in you
with its rays of silvery-wise
that shine out tiny stars to guide me
from the windows of my soul .. your eyes

God bless the baby in you
the small boy, hiking
the man of passion, who gentles me and
trembles me
and the other, holy one

God bless each and every you, within your
Temple, living there
each other half of every me
all those I know..and knew
which, when joined together
become the always and eternal Us..the
Forever Me-of-you
that makes your heart reach out to mine
and mine to yours..across an ocean or a room
to pull us back into each other...

posted May 31, 2013 12:53 PM            

if I burn your letters of love, perhaps...
like the legendary Phoenix of Scorpio
in some future life, they will rise
and live again

oh, twin soul! where was our mission, what was
our goal?
I need so to understand
how did we fall? by which Master's hand..or
by our own?
when did I lose my way along the starry trail
I walked with you?
the trail of secrets we once shared, and
wisdom we both knew..

I wonder ...

should these written words of the testament
of our passion
reincarnate into life again, as the language
spoken between us
in some finer alabaster Body Temples of
tomorrow
shall we, do you believe, feel a dim and
misty sorrow?

if these words , like the Phoenix, should
rise
will we then look deeply into each other's
wiser eyes
...and know?