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Topic: She's whole and alone...
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sVirgo Knowflake Posts: 689 From: Pa, US Registered: Jul 2002
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posted January 04, 2006 10:13 PM
are u there, lotusheartone!! I just posted one poem or you can say just my expression. Please guide me, it is there on poetry forum.IP: Logged |
lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7919 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted January 04, 2006 10:25 PM
hehe, just thereyou will see, each day you write will come to life, of its own from within your heart ryhme and reason has no season like LOVE IP: Logged |
sVirgo Knowflake Posts: 689 From: Pa, US Registered: Jul 2002
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posted January 04, 2006 10:33 PM
yes, I enjoyed it!!IP: Logged |
MysticMelody Knowflake Posts: 927 From: Registered: Dec 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 02:53 AM
One thing I've learned in life is that people have both good and "evil" to their personalities... as anyone at an astrology site (Linda's anyway) should understand. And I know I am just an outsider who has just stumbled upon a little "family" fight... I've seen it all on other message boards, although I admit I was surprised and saddened to see it here... but WHAT IS GOING ON HERE? I came to this thread because although I've read references to Gooberz, I never actually read more than a page of it at a bookstore and I was interested to learn more about it. Now, I don't know the people/personalities that are at war here... and I don't know the history (other than the 7 or so pages of jabs I just read!) but it's clear to this outsider that all of the "fighters" have done some things to offend others whether intentional or not. I have no idea who has been the bigger *insert favorite insult here* over the course of the history of this board but I have to point out one thing. This board started out with poetry. It may not have been perfect poetry, but it was worthwhile poetry that helped me to feel at ease, and gave me feelings of satisfaction at finding a forum worthy of Linda's name. What followed reminded me of scene I witnessed at a day care only with "bigger" words and slightly uglier behavior. Don't get me wrong, I seem to be tormented by "demons" more often than not, and many times their words spew out of my own mouth. And as for playing the "judgement" card, get real, if we are here on earth, we haven't freed ourselves from judgements yet. (And if anyone brings up the big JC in reference to themselves, I will be in danger of getting a headache from my eyes rolling too far back in the sockets.) I would just like to humbly (sort of) and calmly (sort of) remind everyone that if we are trying to stretch ourselves here, then when we do "judge" someone, we should judge them by their current actions, rather than their past behavior. Which means that if we come across even the biggest *insert favorite insult here* in LindaLand, we should take the time to observe their behavior. If they are planting flowers at the moment... why stomp all over them?This will probably turn both "sides" against me, but ahh well, I'm used to be hated, it's a lonely world eh? One pink morning, a lovely lotus lass was sitting in a scattered garden. She carefully sprinkled seeds in a pattern that was both not her own, and a part of her at the same time. A fairy emerged from behind a rock and their eyes met immediately with a painful and angry spark of recognition. "Nice garden," the fairy said, not entirely unkind, but with a twitch of possibilities woven into Words. The fairy plopped onto the rock in a permanent manner and waited expectantly. The lotus girl promptly chose the possibility that the fairy had arrived to cause trouble in her garden. It wasn't the first time, and she refused to be tender enough to allow herself to be hurt again. If only the fairy had powered the Words, "Nice garden," with enough faith to reach the lotus girl. If only the lotus girl had chosen to create beauty from the Words, even if the Words came covered with thorns. If only they had joined their magical energies to create a beautiful garden... I wouldn't be sitting here in this McDonald's parking lot, breathing exaust, with my hand in gum. *#$@%*&$... where's a wet wipe when you need one...
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pinkfairy Knowflake Posts: 362 From: Registered: Dec 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 04:30 AM
Owhat beautiful and wise words you write helpful insightful but alas a fairy as fragile and sensitive can only take so much unkindness and me not being a perfect fairy, tries to be kind and cannot remember name calling the Lotus one. Sigh Pinky feels it may be time to throw in his towel the flower lady, I feel does not listen  IP: Logged |
fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 09:17 AM
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lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7919 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 02:18 PM
MysticMelody, Welcome! I loved what you wrote..pinkfairy, you have me stumped again I don't know the words give-up, or throw in the towel not my style, determination and persistence will win.. Fayte, thanks for your compassion.. there is still something odd here, can't seem to put my finger on it... IP: Logged |
MysticMelody Knowflake Posts: 927 From: Registered: Dec 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 03:16 PM
Thank you for the poetry Pink Fairy and thank you for the welcome Lovely Lotus Lass  And if you don't mind me shedding a little light on what you are "stumped" about, Lotus... Pink was talking about himself throwing in the towel (with a tinge of regret) in reference to him trying to relate to you, not asking you to throw in the towel. All you need is time, call a truce and give it time. If one party continues to barb after the truce has been called it will be clear to everyone else.No use being blue.... but aren't you glad you have each other to create such strong emotions in each other? My Venus nature asks the age-old un-complex/complex question of "Why can't we all just get along?" and my Saturn nature sees a wealth of resources in a land of enlightened astrologers and mystics... if we all joined together, oh the possibilities... But we need a little rain and a little tension to create as well... so who am I to disturb this process? Just a little winter breeze spinning by to stir up the stale chi... and maybe to find a little company *Is that close? 
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fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 03:19 PM
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lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7919 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 04:15 PM
How I feel;we will watch her keep tabs, point out her mistakes we will make sure she apologizes when she's hurt someone we will hold her accountable for every action she makes poit out that she's not a good poet and she lashes out to much even though she stands alone at this judgement for, well, let's see it's OK for all the rest this Lotus flower doesn't deserve the best well, that is where you would be wrong this strong blossom knows humility and service pays for her wretchedness in faith and Love in Mother and Father all this, that has happened leaves me empty shows true nature sadness, will have to be turned to gladness when honesty prevails. ... IP: Logged |
lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7919 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 04:45 PM
where's the judge and jury?I'm ready to be burned at the stake stoned to life face the guillotine or did you have something else in Mind??? IP: Logged |
lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7919 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 04:47 PM
oops, cancel sorry better apologize for my sarcasm, they are keeping score..IP: Logged |
lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7919 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 04:57 PM
I have been shone that it makes some of you very happy to see me so miserable...that is how pathetic the human race is... Not all mind you but the majority of the herd. ... IP: Logged |
fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 05:07 PM
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lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7919 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 05:10 PM
Oh yeh, sorry againwhat right do I think I have.. hmmm, I must need a vacation. ... IP: Logged |
fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 05:12 PM
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lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7919 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 05:34 PM
Do you see what has happened here?there is no freedom of speeach for me.. I'm not part of that exclusive club, what can I possiblt write now? I will have to walk on eggshells and be ever so careful hinder my sight hold things in I don't think I can BE that way. ... we are suppose to be sharing knowledge I can't, if I'm stopped in my tracks every step of the way... .
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MysticMelody Knowflake Posts: 927 From: Registered: Dec 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 05:47 PM
I think your pain over the situation has encased you in so much darkness that everything looks menacing to you right now. If you could step back and find your peace, you could see things more clearly when the fog lifted...People are strange when you’re a stranger Faces look ugly when you’re alone Women seem wicked when you’re unwanted Streets are uneven when you’re down When you’re strange Faces come out of the rain When you’re strange No one remembers your name When you’re strange x3 People are strange when you’re a stranger Faces look ugly when you’re alone Women seem wicked when you’re unwanted Streets are uneven when you’re down When you’re strange Faces come out of the rain When you’re strange No one remembers your name When you’re strange (x3) When you’re strange Faces come out of the rain When you’re strange No one remembers your name When you’re strange When you’re strange When you’re strange. And the Doors and I are thinking "strange" as in a state of mind, not necessarily as an uncommon person, although being uncommon is a compliment.  ------------------ "Did you ever get the chance to dance along the light of day?" IP: Logged |
lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7919 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 05:59 PM
what to you think the moral of that song, is???IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Moderator Posts: 4489 From: Ontario Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 06:11 PM
Hello, Mystic Melody  Thank you for the words. Lotus.. no judge and jury. I have found this to be true of me... my harshest critic is within. We all , each of us, want and need to grow. and Let Go. I am not waiting to pounce. I am really not, my heart is open and forgiving, I want everyone to bloom. As I said before, and all along, my only personal issue is with respect and judgement. Of course we all judge.. but within respectful judgement lies growth, in forced judgement and preconceived notions is limitation. I know we are all capable of wonderful things, and sometimes not-so-wonderful things happen first to show us what we really want and need. Right? I hardly learn until I feel I have failed. Believe me, I have plenty of challenges, but in their face lies opportunity, and the chance to prove and soar. I plan to improve on the ways I have limited due to judgement ( though these are things I feel I was put here to learn, so they are quite strong in my psyche, I am very sensitive to them....) Peace and clarity for all. IP: Logged |
MysticMelody Knowflake Posts: 927 From: Registered: Dec 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 06:14 PM
I wouldn't say it's a "moral" but I think it follows along with my initial comments before the lyrics. When things get bad and the darkness surrounds you, you can't see clearly. Everything looks wicked, even the innocent. It is the nature of the darkness. Sometimes when you are sad or upset, the answer to your problem, or the path out of your pain, is right in front of you, but you can't see it because you are lost in the darkness. This "darkness" can be brought on by yourself, by others, by a lesson... you know what I'm saying. The thing is... you DO know what I'm saying, but that's the nice thing about friends or a friendly gesture... sometimes you need someone who temporarily has a flashlight to shine a bit of light to help you on your path. The Universe led me to Linda, Linda led me here, White Rabbit gave me a flashlight, and when I stopped to smell the flowers in your garden, I noticed you were sitting in a little blob of sad and angry fog. Since your pretty singing led me to the garden in the first place, I stopped to share my flashlight. No more, no less. IP: Logged |
MysticMelody Knowflake Posts: 927 From: Registered: Dec 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 06:18 PM
Love is but a song to sing Fear's the way we die You can make the mountains ring Or make the angels cry Though the bird is on the wing And you may not know whyCome on people now Smile on your brother Everybody get together Try to love one another Right now Some may come and some may go We shall surely pass When the one that left us here Returns for us at last We are but a moment's sunlight Fading in the grass Come on people now Smile on your brother Everybody get together Try to love one another Right now Come on people now Smile on your brother Everybody get together Try to love one another Right now Come on people now Smile on your brother Everybody get together Try to love one another Right now If you hear the song I sing You will understand (listen!) You hold the key to love and fear All in your trembling hand Just one key unlocks them both It's there at you command Come on people now Smile on your brother Everybody get together Try to love one another Right now Come on people now Smile on your brother Everybody get together Try to love one another Right now Come on people now Smile on your brother Everybody get together Try to love one another Right now IP: Logged |
MysticMelody Knowflake Posts: 927 From: Registered: Dec 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 06:24 PM
Oh and Pixie....... "lessen our lessons" SWWWEEEEEEEEEEET!  Wish I would have wrote that one myself!! 
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lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7919 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 06:29 PM
O Judgement Be great..that this Lotus talks to MOther and Father they are her guides and teacher Behold the arrogance in all of you thinking that you should judge me and Mother and Father God you think yourselves better teachers then them. ... I look in the mirror every day I see who I AM IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Moderator Posts: 4489 From: Ontario Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 06:36 PM
Sharing my words does not make me invalidate your belief systems or be unaccepting of anyone elses..... You can't force someone to see. Isn't there a proverb.. lead a horse to water, but can't make him drink.. I don't see where conversing and sharing with an open mind leads you to believe I am somehow forcing you to be someone you are not....I am not trying to change you, just sharing.. you believe you are right, I can accept that. You are sharing your words, I am sharing mine. but again and again, it doesn't matter. *Bows out* Mystic Melody... great words... seeing attacks everywhere when in darkness... I wasn't attacking in the least. I think anyone can see that.. but again, doesn't matter what I think.
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