posted August 05, 2001 04:59 PM         

Anyhow, I've had a lot of situations, where I KNOW I did something, but my brother, or my mom knows something else. Ie. I bought most of the hairbrushes in the house, I could probably tell you where from and approximately how much they cost, but they're continually claiming they bought them.

I think I may have seen another piece of my soul. I've also seen myself in a future incarnation. I think in my future incarnation, I sorta went backwards on the path to enlightenment.

Anyhow,I've had a couple.. well.. scary episodes.

the last one, which is the one I can remember most, I was walking home. Sometimes I get the feeling that reality is thin.. sort of like a material, that can be lifted up to show you something that's rich, thick, and.. possibly 4 dimensional?

If you've ever read "A wrinkle in time", they go into talking about the fifth dimension.

Anyhow.. when I get into this.. I turn entirely neutral and uncaring about.. anything. I see things and feel them differently, as if nothing involves me. There's white balls, of some sort. They have their own texture, though I can't touch them. And nothing feels real. You could be touching the wall beside you. You'd feel the texture, but it would feel one-sided, like its texture was only so deep. You could know something was behind it, but sort of expect it to be like a picture on a story page.. story-page textures, bringing more story pages when you turn them.

You know, the sort of stuff a psychologist would throw you in an asylum for.

posted August 06, 2001 02:29 PM         

just wanted to bring you guys the kabbalistic point of view , it speeks of ain sof (infinity) of universes and the people liveing in those universes are versions of their choices in life that means if you have a choice to make then all types of stuff that can happen throw one way you choose to walk in or another is already there while you choose which way you want to walk in at this archilfe of existance and that's what they mean when they say that we all have a destiny in life while there is a free choice.
every one of you in those unverses have a soul which is being controled by the high dayan , the high judge that is your basic accense , which is created from the virbetions of your name while the dayan is the source of those vibes.
it goes somethig like this.

dayan
1
1 1
1 1 1
1 1 1 1
1 1 1 1 1
1 1 1 1 1 1

ect ect ect...

the first one is when you were born , second is the first choice some of the rest ar showen at the 50 gates of understending as i'v pated else where.

tones of love and light , ghost

posted December 27, 2002 09:19 PM         

Hey, I couldn't resist telling you this, but the example you gave up top just couldn't be more correct.
What an unbelievable coincidence, I'm surprised I didn't catch this before to tell you about it.
This is old news, but everyone already knows that the 2002 Superbowl was won by the New England Patriots...right?...wrong! I'm completly convinced that it was never supposed to happen. Somebody incindently time travelled slipping into an alternate world taking everyone with him.
I'm from Boston and I can tell you right now that this team was not as talented as the all the others. Basically, the win was switched from a shadow world by someone on the team, that needed it the most. How do I know this...only by a very strong feeling and whole lot of thinking! Plus why would I want to diss my own team?
...Now I remember what happened, there was a Play-Off game in the middle of January and I remember feeling very intense about this game. There was an incredible snow storm and the Patriots were losing pretty badly against the California Raiders...nobody thought they would win (except for me) until something very miraculous happened.
But wait before I tell you the miracle...our original quarter-back was injured and was replaced by a back-up named Tom Brady who was supposed to only be around for three weeks. But somehow the Patriots were doing so much better that basically Tom B. outshined the original making him sit out the whole season.
They got to the play-offs and...oh yeah the miracle! It was our last play to make a touchdown and sadly Tom Brady fumbled the ball in what looked like a lost game. But then it was challenged (making the miracle happen.) A challenge meant that the referees would have to look at the play like 50 times to see if it was truly a fumble or an interference...meaning the opposed player got in the way.
Everybody and I'm mean everybody could see that it was a fumble and that meant it would be a turn over for the other team...a bad thing!
But back then, I was confused about football and I couldn't tell the difference...nor did I care! But this game somehow forced me to care, I convinced my self that it was going to be called an interference...repeating in my head...over and over again (looking straight at the tv). Everybody knew it was a fumble. But then 5 minutes later the referee came back with a descision...there was a huge pause...and the referee began speaking...He simply said it was an "interference." Everybody roared with surprise and happeiness.
The quarterback continued to play his game...until...finally...he ran and made his own touch down for the very first time.
...Jumping ahead at the very end of the game with only a few seconds on the clock...a field goal was kicked and the game was won for the Patriots!
*Once I knew more about football...I clearly recognized that it was fumble and it would have been called a fumble...something had clearly changed. It was in that moment that made everything change, creating an alternate reality. I looked at the transits and there was no particular cosmic influence on that night. And ther was also a huge "snow" storm.
*Perhaps it was the Quarter-back that altered his own destiny...making him a big star!
You see if Tom Brady had lost that game he would have had to face some serious competition with the original quarterback who by the way left for the Buffalo Bills. I really believe if he had lost like he was supposed to, the original quarterback would have stayed and Tom B. would have left for another team in New York!

*How do I know any of this? A mystery even to my self! Thats why I got so interested in Time Traveling.

*All I know is that I'm convinced it happened and I can still remember the old reality. I know that the Raiders would have won the Superbowl becuase they were supposed to beat the Patriots. But instead the Patriots took there place.

*You guys think I'm crazy don't you? Thats ok I think I'm crazy too!

Ps. Hi to everybody and I'll be back full time on the site by summer vacation! I just had get this one of my chest.

posted December 27, 2002 11:25 PM         

Mercury, Venus, Uranus, and Neptune were all conjuct in Aquarius. I ignored this because I felt that the planets were out of orb having little or no influence. But I was certainly wrong when I realized Mercury was retrogading.
I said to myself, "Sonia...think you idiot, what does Mercury rule?...Oh yeah it rules travel." Mercury was certainly in Aquarius making things go more crazy then usual. Then I thought, "Can Mercury also rule cosmic time traveling?...yes, it can, what other planet would?"
You see, when Mercury retrogades it's going backwards...going backward in time...messing everything up, yes that should be right! Therefore it would be a perfect time for your cosmic soul to go back in time and change the past...Mercury is in Aquarius retrogading.
Then I looked at the chart of the game and I realized a profound thing. At one point in the night, all the planets conjuct in Aquarius were inside the 5th house. The 5th house rules sports and games! BINGO...there is my proof!
...And this didn't have to happen because the planets were not close in orb...meaning it wasn't a sure thing.
*Somebody, like the "Quarter-Back", traveled back into the past as a future higher-self to alter a predestined moment. Sending everyone around him into an alternate reality or perhaps the only good reality.

Ps. If I made a mistake about Mercury being the ruler of travel and it really is Jupiter. Then thats ok becuase Jupiter was retrogading too.

posted December 28, 2002 05:58 AM         

I don't think I've ever had an experience I could replay in my head that matches any on this post but I certainly know what you're all talking about and I've seent the white balls you were talking about also.
One question... Does anyone ever look at something and see it go all fuzzy like when a tv screen has gone off-tune and loosing it's reception?
What does that mean?
I notice it more in the dark that say I am in bed and I look at my arm and it goes fuzzy and then this purple,greenish light cicles my vision so that everything I look at seems to have that purple,greenish aura.
And when u concentrate so intensely whatever u're looking at just disappears.
I once did that looking at my reflection in the mirror and it disapeared.
Maybe that was because of the transition from one universe into another.

And if the whole parralell Universes thing is true, then I'm not born as me in some of them because my mother perhaps did not choose to marry my father or my grandmother is still alive.
If say I went into a Universe where my mother married a different man to my father and I was not born, would it still be compliant with a natural law that I could go there even though I have never been born there?
Would it cause any disruption to the vibration frequency there.
Or more personally would my mother recognise who I am?
Or would she walk by me in the street?
Hmmm.
Randall excellent thread!!!

posted December 28, 2002 02:46 PM         

*You see what happened to the example up top was that there was already a planned course, in which the team was supposed to lose. But somehow that momemt alternated into a shadow world making us think they won in our 3rd dimensional world.
*Somehow I remembered this and I don't know why. Perhaps becuase I was tuned in that I noticed the subtle change that wasn't supposed to occur.
*I didn't want to ask anyone becuase I was to scared. But everybody clearly knew the game was lost and they were so surprised at the call. To be even more honest it was a clear fumble!

What does everyone else think? Can anybody give me an explanation as to why I was tuned in to this?

All over the country people thought the Patriots couldn't stand a chance...and they were right. Until somebody disrupted the course of destiny. The Patriots seemed like a miracle to so many people in New England, and sadly there also a fluke. Who knows only time will tell.

posted January 10, 2003 12:09 AM         

hehe i experience that all the time in my uni lectures

posted January 10, 2003 02:44 AM         

I have that in math classes!

posted January 10, 2003 01:20 PM         

I've had missing "time"... it happened while I was driving. What felt like "2 minutes" passing by was really "2 hours". It happened so fast... at first I was taken aback by it, then it excited me. I remember blacking out, but also remember I was still able to drive (go figure). It was a weird feeling/experience indeed!

posted January 10, 2003 01:34 PM         

That's scary when it happens! Especially when it happens for you and other people. It makes me think we were abducted!