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posted May 27, 2004 10:47 AM         

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can anyone give me a code here??
I remember when I was young I used to afraid of red color.as I grow up ,I don't really have problem with it.
I have trun out to be vegetarian because I don't want to kill the animals for food.relate to the color of blood.
now when I see the blood or picture of that I get really scare.
is anybody have the same experience like that or similar??

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posted May 27, 2004 07:38 PM         

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Hey BabylonPhoenix.. sorry not sure about that one.. maybe past life thing that troubles you?

However, wonderedwhy you've put you're from 'hell'? Everythin' OK hun?

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posted May 28, 2004 06:36 AM         

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hi special,
thank you for your concern,also I was thinking about it is possible relate to my past life or whatever.
I am from hell,'cos,I think we were all born in the universe and live in heaven,but we just happened to made heaven into hell,duing to all the war and killing ,and suffer that made by human.

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posted June 03, 2004 01:46 PM         

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Welcome babylonphoenix

I think Special is right - past-life influence. Babylonphoenix, you have a peculiar energy. I would not be surprised to find that you came here, to Earth, from somewhere far different.

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posted June 22, 2004 09:59 AM         

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hi ra,
thank you for your reply.
I was torn by some kind of negative energy for two years .it was so strange that ......I know in this world there are any horror fact of people are suffering ,but until I see it now.
anyway I am trying to say is we can not change another people karma ,if someone must to suffer ,or let say soul challenge.
I am very confuse now about what and how I am going to handle my life.

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posted June 22, 2004 01:35 PM         

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Babylonpheonix,
Just taking a swing here, maybe your "Root" chakra (red) needs balancing.

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posted June 25, 2004 08:09 AM         

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baby ~ sorry I didn't reply earlier - I lost this thread aaages ago and couldn't find it - philbird - thanks for replying to it so it popped to the top again!

I'm sorry to hear of your difficult two years of negative energy, and I commend you for embracing karma as a soul challenge.

I see what you mean about the 'hell' thing! taking that into account too, I think Ra's correct about your energy!! I think you're here for a reason, to educate and learn. Of course, who isn't? But everyone's unique - and so are you I can't develop on that since I don't know much about you.

I hope you find answers to your problem with the colour Red. Philbird has an interesting take on it too?

With love

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posted June 25, 2004 11:59 AM         

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hi special,
you are so sweet.
I think my soul challenge was :I have to love also my emeny.I have to like who had done me bad.I guess I am not able to pass this test.it is very difficult.
now I feel I am kind of lose my way,but I am not out,not yet.anyway I don't want to fight at the momoent,so I think I just take it slow.

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posted June 25, 2004 12:02 PM         

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hi Philbird,
thank you for the hint.

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posted June 25, 2004 09:24 PM         

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Bless you, it's like you're making a brave self discovery

We'll be here

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