posted September 03, 2005 07:45 PM         

I must admit.....I am not up to this stuff that has been going on for the last few days......my intuition, guides etc have told me to step back from this Forum. I spent the afternoon with two astrologers, friends and talked of this and decided that what I was feeling is real....

This twisted person Lotus has really sickened me to my stomach and I am not even gonna entertain the thought of being in the same space as her.......she is unhealthy and I choose not to entertain this sort of energy,,,,,,

I have met some lovely people here......but the last straw came when Lei asked me what part of Ireland I live in and she answered "shes not in Ireland"........I felt scared and threatened by this. I didnt even feel safe to say where I do live.......she is a maniac, a fanatic, a DARK one.........been there, met similar, not going there again.

Lotus get the hell out of my life.....you are sick girl, get help, leave my friends alone....if you decide to leave I will come back.....but I will not be part of your game.....the thought did occur to me once or twice that this is so crazy, that it could be a wind up, you know like those strange tv programmes......it sure beats me......I step back.....

LOve to all of you

posted September 03, 2005 08:22 PM         

Would you mind in I asked Randall to send you my email? Its just if you live near me Id love to meet up sometimes for abit of "Irish Craic" hehe

posted September 03, 2005 08:26 PM         

Love

posted September 03, 2005 08:31 PM         

Oh and no worries about thinking Im a girl, gave me a lugh actually

posted September 03, 2005 09:32 PM         

Best of my wishes no matter what you end up doing Sue.

posted September 03, 2005 11:17 PM         

Hoping that a better sense prevails at Lindaland over the next few days.

posted September 04, 2005 01:02 AM         

Sue, within your grounded place ask your SELF how do you FEEL being part of LL overall? Have you impacted others and has it been reciprocated?
Because I possess a convicted personality No Thing could Ever sway something I am passionate about. I simply direct no energy to that which does not serve my highest good.

Embrace the beauty of where you
are right now and the possibilities
you have skillfully created solo.
You ARE all You will ever need.
Everything else in life are preferences.
~diviniT~

Blessings All Ways

posted September 04, 2005 01:16 AM         

quote:

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Embrace the beauty of where you
are right now and the possibilities
you have skillfully created solo.
You ARE all You will ever need.
Everything else in life are preferences.

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posted September 04, 2005 03:10 AM         

For all of you here lending your support, I will be honest, not a one to lie, I admit this has scared me, I am a human, a mother, of course I am not devoid of fear. I dont believe anyone who says they are.....and if they have reached that stage, I would love to learn how they got there!!!

A few years ago my mans brother got sick, he had been doing a lot of drugs, ended up in hospital, he was diagnosed as schizophrenic........he was extremely irrational and thought he could change the world......he lived with us for a while......it was one of the most difficult tmes of our lives.......with love and gods help we got thro it....I dont see him any more.......he is very disruptive!!! He became so jealous of my relationship with his brother, he did his best to split us up!!!

Lotus's behaviour is so similar to his.......and I promised myself that after he tried to drag his brother and myself down, I would protect myself from this dangerous and manipulative energy.

Ireland holds great love for me and positivity and apart from the odd one or two very brief encounters I have been blessed with love and light. The only guy who came anywhere near to my brother in law was the guy in the pub who I broke the imminent fight up with an guess what, interestingly he had Moon in Scorpio .. ,,,

Having dealt with mentally ill people for a long time, well since a child really, I can spot that energy a mile off......and God bless her, but Lotus needs help,,,,,,unfortunately its not help that I or others here can give her

Because I have formed very close bonds with many here, I wanted to be as open as I can..........

Luckily I have very strong guidance and friends who are very clear in their vision,,,,,and for me this is one of those times when I have to cut the ties......of course if she decided to get help and stand back......I would be delighted to continue on.

Having posted in LL for one year, I honestly feel this is the only person who I feel aversion to.......I think that says something dont you?

YOUR GUYS REALLY ROCK !!!!

Much love to you all

posted September 04, 2005 03:15 AM         

Wow! This is crazy, huh? I do think you are on to something, though. I also feel it won't be terribly long before it's resolved.

Check back often, please. I think there are still conversations we need to have.