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Topic: Sensing energy...and protection...
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kiwigirl
Knowflake Posts: 200
From: New Zealand
Registered: May 2005
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posted September 29, 2005 06:44 PM
 
Fayte and Sue, thanks for your insights.From here on in i wont be ignoring them! Having been raped twice by people who i had bad feelings about you'd think i would have learnt by now! Some lessons take longer i guess. I will be keeping away from him from now on, which is sad cos i am a compassionate person, but Jade just did a reading for me and she said right now i have a lot of personal power and that i am coming into my own and you know what....it is so on the nose! My birthday is coming up and for the first time in my life, i love who i am, i am comfortable in my own skin and i am totally content with where my life is at (i'm digressing from the point arent i  ) Fayte, i havent really chatted much with you, and i just wanted to say, you are an exceptional person, there is some kind of purity to you that just makes me feel really calm and peaceful (if that makes sense) and Sue, well you know how i feel about you!  Hugs and much kiwi to you all.... kiwigirl x x x x x  (i'm in such a good mood its scaring me!!! and i havent even had sex or anything ) IP: Logged |
fayte.m
Knowflake Posts: 2193
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Registered: Mar 2005
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posted September 29, 2005 07:05 PM
kiwigirl
Thank you for your kind words!
Oh my! You too?! I have been raped a few times too..and gotten myself into some rather nasty situations because I let having fun or desire overrule the vibes!
MUCH wiser now!
If you would ever like to talk more privately..I am a VERY good secret keeper!
I like the word kiwi! Sounds sweet.
I know you probably said it before...but what is your sign and birthdate and year?
Me..
Scorpio 
November 3rd.1954
Aquarian moon
Venus in Scorpio
Barely Capricorn Ascendant
Wood Horse
Sorry...astrology newbie..still learning!
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kiwigirl
Knowflake Posts: 200
From: New Zealand
Registered: May 2005
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posted September 29, 2005 07:24 PM
Hi FayteMy sun is scorp (which you already knew right) gemini moon and pisces asc, i cant remember my venus or how to find it again!! birth details are 28th October 1969 2.30pm Hastings, New Zealand Will answer again later when i have a bit more time, very hectic at work today. Oh yeah and let Randall know its ok to give you my email. I only email from work as i dont have a puter at home, must remedy that! hugs to you lovely one
kiwi xx IP: Logged |
fayte.m
Knowflake Posts: 2193
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Registered: Mar 2005
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posted September 29, 2005 07:28 PM
Hey!Cool 
Ohhhh! Same year as my husband but he is a  IP: Logged |
AcousticGod
Knowflake Posts: 2650
From: Pleasanton, CA, USA
Registered: May 2005
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posted September 29, 2005 07:34 PM
I can give you guys each others email if you want to keep it off here. Sorry I haven't replied to you yet Kiwi. I just wrote a note to myself on my hand, so I'll write when I get home today.
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fayte.m
Knowflake Posts: 2193
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Registered: Mar 2005
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posted September 29, 2005 07:38 PM
AG!
That would be most appreciated!
THANK YOU! 
I used to have mine in my profile...but too many  Spammers!IP: Logged |
fayte.m
Knowflake Posts: 2193
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Registered: Mar 2005
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posted September 29, 2005 07:50 PM
kiwigirl! 
Your Venus is in Libra I think!
Go to www.astro.com
I will try to find the other site...someone named Carlos posted it long ago.
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AcousticGod
Knowflake Posts: 2650
From: Pleasanton, CA, USA
Registered: May 2005
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posted September 29, 2005 08:00 PM
You both have email. My friends the Scorpios. IP: Logged |
fayte.m
Knowflake Posts: 2193
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Registered: Mar 2005
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posted September 29, 2005 08:15 PM
So do you both! AG  kiwigirl IP: Logged |
let ther b light
Knowflake Posts: 67
From: bombay, india
Registered: Aug 2005
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posted September 30, 2005 01:31 AM
hey fayte n kiwigirl
i did not know that both of u'll have been r**** a couple of times......i dont evenfeel lik usin the word....im really sorry to hear that...it must've been terrible  ........dunno wat to say.........whoever did it shud be castrated!!......sick!!!!IP: Logged |
fayte.m
Knowflake Posts: 2193
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Registered: Mar 2005
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posted September 30, 2005 08:32 AM
Thank you!
I agree!
Why do people think they have the right to do that?
Thank you! For your sympathy! It was very terrible! First time I was 10. The next 15.
There were some nearly ones...almost as bad at 18. But after that I was alot more cautious and avoided being alone with macho men wether I knew them or not. Especially drunk ones.  IP: Logged |
sue g
Knowflake Posts: 3339
From: ireland
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 30, 2005 10:56 AM
"I am a compassionate person" I am sure you are Kiwi, so is Fayte and so I am, all of us extremely so. Fortunatley, I have never been physically attacked....I was disturbed to read of your experiences (and was already aware of Faytes)......... Since I have been a mother ,I have become tougher, will stand up for myself now (my own mother calls it the lioness coming out).....too true......I believe, although I am very feminine I give off quite a strong male energy at times....this is to protect myself.....maybe Kiwi when you are out you need to do this.....and remember always to protect yourself....(the emerald alighment I spoke of is great in pubs and clubs etc) Sorry girl to repeat myself....the devil man you refer to (a friend????).....errr......dont think so..... enemy by the sound of it, threatening to KILL you, when he sees you strong and unwilling to be hooked in, he will dissolve. It happened to me before with a brother in law.......completely mad, dangerous, drug psychosis, me and my man in the middle of it......NEVER AGAIN !!!! He used to astrally project onto me while he slept above in the same house......I was very scared. Only for the fact that I brought in a lot of light....he a lot of dark.....he is not in my life now.....in law or no in law.....bye bye...I have a son to think of too. So I have gone from being everybody's friend to protecting myself strongly.....I have even let certain friends out of my life cos they were leaning on me....wanted a mammy.....no thanks...no more kids for me ha ha ha !!!! I will end up being a hermit the way I am going.....or just a few close friends...I still love the craic, singing and getting out....but protection is a big thing for me now...wished I had learned before. Please mind yourself...I can feel your vulnerability....I am gonna send you some protection....if you dont mind....and tell devil man to FECK OFF !!!!  Lots of love
Sue xxx
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sue g
Knowflake Posts: 3339
From: ireland
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 30, 2005 11:01 AM
In Ireland there is an expression "cop on to yourself", it means get real........it took me until I was in my 40s to do this.....slow learner or what!!!!xx IP: Logged |
AcousticGod
Knowflake Posts: 2650
From: Pleasanton, CA, USA
Registered: May 2005
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posted September 30, 2005 12:25 PM
Heyyyy!I often that about my life as well, Sue. It's taking me a while to get there, but I will. (Mine lesson isn't about protection, but still it's similar. I need to be myself and get real with myself.)
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sue g
Knowflake Posts: 3339
From: ireland
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 30, 2005 01:59 PM
Its a long road isnt it at times AG........but we are open arent we to change and grow....so I think that is half the battle....... xxx IP: Logged |
fayte.m
Knowflake Posts: 2193
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Registered: Mar 2005
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posted September 30, 2005 02:17 PM
Sue and AG!
Oh I certainly know where you guys are coming from! Experience and or getting older doth open our eyes! And makes us ready to take from life not just give all the time at the expense of ourselves.
I was told it was wrong to like or love ourselves! That was considered vain and not humble! Bullfinches! That stupid concept beaten and drummed into my head for decades made me withdrawn and unsure of myself in many ways! That low self esteem...makes us...made me a victim to many abuses!
No more! I may be afraid but it is forward motion now! Ohhh...I was almost 43 before I got a real backbone!
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sue g
Knowflake Posts: 3339
From: ireland
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted October 01, 2005 04:16 AM
Fayte I am sure you have a wonderfully strong backbone.....i hope kiwi is okay.....that post worried me about the devil guy.....got me angry....I hope she learns to protect herself....and I hope he will leave her alone........ Love to all
Sue xxx
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kiwigirl
Knowflake Posts: 200
From: New Zealand
Registered: May 2005
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posted October 02, 2005 04:11 PM
Sue, thanks sweetie for those words of wisdom. Funny thing is because i feel like i have been losing so many friends i stopped doing the protection thing so much, after reading your post however I am going to start doing it again. Oh and that guy lives about an hour away and when i spoke to his mum the other day she said he was so upset at what he had done that she doubted i would hear from him for a while.Have been under "attack" so much lately. Having major problems with the Sag guy now! he is so scared of me for reasons i know nothing of! and is telling people i am crazy etc, so i sent him a text message on Saturday night! which didnt go down too well and probably did make people think i am crazy, i am just so sick of all the crap and you're right i feel totally and utterly vulnerable at the moment, a feeling i am not comfortable with. Will post again later when have a bit more time, thanks for your support and love guys. kiwi IP: Logged |
sue g
Knowflake Posts: 3339
From: ireland
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted October 02, 2005 04:58 PM
You are more than welcome girl....Please mind yourself.....it is so easy to attract those psychic vampires when you are so sensitive....... Here if you need to talk Love Sue xxx IP: Logged |
Solane Star
Knowflake Posts: 1005
From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted October 02, 2005 05:07 PM
YAH!!!All kinds are attracted!!! IP: Logged |
sue g
Knowflake Posts: 3339
From: ireland
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted October 02, 2005 05:09 PM
Sadly Solane....it has been a hard lesson for me......I always did have to mind myself.....but now I am older......it is quite funny........and if it makes "them" happy, and they get off on it.......aaahhh what the feck???It takes all sorts dontit girl?? xxx IP: Logged |
Solane Star
Knowflake Posts: 1005
From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted October 02, 2005 05:13 PM
Your a great spirited soul Sue g!!!Just love your way!!!  OHHH Shouldn't I be over in Sex magick??? IP: Logged |
lotusheartone
Knowflake Posts: 1671
From: piopolis, quebec canada
Registered: Jul 2005
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posted October 02, 2005 05:21 PM
more brown nosing
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sue g
Knowflake Posts: 3339
From: ireland
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted October 02, 2005 05:29 PM
Thanks girl.......speak soon xxx IP: Logged |
Solane Star
Knowflake Posts: 1005
From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted October 02, 2005 05:36 PM
She's just jealous that no one would stick their nose up around her butt and kiss it.  LOL!!!IP: Logged |
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