posted September 28, 2005 10:08 AM         

The pub the session was in is one which I find every time I go to has a strange energy, and funnily enough only in one of the rooms.....it is usually the room where the musicians play.

I found myself sat up a corner, quite defensive holding my drink.....spotted a drunk looking at me and felt a little uncomfortable.....wanted to tell him to feck off ha ha ha !!

Later went out to the back of the pub for some air,,,,met a friend there who was giving me an account of his divorce....great fun...then a guy came up...I could feel him from a few feet away....he came straight up to me and shouted "f**k em all"......I asked him to go away as I was having a conversation with a friend. He looked as tho he was gonna kill me and stormed off.....lovely guy !!!

When I went back to the pub I noticed him pacing up and down like a caged animal. ........I closed my eyes and asked him to leave, I was a little uncomfortable around him....he left....

So did I within half an hour.....something wasnt right there. There was some denseness there that isnt right.

I spoke to my music teacher today who said he looked around and noticed I had left very early. Apparently within minutes the local health board and gardi (police) burst in and took him away.........this was very upsetting for all...

By this time I was at home.......I am glad I didnt see him being dragged away....this doesnt happen often here and it doesnt really add to the enjoyment of an evening does it?

So I learned that pubs arent always the greatest of places to be when you are sensitive.....people there for other reasons other than fun.....some are driven by the lower chakras only... .......am glad my higher one was working....dont we have to protect ourselves sometimes friends?

Love to all

posted September 28, 2005 12:06 PM         

I am becoming more tuned in than ever of late.....always was but I think I am acting upon it more now,,,,,if you get my drift.........

posted September 28, 2005 07:35 PM         

I feel so much better now that you have shared your story as i have been noticing this in my life for years and couldnt find the words to express it here at LL, as usual your wonderful way of expressing has helped again....thank you lovely Sue. Thank goodness i am not the only one this happens too. Thought i was going crazy!

posted September 28, 2005 08:58 PM         

A gift i havent been too wise with lately i have to say.

I had an incident happen on Saturday night that basically threatened my life and through it all I felt so protected, it was a real battle of light and darkness and of course the light won!

A friend who i have had in my life for 8 years (i am close with his family as well) came to stay for the weekend. I hadnt seen him for about 18 months as he had been living in London and just got back. Anyway when he phoned to see if he could come over I felt a strange feeling inside of me, yet because i know him so well i put it to one side and was happy to have him.

Later on that night after a couple of drinks, i noticed his eyes turn to black, i felt all this anger and evil swell up around us and then he started attacing me verbally, yet also saying nice things at the same time, how i was a beautiful soul too beautiful for this world, and how he was the devil incarnated and he had made a pact with the devil and how he was going to kill me cos i was too beautiful for this world and then he was going to kill himself...all the time i am totally rebuking everything he was saying and quoting scripture and light into what he was saying....luckily my neighbour heard what was going on (my virgo neighbour Sue G!!!) and jumped the six foot fence and came and calmed him down.

Now this is someone who i know cares and loves me as a sister so i was pretty freaked out to say the least. My neighbour took me back to his place where all his mates were, and every now and again we would come back to my place ( i always had an escort!) and would check on my friend (he has passed out by now, while in london he became addicted to heroin which i found out that night!) Anyway, i kind of went into shock the next day, i asked him to leave first thing the next morning, my friend was really really sick from the drugs and alcohol (i never saw him take the drugs though), but i just couldnt have him in my house any longer.

That is just one of the many things that has happened to me lately, if i had listened to that feeling i would have let him know it wasnt ok to come over, but positive came out of it, i am closer than ever to my virgo friend next door, and i now know he is there for me no matter what (platonically) and i got to see my Sag man in a new light too (a guy i have been seeing off and on the last couple of months).

thanks for letting me babble on, really needed to get it all off my chest.

For some reason the light inside of me attracts tormented people, my friend said the other night he hated my light! Interesting.

Would appreciate your thoughts Fayte.

posted September 28, 2005 09:33 PM         

I have an aunty who does spiritual mapping. She goes around her city praying (she is an intercessor)and sometimes feels different spirits or vibes in different parts, then goes back to her chruch and they pray over a map of their town, casting off the different spirits they felt were there. There have been some big breakthroughs in her town since then.

Intersting though, what you felt in Thailand i have another friend that felt the same kind of strange vibe.

posted September 29, 2005 12:35 AM         

iAmThat
I have been a precog or able to scan people, especially if I touch them or look into their eyes...for as long as I can remember,
I was 2 years old with the first really vivid one.
Yes it is hard. I avoid touching people. I will begin just reading on the spot..it just comes out. I often do not remember doing it until someone comes up to me later and thanks me for the heads up or reading.
The only time I could keep it down was in my stoned years of my twenties. It was not worth it. I would rather be the way I am than blocking it all out.

posted September 29, 2005 03:18 AM         

Hi LTBL,

I think it was a Mel Gibson movie that you speak of... BTW, you are saying that you were forewarned. When I read your story, you were simply very tired that day with all that waiting in the traffic. Plus you were annoyed of that color and ogglers. May be your brain demanded that you simply get out of that situation. But I can't experience what you can..may be you were indeed warned of something as described by your feeling

Now stop thinkin what it may have been. Otherwise you may have to make a trip thru a parallel universe to find out what really would have happened there.

Now that was a warning Hehehe....kidding girl.

posted September 29, 2005 03:30 AM         

"On embacing it"

.....that was always my problemn! I embraced everything all too often....and then I would become drained/ill. Always the good samaritan, ready to listen, ready to help......putting others before myself..How could I look after my family and myself if I was allowing others to affect me in a negative way?

Sometimes...just sometimes by embracing someones negative energy, I feel, we arent allowing them to heal it....if people are given an opportunity to look at themselves then they can go get help.....it happened to me recently with a Pisces guy,,,,he had fallen into a trap of a certain behaviour and in front of others I told him what I thought....I DO NOT embrace his behaviour, it is unnaceptable, aggressive and dangerous...he is now changing...he listened........he has apologised to a woman he didnt speak to for 3 years This is the guy who nearly beat the c**** out of another, and I stood up and shouted 'STOP" then went on to tell him what I thought of his behaviour!

I have learned the hard way... now I have to stay away from people who are very dark, or if I am able to "shake them up" a bit I will.......they have in my case listened.....maybe I am lucky....I do mostly approach gently, but firmly..... .

Love to all

posted September 29, 2005 03:37 AM         

Kiwi girl,I think you need to stay right away from this guy...he sounds very sick...by all means encourage him to get healing...and then stand back, you probably are not the one to help him....there will be others of course.....you need to protect yourself girl, this story scared me...

I have experienced men like this in the past (and women), just said what I thought then stood back.....they are very dangerous.......

There is always help for people these days, lots of it, if we allow these tortured ones to lean on us, they dont always choose to seek healing!

Love

posted September 29, 2005 08:59 AM         

I do not believe in hosting or possessions.
Overlay or contact...yes.
When I trance it is like being with the other(s) and talking with them.
Or letting them write or talk through me...but not in me. More of a telepathic overlay connection.
I am still very much aware..I simply choose to step aside and observe.
Ok..still waking up folks! Back in awhile!
Oh yeah..also trancing into self past lives is just me to my other times.

posted September 29, 2005 09:25 AM         

.....that was always my problemn! I embraced everything all too often....and then I would become drained/ill. Always the good samaritan, ready to listen, ready to help......putting others before myself..How could I look after my family and myself if I was allowing others to affect me in a negative way?

Sometimes...just sometimes by embracing someones negative energy, I feel, we arent allowing them to heal it....if people are given an opportunity to look at themselves then they can go get help...
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I agree 100%!!!! Same thing here with me!
Then you said:
There is always help for people these days, lots of it, if we allow these tortured ones to lean on us, they dont always choose to seek healing!