posted October 06, 2005 10:01 PM         

And Your Eyes Shall Be Opened

we could never recall the exact moment
perhaps it was that transcendental morning
..maybe sonner, maybe later

when the veils were torn away
from our sleeping eyes
and our thirst was quenched with flooding waters

no earthly wisdom offered a reason
for two souls to so leap up in such unison
and follow a then unseen star

like two curious pilgrims
we heard a strange music, as we walked together
each stopping to wait
when one fell behind in confusion
with a tenderness and understanding
foreign to our fiery spirits
until finally, our wills blended so completely
the blending shamefully had to be covered
with little hurts and lies

to protect it

from the hungry and envious tigers
ready to attack it with stormy, mortal passions

do you not yet see
how those robes we wore, of pain dyed in pride
clashed with the brilliant colors of our auras?

ah! we were truer naked

never mind how vulnerable
______________________

the Sun and

the Moon

and the Stars

You are the Universe to me

please
take my hand
on this next part, of everyone's
JOURNEY

posted October 07, 2005 09:22 AM         

poor dear
you know he's had to deal
with me since the beginning
which is the
End

which is the beginning

I would like this Jounrney
to include all of us

looking for your twin
finding your twin
helping others
along the way

you SEE it's already
happening

look around
and you'll SEE
On A Clear Day
Forever

Love and Light to ALL

and when you wish upon star
find out who you really are

posted October 07, 2005 01:21 PM         

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And Our Cup Runneth Over

my need has never been greater

it almost equals apathy

well, do you expect an endless faith
in this bottomless grail of searching? I've been waiting
nearly eight-years-from-forever, you know

do you know?

the poets claim you do..that you've been waiting as long
for my song as I for yours
and my heart believes them, when my mind is fast asleep
but when did a poet ever win a ball game in the final inning?

out of habit, I wonder how and when..I shall discover you
or will it be a rediscovery?
within waht midnight dream..blazed by which flashing comet
chorded by which symphony's crashing notes

or silently, on a clear day?

in what spot on which map..will we consummate our reunion
Colorado-deep..Vermont-snowy..Arizona-Indian-haunted
Ohio-dotted-with-baby-lambs-and-daffodils

or Californai-earthquake?

I left no trai od twisted twigs for you to follow
that I remember..perhaps a winding path of wild blueberries
eaten eons ago by hungry birds of Time
did you make, for me, a mound of stones or pepples

marked with your initials or a cross?

I think not

we could meet, I suppose, on a Manhattan subway, reaching up
for the same chrome handle..in a waeving car
too narrow to avoid the electrical shock of our auras blending

but what would you
be doing there?

Denver is more likely

or Vail in winter, coated white

I might find you on a Sunday morning..before the early mass
lighting a lone Francescan candle in St.Patrick's

standing hesitant, on a deserted grassy knoll in Dallas
through why in God's name I'd ever go to Dallas, I don't know

maybe walking, hunched over, amnesia-like
along some sinister street..in Rochester, New York
but..why shoulf Fate arrange for us to meet
within the nightmare of such a debt of pain..already paid?

on All Hallow's Eve, in costume?...me masquerading as happy
you, dressed simply as you..will you tear off my mask
with your deep knowing gaze...again?

I'd like our happening to be in a lilting place, like Holland
high on some windwsept hill, blowong tulips pink, sky-blue
and yellow

or near a sweet, spring-scented lilac bush

our coming together could be accompanied
by the chiming of Big Ben, in London
and the Changing-of-the-Guards

or in the moonlight..beneath the gieving shadow
of the Great Pyramid of Giza, trembling
at our unexpected presence there
so near its mystery

perhaps in the Egyptian room...of the musty British Museum
running through the Scottish heather
or In Ireland, through the shamrocks
disembarking from a ship..on the stormy coast of Wales

I'm not much of a traveler

though I might, someday, be near an ocean..even if not beyond it
so it could be a trash and bottle-littered shore
In Laguna or San Luis Obispo..please, God, not Newport Beach

with some other lost ones playing soft guitar
to the rhythm of your walk, approaching...
I'll look up
exactly as a sea gull wsirls above your head
and your body, turning do to watch its flight
will stab my soul with its familiar posture

will your hair be dark
or sunlight gold?

it will be growing cold, along the water's edge
you'll offer me your sweater

I will smile

what if we should pass, hurried and harried
in some crowded store..what matter what city, which store?
our minds too intent on nothing
to feel the organ music in our hearts
pounding annuciation hosannas
as we drown beneath a sea of strange, blank faces

unseen, unheard?

of all these places engraved and blessed by my images of us
for some reason I can't seem to explain
the one that ever chords
the clearest precognitive music in my heart

is an airport, in the rain

but that requires synchronization
of an airline's scheduled flight

and our meeting is not times

only preordained

on the astral level
of our Higher Selves
are there clocks?

no appointed hour has been set to guide us

like daybreak

5:01 P.M. quitting time

high noon

a sunset angelus

or twelve o'clock midnight

beneath a street lamp's golden glow
starflakes falling all around us
bells wildly ringing in..which brand New Year?
right here..in this unsuspecting, quiet town

where I have waited

or will we finally awaken from our dreams of separation
in some lavender-crystalled twilight

on another, brighter star

and weep to know we missed each other
down here, on this lonely one

beautiful in recognition..draped in promised miracles
___________________________________

Miracles really do come true
sometimes not the way we
expected
Listen to your heart
your twin is waiting for you
to

and God Bless all the twin souls who are already together

posted October 07, 2005 04:42 PM         

and I love her Too!

posted October 07, 2005 05:12 PM         

Donkey

denotes an independent personality, perhaps stubborn. It represents procreation and fertility. It is also looked upon as a ridiculous character. In christianity, it symbolizes the Gentiles. It was used in both the "birth" and 'riding into Jerusalem's' scenes of Christ. In the doubting Thomas scen, the donkey represents insufficient faith as donkey's accompanied him

animals and their spiritual meanings
http://www.greatdreams.com/animals.htm

God Bless you on your

JOURNEY
NEAR JOY

posted October 07, 2005 09:58 PM         

Well, I've been spiraling all day, quite a crazy trail, trial
tale
not for sale

this body is no jail
did you know I get
mail
in my head all day long
a forgotten song
that feels sometimes
like I'm the only ONE
who remembers
I know that's not
TRUE
Truth
is there for all of us
in Trust
with Mother and Father
I'm their daughter
you are their daughter
you are their
Son
of divine birth
each and every single one of
YOU
we are family
do you see?

I truly LOVE THEE

posted October 07, 2005 10:19 PM         

------------------
Gemini sun, Cancer rising, mercury in Gemini, moon in Taurus *29, venus in Taurus, mars in Libra

posted October 07, 2005 10:27 PM         

Your wife looks like a donkey

YOUR WIFE:

IS A KEY
LIKE YOU
SHE IS YOUR TWIN
HE AND HER SEE
YOU WILL SEE

posted October 07, 2005 10:28 PM         

that cross
always finds a way
in

posted October 08, 2005 06:44 PM         

The Virgin Mary

Gemini man men
very mean man
very grim
he is vermin
The Martyr Virgin
Virgin? Nay
Italy
river
mate in grim game
trine
Marie
rain
tear

anyway I found this very interesting
and I'd like to see, if any of you would
like to add to it

See it has something to with the House of
David
fell
not so sacred

What I have been shown today is that Mary
was raped by a Roman man
who carried the Seed of David
make sense

no immaculate conception
Jesus was born
from a rape
a price to pay
and boy did he
for all of you and me

posted October 08, 2005 07:44 PM         

quote:

---

There is a tradition from at least the 2nd century onwards that says that Jesus’ father was actually a Roman soldier called Panthera and that he raped Mary or that Mary had an adulterous relationship with him. This seems to have been quite popular in anti-Christian circles but the tradition is unlikely to have any historical basis. It’s not historically impossible that Mary could have been raped by a Roman soldier, but the whole story is much likelier to have been anti-Christian slander from the 2nd century.

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posted October 08, 2005 08:05 PM         

I have never read that before

this is what I was shown today
it relates to me

and it's the truth

posted October 08, 2005 08:40 PM         

My only advice to you is to be careful of Evil out there. Remember Linda used to say Set would appear convincing at first. We have to read him thru our third eye.

A mantra for all: They cannot hurt you if you do not allow them.

posted October 08, 2005 08:50 PM         

and I have no Fear
Mother and Father protect me
they allow me to speak the Truth
Through them
evil cannot touch me
in this way I am blessed

And this is attainable
for all of you
it takes a giant
leap of faith
to truly believe
in them

This is the key
each must find his own truth
discover who you are
within without
no doubt

from me
how else could I write
in this manner
Having people think me crazy
insane

this is my sanity
not my vanity

this is the world of illusion
Image
what you want it to be
Peace on earth
Re-united
not unrequited
anymore

This is it
the time is here
let's help
all our brothers and sisters
along the way
A new Day is Dawning

Look up to the stars
find out who you are
and then
may all our dreams come true

posted October 08, 2005 09:27 PM         

Love and Light to ALL

posted October 08, 2005 09:34 PM         

"Joseph did not want to marry her, he was paid,
he was forced to do it. that's why he's out of the picture, later, not much later either."

posted October 08, 2005 09:40 PM         

Yes, this is my truth
that has been revealed to me
today
that he was bribed, and in a manner
forced to marry her

Perhaps, you could help me with
something
I'm not ver y good with astrology
I'm learning
could you tell me about Mars's
opposition on 11-7-2005
and also it's effects from the past?
please.

posted October 08, 2005 11:24 PM         

so you will have MARS-EARTH-SUN
aligned.

thanks very much.