posted July 31, 2015 02:01 AM
I know there are definitely other places I could share this.. But.. yeah..So.. I had this dream. In the dream, I was with someone else. I can't quite remember what she looked like. But, I remember from time to time I would also see this other presence. The other being (not human) in the dream.. He had a red cloak on. I don't remember much what he looked like.. But.. It seemed as if he was in Spirit, or one of the other not entirely physical realms. His skin was a greyish, tannish, whitish color.
I'm not sure I saw him all the time. But, I know I would see him sporadically. I could tell this was an evil being. For some reason, the other person I was with didn't realize this. His presence was rather unsettling. Kind of seemed to appear from out of nowhere.. Abrupt.
The thing is, I would catch him kind doing something I knew wasn't right. I am not really sure how to explain it.. But, it almost seemed as if he was either manipulating the girl's energy, or leeching energy from her. For some reason, I wasn't able to convince her right away. And, when I was able to.. This demonic being snapped on me. I was freaking out. I remember being pinned down.. And, in that dire moment, something changed in me. Suddenly, I became aware of a certain part of my 'soul-self' I remember saying something about how it took him pushing me that far before I became aware of that part of myself.
This part of me.. It also seemed possibly somewhat demonic. This part of me went by the name 'Ramone'.. It was a very powerful energy.. I was able to overpower the demonic entity, and then I woke up.
What I found extremely interesting about this, is when I woke up, I decided to look up the meaning to the name 'Ramone'
I found it means 'Wise Protector'
Honestly.. This really blew my mind, because..
To me, that meant a part of my soul decided to seal that up, to rid myself of that energy until I was in a dire need of it.
I think that could symbolize being a wise protector, because, I used the energy to protect the girl in the dream, and.. I feel that sealing that energy away was kind of my way of saying 'with great power comes great responsibility'
That, I was willing to seal it away to make sure that I would never use it for evil.
(I have no doubt that I probably worded this all extremely oddly. For some reason, my composure isn't entirely with me right now.. xD. Maybe a bit ungrounded, trying to explain this. But.. Yeah, I hope it makes sense.. I hope it doesn't all sound weird lol)
I was actually interested to see if I could find an asteroid for the name Ramone, but there is none.