posted August 01, 2009 08:45 AM         

I can not believe that it is my first time here. Well, I missed the pic... but I don't need it. Your essence is sweet enough to satisfy me.

Well, I'll come around again in the future to check up on you here.

I hope you're having a good weekend.

posted December 20, 2009 01:32 PM         

pire, my dear, sweet pire! Life is so weird at times. As you said, there are bigger, underlying issues at play. Of course, this is the same for me too. I was speaking to my cousin about my issue and she made me see that Mr. Korea probably represents something bigger in my life - and maybe we are using these people as catalysts (or they are catalysts) to help us deal with our issues.

I don't know really.

All I know is that I am hurting, I am angry and I want to kill him (well, not kill him completely )

So, my dear...

posted December 20, 2009 01:46 PM         

I saw that thread you posted, and pire - you are a beautiful soul (lovely, and emotive song choices), and beautiful souls are so other-worldly that they are almost allergic to this world, getting hurt by it and all such horrible things. Being wounded here and there is part of being a gentle soul in this realm. But, we get better at handling these wounds as we grow.

Love is such a wonderful thing, yet there is nothing that inspires more pain than it, if it doesn't meet our "expectations" - expectations being the mother of all eff-ups. I suppose, we get attracted to some people so that we can look at ourselves closer, so that we can address some self-love issues that we have been neglecting. So, there is sense to this madness. We have to believe this because I refuse to believe that all this hurt is for nothing.

And... as we know, after the hurt, we usually come out the other side feeling stronger and better, don't we? So, I suppose Mars Rx is giving us a chance to deal with these pent up hurts that we have been ignoring for the last two years or so. I suppose being angry is a symptom of hurt, and because we are wounded, and because we are not yet ready to accept that, we will express these wounds through anger. When we get tired of being angry and let go, we will finally feel the hurt for what it is, and start getting better.

It is an awful process, but it is a process nonetheless. We should just express the anger healhitly and not repress it, since we are already feeling it. So, yes, let us take up a sport or something to let it out. What we know for sure, is that, 'all this too shall pass'. It always gets better. Always.