posted November 28, 2015 04:09 PM
I have a Jupiter / Neptune Conjunction in my 12th House that forms a T-Square to my luminaries 
All my life there were either Sags or Pisces People (but often a combination of both signs) undoing myself.
For example stealing my boyfriend, getting the things I longed for, but didn't dare to go for really.
I was incredibly jealous about women who were jovial, overly emotional, witch-like.
My Sun is in 8th House Virgo, ASC in Cap - so I felt boring, dry and very unsexy all over my youth.
But still there were phases where I felt extremly pulled into spirituality and dissolution with higher powers, even to the point of mental health problems.
I became a scapegoat for the unresolved problems of my parents.
There was a huge urge to expand beyond the narrow borders of my little dependent life situation, but I was too scared of any success I could possibly achieve.
Meanwhile I realized my 12th House issues and still create those adversaries sometimes but when I realize that they are just me, nothing from the outside, it becomes harmless.
I'm very thankful dicovering my Neptunian parts and can access my Mars in Sag, which is conjunct Neptune but in the 11th House, more easily.
Lindaland
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posted November 28, 2015 04:09 PM