posted April 03, 2009 09:16 AM           

I wonder whether it was all the Solar energy transiting Pisces & triggering stuff in my horoscope - also going thru general 12th House - haven't felt quite so bad since Aries New Moon (altho am taking each day as it comes).

People are on at me to do a teaching qualification (as it says to them I'm *at least* "doing something") and like I said, I have this gut feeling that I DON'T want to do another course, as that would just get me in2 debt, as well as giving me another thing to worry about. So I'm looking at alternatives - as in what I can already do and what I will be limited to. I have everything already in place 2 do certain things and the reason why I'm not successful in any 1 thing is bcos I keep chopping and changing. My dad wasn't making any money until about 3 or 4 yrs ago, altho his company has been going 4 about 10 yrs - the success is due to persistence and I think I have 2 take a leaf out of his book (he is my best example, since he is also Aries and more aware of pitfalls than my mum, who I don't see as an example & who doesn't have a clue as 2 where things can go wrong as she simply has never done anything radical or outside the tried and tested, + hasn't worked 4 so long.

So I'm looking at damage limitation & a careful & sustained way 4wd, doing pt jobs where I can to bring some money in and building my business on the side gradually, as I have FINALLY decided on a direction and where I want 2 take it. And to everyone else who tries to change my direction, thru suggestion or otherwise, or implication that I should be doing anything else from what I'm doing - I say, F**K them.

Love,