posted May 24, 2011 01:50 PM
hmmmmmmm.. venus in sag, and yeah i wonder if there is something to this. i say this BECAUSE i used to be really athletic (wanted to be a professional runner) and i notice that when i'm weightier (when pregnant and for a while in 8th grade) i look like a muppet (and i loooove the rounded look of females above 'avg' weight on plenty of women, i have taurus moon in the 4th and wish i could get away with it). i just does not suit me. i'm 5'9, 140 pounds, so average i guess, but at my lowest weight, about 132, i've felt better. lighter. i would love to be 'fit' again. i have strong legs but very weak arms and this has always been the case for some reason (fastest runner in high school but the only one who could not lift myself up on the chin bar), and i think it would help my self image.
whoever said that sag venus likes messy hair was right on. my hair's on the short side now but when it was long i'd only brush it before my shower and that kept it from knotting but kept it in a perpetual state of disarray don't wear makeup but lately my skin's been not so great so i'm considering wearing a smidge of foundation with regularity.
my clothing style and what i feel most attractive in is clothes that are not form fitting and that are vaguely tomboysih. before being pregnant i had small breasts and i loooooved how that looked with my wide hips (not a generous butt however, which my taurus moon mournes slightly), tall frame and general boysish demeanour. now having slightly bigger ones just feels kinda weird.
also, i'm toothy and i'm a-okay with that. well, to be specific, i have large teeth but a pretty small (not wide) mouth, so they're like this weird surprise when i smile or laugh, which i enjoy providing.