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posted May 07, 2009 09:50 AM         

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Okay I think it is a moot point now!

Like I said, deleted contacts six days ago.

Looks like I escaped whatever passion there might have been!

Haven't seen her in, um, about 11-12 days. Last text from her was 6 days ago when I was away, as I think I mentioned.

But, knowing me, I would probably dive right in if I got a text tomorrow..but again, think it is a moot point now. Good self control that I really don't think I had 3-4 years ago.

Or, she is just hugely independent/ busy. I miss her a little, it will be fine in a few more days.

oK, that is all.

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posted May 07, 2009 10:14 AM         

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I think there's more to know of her. There could very well be a more tame side that she's just not exposing.

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posted May 07, 2009 10:20 AM         

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Yes probably, especially culturally. But she probably thinks I am mad at her for not sending anything (deleted contacts) the past six days or meeting in person in a week and a half..even though I am not mad. Just need to avoid it if the connections, astrologically, are as strong as people indicate.

Maybe the connection is tempered because of the cultural aspect.

I mean, damn, I do miss her, which is all the more reason to do what I am doing now, even though I hope it doesn't hurt her. I don't think it does, that much.

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posted May 07, 2009 11:47 AM         

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posted May 07, 2009 01:56 PM         

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It really breaks my heart to read all of this, carl.

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posted May 07, 2009 03:19 PM         

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lol aww carl, i know how it feels esp the deleted contact part...i can think of 1 person ive deleted off my phone a billion times..

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posted May 08, 2009 01:27 AM         

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Yin - I am sorry. I am trying!

Write - we will see, if I get through this week end I think all is grand.

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posted May 08, 2009 08:47 AM         

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carl,
I've been in this situation before. I am the girl, I feel a strong spiritual connection and then "puff" somebody disappears from my life because they are afraid of their feelings.

That is what break my heart into a million pieces.

We, Saggies, understand when somebody doesn't want to be anything but friends. Talk to her, you will feel better too.

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posted May 08, 2009 09:25 AM         

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I can't talk to her, all contact is deleted.

My current situation is not looking good so I do miss her more and more.

I have an idea of where she lives, an idea. But that would be weird to show up.

I don't want her to be sad, but I don't know if she is, otherwise she would get in touch. I also think that even if the synastry is great, money played to much of a role and I had a feeling she might have been using me. It was hard to determine between sincerity and underhandedness.

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posted May 08, 2009 09:39 AM         

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OMG,
To just show up at somebody's door would be the most romantic thing in the world! (I'm sorry, Venus in Sag here )

I'm sorry to hear about the money issue. That would put a damper on any relationship, no matter how platonic.

Why isn't your situation looking good? Or would that be TMI for a public forum like this?

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posted May 08, 2009 09:50 AM         

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I am a venus/mercury in sag myself.

I dunno, I would probably show up at the wrong door(s) too which is made even more awkward with the language barrier and that there are guards at the entrance of most buildings.

and, my current situation = no talking the past two weeks, to put it shortly. No communication.

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