posted September 17, 2009 03:09 PM         

I'd like you're honest opinion though - are things set to get worse in my chart? I might be facing homeless if I don't find something new sooon. I've never done something so risky but I feel the universe is on my side.

My chart: http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_245gw_01_me_2009919.38966.4039.gif&res=100&va=&cid=hfkfilebTPH55-u1213270259

Thanks

posted September 17, 2009 03:55 PM         

but anyways. Saturn rules your 6th and sits in your 2nd, so I'd say its energy is very imp to your earning your money. Since it's transiting your 3rd and Uranus opposes from the 9th, I'd say you just got itchy feet while your mindset seems a bit too depressed and self-critical.

posted September 17, 2009 04:01 PM         

You have a LOADED STELLIUM 4th house, and it's getting aspected by Jupiter, Uranus and Saturn. This is your HOME and there is a lot hanging in the balance. I see that in the coming years, you will be dealing with Pluto opposing your moon, which is a very intense and scary time. And currently Neptune squaring your Venus and Mars adds to your confusion and sense of loss. When Jupiter will go direct and square them again, these feelings will intensify.

Uranus trining your Venus and Mars is causing you to be reckless when it comes to your home and to yearn for freedom. Saturn sextiling this Venus/Mars configuration should help you get more grounded and give you a yearning for stability.

posted September 17, 2009 04:23 PM         

During the beginning of this Saturn-Uranus opposition I scrapped a lot of big stuff and no one supported me.

posted September 17, 2009 04:39 PM         

Financially I should be able to survive until the end of October then after that it's time to panic.

posted September 17, 2009 05:52 PM         

If you quit and do not have a job, realize that employers like to hire people who are already working. It just the plain truth - no job means a potential risky hire whether it is true or not.

The fact is no job is perfect, every job has it's flaws because the dynamics of working with people effect you. Even if your self-employed, your clients can become unreasonable, mistakes happen and frustration sets in.

Here is a harsh drink of reality. Our own temperment, ability to handle difficult situations and people, personal happiness with relationships, health, lack of steps in empowering or educating ourself, etc. are what really contributes to our happiness or lack of happiness at a job. These are all within our own control, but it takes a lot of work at becoming a whole and skilled person.

If you have quit and have no plans and no education, good luck. I'm sure the same problems you had at this job will follow you at the next. Our life's lessons have a way of following us until we realize "oh my God, it's me and not them!" Of course there are terrible jobs and you've been there only 14 days. My guess is that they see you're unhappy anyway.

So use your time wisely. Get career counseling- try your local library. Have a plan to know exactly what your calling in life is. Read -what color is your parachute. Take classes and workshops if you can now afford them. Immediately get a roommate to split costs. Cut back on extras. You will need much focus and a plan of action ASAP.

By the way, when is Saturn leaving Virgo and entering Libra your sun sign? You know what that means don't you? You're at the end of Libra, so get going quick quick.

posted September 18, 2009 07:48 AM         

May i suggest that you find a new job before you quit this one!!

PLEASE.

The UK is about to economically get MUCH WORSE.. if you don't believe me then google "usa+single currency" because the UN just approved the USA's request for a single currency.

Please swallow your pride, your personal views and do your job until you find another one.

posted September 18, 2009 07:57 AM         

NO jobs.

posted September 18, 2009 08:07 AM         

I just got it wrong. My instinct told me to say no when I found out I was offered the job but I went and said yes as I was desperate for money at the time. Since my first day in the job I've been toying with the idea of leaving - first I told myself I'll look on in April which became March which became January then January became the end of September.

I'm sure many of you do think I'm mad like my relatives but I think if I continue lying to myself and balling my eyes out on the bus every day I will become clinically 'mad'.

I'm hoping to get some money refunded to me from the bank so I might survive until Christmas. Luckily I do have good skills and there are jobs in my field. If I end up regretting this decision then I guess more fool me.

Best,

Miss Mystic x

posted September 18, 2009 08:59 AM         

it sounds like your mind is made up whatever anyone says. I just hope you don't have kids!

What exactly is so bad about your job. You know happiness is a state of mind and I'd be interested to know which you find more happy:

1) being in a crap job that pays you money
2) being homeless in the dead of winter!!!

Have you ever experienced a night without heating, a roof and shelter from the wind?
I'm a little concerned that you are not totally being honest with yourself here.

posted September 18, 2009 10:58 AM         

I agree with Lara here.

You have on this new job only for 14 days.

Anyway if you are so unhappy, I also think it would be wise to look for a new job first, before quitting this one.

Speaking astrologically for a moment, maybe it would be better to make the final decision after Mercury is not retograde anymore as well as the Saturn-Uranus-opposition isn`t valid anymore. It does tend to make us want to tear away from old situations.

Now maybe you NEED to get away from this situation, yes, but please try to find a good support system before (meaning a new job, or at least a family that can assist you for a certain time).

but it seems that you really made up your mind. So it probably doesnt matter what anyone of us sais.

I really hope the best for you, and that you will find a new and better job soon.

posted September 18, 2009 11:35 AM         

May i ask where in the UK you live? This will determine the availability of a new job. Personally, i'd say if it were London then go ahead and leave with caution. If it's anywhere else in the UK i wouldn't leave for love nor money!

posted September 18, 2009 03:16 PM         

quote:

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I've decided I'm going to pack in my job. It's a huge risk, I've only been there 14 days but I've had enough - that Saturn/Uranus Opposition really shook me. that It's not for me....

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I did this. And though panic has started to set in, my only regret is not saving enough. Any longer at my last job and I felt something horrible would've happened. Though, I'm the sort to pack and leave in an instant. I've risked it all and walked away with nary a scratch at least four times before. I know I'll survive this.

The universe is rigged to protect not punish us. Life becomes unbearable when we resist change an swim against the tide. Do what your heart says, just make sure you have sort sort of a financial cushion.

posted September 18, 2009 06:51 PM         

however...

14 days is hardly long enough to know how to do the job let alone how you like it. are you sure you're not just having "buyers remorse"? it has taken me months to get into the swing of some of the things i've done.

do you own your home? or rent? does the dole still pay rent plus minimum money or has the system changed? i can't remember if there's any help available for homeowners there but i seem to recall not...

that said i have seen any number of people walk from jobs for whatever reason because they just couldn't hack it any longer, and something else immediately opened up. i know things are rotten over there now, but my peeps are all hangin' in okay, though they've tightened there belts significantly...

posted September 18, 2009 07:00 PM         

I do web work, edit websites. Today I had the happiest day since I joined the organisation and that's because I know I want to leave. Now the following may sound very odd but I feel my body is talking to me:

My stomach/solar plexus/gut area felt strangely warm. Because of my good mood I thought I could trick my gut and tell myself I'd leave the job in January. A sharp pain went through that area. Lots of little things about this job which then snowball into a big thing make it not suitable for me. I'm scared yes, very scared. I've never taken such a risk but I can't put myself through any more pain by doing something I can't bear.

Next week is when I'm planning to hand in notice so I'm going to stay acutely attuned to my emotions. Obviously my relatives and even a few concerned postings on here have got me worried and wondering if my life is about to get a whole lot worse but I just can't keep on lying to myself and to all those who on asking me if I'm okay when inside I'm screaming.

I'm renting and I can meet October's rent.

posted September 18, 2009 07:12 PM         

mwahhh

posted September 18, 2009 08:01 PM         

Every post that you have had on here Mystic is one of depression, quiting jobs, giving up on life, etc. etc. Quite frankly, you need to be an adult, step back from the situation, and take a candid look at where you are going (into real oblivion living on the streets).

Life is not always going to be peaches and cream, sometimes you just need to tough things out and not give up on them. The first 14 days of the job that I've had for close to 2 years now were a bear as well, but I love my job now: it just took some adjustment.

Also stop using astrology as a crutch. The Saturn oppositions, etc. are not doing anything to you. It is your inability to face up to life and find your way that is causing your troubles. The tide is coming over you and you will drown if you do not start to save yourself by gaining self-esteem and self-mastery (that's what your Virgo NN is all about).