posted March 14, 2010 05:43 AM           

As it went through my 12th it was sextile my sun, mercury and mars. Sun is my 12th house ruler, mercury rules my 1st and 10th and mars co rules 7th.

posted March 14, 2010 05:58 AM         

currently have uranus, sun, merc, jup, and moon transiting.

would have to say overall uranus in the 12th was probably the most major transit i've felt in my life on an internal level.

in the last two years i left my husband (leaving a picture picture family in "ruins") and have stopped taking people's sh*t, told my born again christian mother that I was studying astrology and past lives (that was fun!), only deal with eastern medicine and have stopped apologizing (to myself first of all) for who I am, etc... But the last two years have probably been the hardest years for me yet psychologically (outside of high school, of course!)

posted March 14, 2010 07:33 PM         

I usually have a great Summer,am outgoing, see friends, enjoy social occasions and by the time September comes, when the Sun is in my 12th house I hibernate. So when the Sun is in my 12th house I feel physical healing,like all the energy exerted over the Summer is being rejuvenated. So time to myself, looking after my diet (12th house Virgo) or pigging out!...and plenty of sleep.

Just got out of the 12th house Saturn transit and it was very painful for me .... as Belgz put it..."Saturn: dealt with my demons and psychological issues."... is very apt, but I was aware of these demons and it felt like I was receiving constructive criticism

posted March 15, 2010 02:30 AM           

chaos, subtlety, ambiguity, confusion

unconscious, clandestine, or deceptive behavior

inexpressible understanding

heightened sensitivity to external
as well as internal phenomena

victimization

isolation

desolation

the wind, the cold, the stone slab,
the ghost shivering in the tomb

the ridiculous, the absurd,
feeling infintesimally small

reconciling Heaven and Earth

finding poetry in just Being;
effort seems meaningless

"Coming down from the seventh Heaven
to give a glass of water to a sick man."
(~Meister Eckhart)

questioning one's motives

lacking a moral, intellectual,
spiritual, cultural, or political
authority to which one can refer

questioning civilization/history

being adrift

inability to find one's place
or come to rest

second-guessing oneself

being one's own worst enemy

dismantling oneself
and one's own beliefs

prayer, deep listening,
and wrestling with God

dreaming, dancing,
mystical awareness,
falling into divinity

seeing behind the veil

feeling so close to everyone
and everything

seeing like a child

posted March 15, 2010 03:54 AM         

For example, when pluto entered my 12th I couldn't tell you what it was doing to me until it hit my Saturn/Uranus conjuntion and then squared my mars. Now its opposing my Chiron and Juno and getting ready to oppose my Mercury. This is the fun part.

When Pluto hit my Saturn/Uranus conjunction, I became more stronger and had peversely rebellious thinking. When it was also squaring my mars, anger was a problem....I wasn't holding it back as easily. Courtesy of my friend, I also ended in a number of sketchy situations.

posted March 22, 2010 06:11 PM           

I also have Pluto transitting my 12th,
in the Placidus System; my 1st in Whole Signs.

This MarsRx has been opposing my Moon exactly
for something like three weeks straight, lol.

But it sounds like you have more going on than I do.
I'm sorry your environment is so repressive and isolating.

It's a good thing we can still come here and find like minds.

Three cheers for the Internet.

okay...

posted March 22, 2010 07:19 PM           

GOSH!

what a relief!Saturn rules my IC btw...and Pluto will aproach my IC now..

saturn made me look into my most deepest fears,all skeletons in the closed.it was painful really.ive isolated myself,lost many friends too.

it´s like you´re searxhing in the box of your attick all the things that no longer suits you and you place them far away,and you keep only those things that make you the special individual that you are.it made me reconstruct myself,and take a look at my own perspectives and philosophy in Life.

i also took a sincere look at myself and show all wwhat i want and what i do not want in my life ( professionaly)in the past i was afraid to show that,but im not,suddently im not afraid to be who i am and state what i have to say,i dont care of outside judgemnts anymore.

posted March 22, 2010 10:24 PM         

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But it sounds like you have more going on than I do.
I'm sorry your environment is so repressive and isolating.

It's a good thing we can still come here and find like minds.

Three cheers for the Internet.

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posted March 26, 2010 01:43 AM         

I'm bouncing off the walls. On top of that Transit Mars is squaring my Venus exactly, creating super sexual/creative/emotional frustration mixed to the point of anger (not so unusual with my Aries moon actually, but it feels way more pronounced here, to where I feel like smashing things against the wall).
I think I'm just wanting to travel a little though, get this out of my system.