posted April 04, 2010 12:01 AM
what an interesting story!.. usually, the north node would be seen as something positive as well as any planets or people of that sign who encourage growth but in your case, it's as if the roles are reversed. from what i know, the south node deals with letting go. it deals with karma, the past, and things that are well embedded within you.
it may be even safe to say that in this life you were better off without the influence of a father possibly because you already have the qualities within you. it gets tricky though because your south node isn't in the sign of capricorn but it does conjunct saturn.. it's in the mother sign of cancer yet, it's still your south node.
where the south node would probably be looked at negatively (by the majority of the reading online, one may assume that but it isn't always the case) the north node would be looked at positively.. but u have planets in conjunction with those points that would be considered 'debilitated'.
both of your parents may not, either of them, been up to par.. which i think is totally fascinating since you say that you cant understand them which is a lot like the situation here. your dad may have possibly even been more maternal than your mother.. `
lol it's so easy to get caught in a loop here because that's exactly what it is..
you may come to understand or possibly feel much more fulfilled or maybe even feel parented through your being a mother, your children, or your marriage even.
the upside in all of this is that you dont have to look any further than your own home for the answers u seek.
Lindaland
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posted April 03, 2010 08:51 PM
