posted May 29, 2010 07:19 AM
I`m not sure.
Tr Jupiter transited (by conjunction) my Vertex end of june 2002.
It was a very significant year for me.
in February I did my first trip on my own. To Paris. To meet people I only knew from an online forum.
Was a huge step for me. All of it. Travelling on my own. Meeting people. Meeting UNKNOWN people.
But at that time Tr Uranus was conjunct my Moon, so that was that I think. Tr Jupiter exactly opposing my Venus.
A month later I gathered the courage to approach someone, an actor, that I have liked for most of my life. Strangely I never talked to him before
Tr Saturn was exact on my SN, if I recall it right.
A short time later, in the begininng of april, a friend of mine (boyfriend of my eldest friend) died in a motorcycle accident.
It completely crushed me.
I went into a state of complete paralysis.
Just a few days later I heard about a guy used to play with when we both were little, he died in a car acccident.
And again days later my aunt as well as my youngest brother had accidents with their cars, fortunately they were extremely lucky, and didn`t get injured badly.
But I just went into a complete state of shock.
At that time Tr Saturn was exactly opposing my Neptune, too.
In the end of june then Tr Jupiter was conjunct my Vertex. I donīt really remember what happened then, but it could be that I was slowly feeling the burden on my soul lessen a little bit.
Oddly enough these tragic deaths actually led me back onto my spiritual path and back towards my faith.
I will never forget how my friend was, when I visited her after her boyfriend`s death.
Even though she was absolutely sad, of course, she was not desparate.
I have never seen so much spiritual strength and faith in a person before and afterwards. It`s one thing to claim you have that spiritual faith (or really believe it, claiming sounds too negative), if your life is pretty okay and happy, but to find that faith inside of you in such times, that is just true faith I think.
Well, she was talking to me about the "Grand plan / design", and said that she believed that it was just his time to go. He had fulfilled his mission. She believed after he had solved some computer problem,t hat had been bugging him for years, there was nothing left to do for him or his soul.
It seems almost naive to think that such a little thing like solving computer problems could be a "life mission", but in that moment I only felt the wisdom in it.
And I was in awe before her faith, while I was really angry with God or fate or whatever, who decided to take his life at such a young age. He would have turned 25 the month after that!
But in a way it put me back on track, as it feels.
I think oppositions may as important as conjunctions, as they conjunct the Antivertex.
And it seems like squares are very significant when aspecting an axis like Vertex-Antivertex, NN-SN, ASC-DESC or MC-IC (maybe because they will be on the midpoint of both ends?).
When Tr Jupiter was conjunct my Anti-Vertex and Sun/Moon-mp, I met a guy who - for the first time in many many years - gave me feeling that I was alive. Almost like - without really noticing- I had given up on a part of my life for many years, and in that moment realized, that it was "not over yet".
He of course was a Sagittarius, fitting the Jupiter-symbolism. Actually he is having Sun, Moon, MC and Mercury in Sagittarius. lol
From that day on it feels like something has changed to the better, I am feeling much more positive, despite some relapses into old negative patterns.
In september 2005, when Tr Jupiter was squaring Vertex, I was very happy and content.
I had just started a new job as a teacher (Jupiter! in my 10th!) the month before, I had moved into a new flat and I felt emotionally content and satisfied.
My dream life started to become more vivid than ever before, I also had become more attuned to my spirituality again. It was a calm before the storm that would break in beginning of 2006.
Now I am going to have Tr Jupiter squaring my Vertex in april / may next year. But Jupiter will also be conjunct my Chiron on 20 Aries in 4th house. I really hope everything will be okay with my parents and my great grandmother.
I was having the same transit (Jupiter on natal Chiron) when I was a bit more than a year old. But of course I canīt remember anything from then.