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posted June 15, 2010 06:32 PM         

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Benedict...what situations are making you choose fear?.....and where and how does this Cardinal cross interact in your chart....perhaps you can find a way to latch your wagon up to the Stars as it were and use the Universe to face the change that you fear.

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I thought it was just a T-Square? Oh wait, it will be a grandcross on the 27th with the full moon.

Anyways, its hitting my 3rd house Aries Mars (1st degree), and my 6th house Juno and Chiron in Cancer.

Any situation that's new or where I'm interacting with other people makes me fearful. I'm just wondering if I can function like this anymore and without oversharing anymore than I want to, if I should do something about it.

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posted June 15, 2010 06:32 PM         

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posted June 15, 2010 07:02 PM         

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Diandra....loves it of course.....do you think we should change the date to the 27th then?.....I like the idea of the Moon being there and it will be close to Sirius then as well.

Benedict....
What about you do you think we should change the date?
Why the fear....are you scared they reject the true you?...if you overshare?

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posted June 15, 2010 07:05 PM         

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I consciously choose LOVE every day.

Like you Lara, I avoid the news and have been since March '09.

70% dark chocolate is my preference.

Raymond, if I haven't told you yet, I'm very excited for you and proud of your achievements with your business!

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posted June 15, 2010 07:09 PM         

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Nice Mermaid.....yes we all are Raymond... ...I'm curious, why did you stop with news...it just depressed me to no end...I was like I would rather kill myself....

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posted June 15, 2010 07:11 PM         

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At least we know we gone have chocolate and wine up in our trailor......drunk and happy....*shakes head* can't beat it man....unless of course your horny......and that's a whole nother trailor and thread! Ha

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posted June 15, 2010 07:16 PM         

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Was tired of the negativity of the news. The convoluted views of everything out of balance. I believe things are more balanced than we can see, because we can't see all at the same time. I just trust the higher power in control of the master plan that's all.

Mostly because I do care and feel so much...strange HUH...but I can choose what I absorb and I choose positivity.

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posted June 15, 2010 08:12 PM         

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im reading Mermaid´s words and i see it is 1:11 am here.

i totally know what you´re saying.i also chose not to see the news in long time,i chose to only acknowledge the things i want to focus on:which are obviously things that mmake me smile and thank for this Universe we are all creating.

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posted June 15, 2010 09:42 PM         

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Like teasel, I am also choosing Love tempered by Fear.

It's not really a conscious choice, though. I've been been fighting off the fear with all my might, trying to choose Love and Love alone, but let me tell you... the Fear just won't go away!! It just sits sits inside, like some sort of parasitic microbe, slowly eating away at me... It seems that this is something that I need to deal with on a personal development level, and beat it once and for all, because otherwise, progress as a human being can become stunted.

But I think that when it really comes down to it, when push really comes to shove, I will finally be able to choose LOVE.

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posted June 15, 2010 10:13 PM         

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I've just had one of my biggest fears over something confirmed. I feel sick.

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posted June 15, 2010 11:23 PM         

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Teasel, do you wish to share? I would love to see you conquer the fear ( an acronym for false evidence appearing real). Sometimes a different perspective adds more light and makes the situation appear less troublesome.

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posted June 15, 2010 11:29 PM         

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posted June 16, 2010 12:13 AM         

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I'm sorry you are experiencing this pain. Your tears are for YOUR very own cleansing...for an emotional release is better than bottled up poison. I know you are smart enough and especially so, if this situation frees you to be available for relationship with a better soul.

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posted June 16, 2010 02:59 AM         

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MVM....red wine and chocolate?

Were we separated at birth?
I miss you my "antioxidantal twin"

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posted June 16, 2010 03:07 AM         

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Thank you, mermaid.

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posted June 16, 2010 03:13 AM         

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oneruledbymars ~

I'll try to come back to post a favourite picture of mine, that you reminded me of (not cat-related, but featuring a mouse).

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posted June 16, 2010 03:19 AM         

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I think you have to travel through fear to get to love, otherwise, you're kind of walking around it, avoiding it and that's not really making peace with it or yourself. That's my experience anyway.

I try to come from love. I encounter fear. I realise that it's challenging a part of myself. I do the work so I can walk out of it thanking it for the experience and with a sense of peace/love.

I used to be really pendantic about transits, but I rarely look at them now. I was so dogmatic about it that I ended up just walking away from astrology - for years and years. You can't live like that. There's enough there to make you want to not get out of bed any day(fear). I'd rather relish every moment and live life to the fullest (love). I'm not going to go bungy jumping anytime soon, but I want to live my life through doing what brings me joy - regardless of the transits. The planets move around us - movement and change are necessary - but we can still centre while it's happening around us.

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posted June 17, 2010 02:32 PM         

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I hope I didn't derail this thread - please ignore my few emotional ones, and carry on (if anyone wants to). It's just grown too easy for me to write things here, otherwise I wouldn't have said anything at all. I just wish I'd had that particular fear confirmed when it should have been - actually, I wish I'd followed my instincts, and removed myself from the situation when I felt good about doing so, instead of letting it continue.

I'm trying to find that picture I mentioned above...

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posted June 21, 2010 02:55 AM         

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I choose 100% Action to try thwarting the worst and rescuing survivors.
My contacts are developing mind power techniques for protection/help/survival. A team of them did something very special to thwart a storm in the great lakes region. Another has found an orgone generating mountain in Europe, he is trying to send healing waves across the Earth Grid from there. Still others will do some magical stuff from Asheville [another crystal filled mountain range] and as I write this hundreds are focusing minds on stopping the carnage in the Gulf Coast.
One old bloke has found a way to telepathically communicate with whales, they may weave some mind magic of their own to protect the seas.

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posted June 21, 2010 05:48 AM         

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ORBM Excellent recall for the planetary/asteroid positions on 8th August and I'm very excited about it now!... DNA conjunct Sirius!... and in Cancer...(home and heritage?)... and conjunct the South Node! Amazing stuff! Certainly sounds like we are well on the way to deactivating limiting karma stored within our DNA... and where will Saturn be?... Exalted in Libra...AND conjunct Libra's ruler Venus!!!!
Ok I'm thinking soul mates and twin souls and releasing past love karma here...(or maybe that's just me!lol)

Personally I think I'm choosing fear, although I want love, fear seems to be more prevalent in my life right now... but I'm not afraid of it though

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posted June 22, 2010 10:04 AM         

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I am trying to choose love...but alot of fear is coming up..dealing with it as much as possible wish me luck.

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posted June 22, 2010 10:15 AM         

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It is actually strange.
Fear has always been a constant companion in my life; sometimes hardly understandable fears, and you should think that with all this drama going on around us and in the sky, I would drown in my fears.
But just the opposite is true.
I just feel "uplifted" and despite everythign going on I just feel the joy and love that is waving through the world.

NOt to say that I will never again be fearful or depressed (oh yes I will, I am pretty sure about that, now and then, but never that much anymore); but maybe what IQ said, also is a key-experience for me "Action".
To get active, actively go somewhere, be somewhere, do something, in the spiritual as well as in the physical sphere.
I just feel that even though problems may surround us, we also have been given the key, the ability to find solutions to these problems.
I don`t think though that I am capable of solving the real great global problems, and i am not denying that alarming things are happening.
But nothing will get better, if I let myself get pressed down by them. Actually I think there is no better way to serve the world than making the best of our own lives and assist those around us, our relatives, friends, neighbours, etc.
I imagine that this could be like a chain reaction. And yes I am an idealist, and I am not ashamed of being one.

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posted June 22, 2010 10:17 AM         

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BTW I think it is actually okay to acknowledge the fear. It is a feeling and just wants to be acknowledged. But I also think it is important to not get "drowned" in these fears, but instead be aware of more positive and constructive possibilities / alternatives.

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posted June 22, 2010 10:20 AM         

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well the 9th is my birthday and though the moon will have moved into leo by then everything else will be much the same. i am looking forward to a crazy wonderful year, moving forward into the next phase of my life and that of the collective consciousness...

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posted June 22, 2010 11:44 AM         

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I love reading your guys response to this thread honestly, you all have beautiful hearts...so...bump I love how honest you try to be with yourselfs, that is awesome!

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