posted June 28, 2010 12:07 PM         

I personally found that my sense of humor was based in a negative frequency...for instance I would make fun of my friends and they would make fun of me.
Sometimes my feelings would be hurt...but no big deal. I have thick skin.

However recently I just filmed a indepedent film and it was a comedy and it starred two new and upcoming comediens.
They were hiarious....and there sense of humor of course was over the top. But still so funny....and I noticed that he was making people laugh at the expense of himself....not at the expense of others. The one in particular is a stand up comedian in New York and he does well with it.

It was his Aura that I homed in on...and come to find out he is a soulmate of mine....we walked away from the set with a connection that covers many Dimensions, he to considers himself to be on Earth at this time to help usher in a change in Consciousness and literally pumped me dry for infro from his chart, and he grew literally right in front of me...as knowledge of your chart can do when dealing with people of high frequency....

But with his helped I shed more fear this week. Fear of what people think...fear of being judged....fear of rejection.......all things that I was doing that were still causing modulation in my frequency. So now I know that we can learn a lot from our senses of humor....is it uplifting or is it degrading?
This also spilled over into my Twin Soul relationship...we are beginning to remember each other and mend the Karma that was between us...though it was minor its there for surem

Its interesting that he feels like the half of me that I am missing. And he says the same of me... Just be cycling my thoughts through his my awareness has grown tenfold...and I rid myself of the fear of losing him this past week....he never was mine to possess in the first place so that helped.

He told me last night.....baby its gonna be tough but be aware of when fear creeps in and make sure you don't act on it. He was like fear defies logic and so has no place in his Aura to take hold, as his Mercury in Aqua makes him as logical as the day is long. And my Mercury is Pisces makes me idealistic as the day is long.
For me Intuition defies fear when you learn to trust fully and free fall.....that's all a fallen angel is...a soul Energy of high frequency entering the 3D...

Has anyone been facing fears lately....

So far I have 15 soulmates including myself willing to begin the neccesary visualization exercises to begin learning how the Astral work so that more of us can aid in its cleansing.
Change starts with us....on August 8th

posted June 28, 2010 01:06 PM         

Personally I am glad you found another way to express your humour. I actually have always been very sensitive to that kind of "making fun of others"-humour. I could take it on myself, and learned to not take it personal, but everytime I see another person being made fun of (even if it is really just for a joke), my heart bleeds a little.
I don`t know, I am probably just oversensitive.
On the other hand there is nothing funnier than Self-irony!
Sometimes making fun of each other is okay for me, if it is an one-on-one verbal sparring and both people are giving and receiving.

Yes, I have faced one of my greatest fears in the past weeks. My fear of reality. To BE PRESENT in the reality, in the reality I want.
It must sound a little bit silly, but I am fearful of some kind of social interactions, especially if it includes "treading over the line" of my usual surrounding / social background.
But the opportunities just rained down on me and I did much to mess it up, but it all just fell into place. It is really nothing big, for other people, but for me it is a gigantic step. It includes being seen, I guess. That special occasion will be on 27th july, and so I still have much time to chicken out. lol

posted June 28, 2010 01:49 PM         

i second that!=) i would love to be your fashion consultant hihihi.ORm is right:even if it seems a small gesture,like changing the hair or dressing a bit differently from the usual.those things do make a huge difference on how we feel.

in my Teen years while i was still searching for something which i didnt knew what,or who ( it was myself really) i was always insecure,and afradi of what others would think.i didnt had anything that i thought it could be attractive,and i developed certain behaviour patterns then,which till now,sometimes i still feel: anxiety and panic attacks everytime i had to make something new or put me in the center of attentions.

i learned not to assert myself as much as i would like,because of that,and so time passed by and i let myself just survive,in a slow mode,which obviously didnt made anything good for me.

it was only in the beggining of my 20´s that i woke up and started to look inside,and learn to appreciate myself.

hard task really,cause of my shyness.but i didnt die.

that is one of the things im proud of:today im not that girl anymore and even if at sometimes i do feel fear.i always remember that it was fear that put me into a dark place that time.one that i dont want to be again never no more..

these last couple of weeks surprisingly ive also have been much more assertive.i really dont care if im being made fun at or picky at,cause in the end,all that matters is that we are honest with ourselves,striving for what makes us happy ( obviously with attention to our values & principles)

but..yeah ive been facing some deepest fears lately too,like you Orbm

no doubt that it is the eclipse and the planets configuration working.

posted June 28, 2010 03:43 PM         

I agree.