posted July 01, 2010 08:26 PM            

It all varies. Some people realize their life purpose at an early age. There are others that realize their life purpose at a later age.

When I was growing up, I felt that I had a special purpose, but I didn't know what it was. Problems at home,school and peers really got me side-tracked. I really got side-tracked when I joined the navy. I was more lost and confused than I was before I went in. Also my insecurity and low self esteem that stemmed from my special education experiences blinded me from my purpose. There were clues that I failed to listen to.

Things like my grandfather's suicide was a catalyst into my getting into metaphysical subjects including Numerology and Astrology which helped me learn a great deal about myself including my ultrasensitivity which psychics informed me about before I got into Astrology, but I didn't listen to them out of skepticism. A psychic saw my potential as an astrologer, but I didn't see it at the time. I thought she was making a big deal out of nothing. I felt that I had a purpose. I even thought maybe I can be a New Age minister/preacher for Church of Divine Man, but I didn't feel right with them. I ended up in a mental hospital against my will because my neurodivergent traits were mistaken for psychotic ones. It was a traumatic experience, but it was an event that prepared me for my purpose.

Only after I found my unknown biological father in the social security death record index online, I became curious about why I had the problems that landed me in special education and got me called "retard". My mother told me that he had speech problems like I did. I asked my mom about why I had the speech problems,and she told me the reason. I stopped running away from my special education past, and I started exploring it. I found that certain neurodivergent conditions fit me, and my mother agreed. What surprised me is that she told me that she had many of the symptoms/traits as I have. I realized that I have inherited them from both parents. Other relatives had the same stuff. I felt like I came from family of neurodivergents. I also realized that my diagnosis of bipolar was a misdiagnosis. I also learned that the reason that I was misdiagnosed was because of my speech irregularities.

As I learned more about neurodivergence and neurodiversity, I learned about myself. It was the missing piece to solve the puzzle in my life.

I advocated for myself to get my correct diagnoses, and I was successful in doing that. That made it possible for me to be a credible neurodiversity advocate. I had the documentation to show that I have the neurodivergent conditions.

Any ways...I found life purpose. The clues were first given to me when I was in special education. My life purpose is to help others with neurological differences and special education needs. I can use my experiences to get people to understand about neurodivergent conditions and neurodiversity. I can inform and inspire people. I can clear up misconceptions about special education and neurodivergent conditions.

That's why I founded a nonprofit neurodiversity organization. I believe that I can be an important part of the Neurodiversity Movement. I am not an articulate, high achieving academic,intellectual Aspergers like Ari Ne'eman. I have 3 neurodivergent conditions of Dyslexia,Dyspraxia,ADHD which are well-known to overlap with each other. I am a person who knows what it's like to be misplaced with the intellectually handicapped,being in special education,and have problems with auditory sequential teaching methods. In benefited from special education therapies. Without them, I'd be like a low functioning autistic. I have experienced psychiatric misdiagnoses. I am also a multiracial that is part Black,and so the theme of diversity isn't just neurological for me. The over-representation and misplacement of Blacks in special education classes has been a problem. I come from a family of neurodivergents that found their own niches. I know what it's like to have a neurodivergent mother that has problems regulating her emotions leading to abusing me. I have alternative religious,spiritual beliefs, and I could make a point that non-mainstream minds are drawn to non-mainstream religious. The theme of diversity is religious for me too.
I believe that all these experiences can be used in my life's work as a neurodiversity advocate. There is so much that I can talk about. I was in the military ,and so I can talk about neurodivergence in the military.

I truly believe that the things that we go through prepare us for our life purposes. It doesn't matter how negative or positive they are. Even the negative experiences can be a blessing because they can bring great understanding of the problems of others because we have gone through them ourselves Those negative experiences can be what motivates us to be advocates.

It took a black man who was subjected to the racist segregation Jim Crow laws in the Southern USA to lead the Civil Rights Movement. He personally experienced segregation, and so it was natural for him to advocate for desegregation and strive for civil rights. He was striving for his own civil rights and the civil rights of his relatives and friends. It was just as personal as it was impersonal.

That man was Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.

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Raymond Andrews,
President,Executive Director of Developmental Neurodiversity Association
Supporting the Neurodiversity Movement

posted July 02, 2010 12:23 AM            

"You might have strong Quasar, Pulsar energy.

Pulsar
transmitting,communicative
teacher with spiritual axioms, repeating persistent messages

Quasar
retreating, withdrawing
regrouping one’s spirit,allowing sacred space

Astrologer Philip Sedgwick does astrology of deep space that includes black holes, pulsars, and quasars.

I believe that they can be relevant in Astrology."

--Wow that's a very interesting piece of info...thanks!

I could definitely relate to both the Quasar/Pulsar energies you described above. I've always felt like I had a mission to achieve in this lifetime. Communicating info (Pulsar), which I've attributed to my 1H-stellium. Yet it clashes with my core (Quasar) 12H sun. A good 90% of the time I need to be alone, because I find being around people absolutely draining.

posted July 02, 2010 12:52 AM            

Hi Cheshire Kat,
Those who choose to stay away from esoteric information do so only because their life path is of experiencing denial. This lesson will stand them in good stead in their next life where they will refuse to be in denial and help out their planet/galaxy etc.

posted July 02, 2010 12:57 AM            

You can also find the deep space objects with Riyal program http://www.expreso.co.cr/centaurs/riyal.html

also asteroid DNA is 55555

I have it almost exactly conjunct/oppose my Midheaven. It also trines my Chiron-Eris and sextiles/trines my North Lunar Nodes.

the nonprofit that I founded is Developmental Neurodiversity Assocation
DNA is the acronym, it suggests genetic conditions

I founded after I knew about my asteroid,DNA aspect.

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Raymond Andrews,
President,Executive Director of Developmental Neurodiversity Association
Supporting the Neurodiversity Movement

posted July 02, 2010 02:05 AM            

alignment of:
Black Hole NGC 4151 in 13'12 Virgo
Ascendant in 13'27 Virgo

alignment of:
Black Hole NGC 6240 in 11'06 Sagittarius
Gamma Ray Repeater SGR 1627-41 in 11'18 Sagittarius
Imum Coeli in 11'14 Sagittarius

according to Philip Sedgwick's THE SOUL OF THE SKY:

NGC 4151 once carried the reputation for being a volatile Seyfert Galaxy. Recent observations of the galaxy’s subsequent brightening and its thirteen day delayed apparition of radiation led astronomers to calculate a probable black hole with a mass of 500 million times that of our Sun, truly a supermassive black hole.

This black hole absorbs the undisputed reputation for exemplifying the mountain-out-of-amolehill syndrome. But this hyperbole attitude toward details in life also provides its salvation.

The more that is heaped up in one place, the more singular, straight forward and obvious it becomes. Rhetoric, though potentially interesting from an intellectual point of view, only aggravates the simple facts at hand.

Black holes love matter. Black holes crush matter into nothingness as it dives toward the singularity. It now propels the remaining energy into surrounding space at warp speed. Those dwelling within limited focus unnecessarily complicate the meaning of what matters. Their energy bogs down. They leave behind a wake of energetic chaos that precisely emulates the action of the black hole. Yet, they fail to note that the residual energy indicates the resolution
sought.

Build a momentary delay line here. Pause in the face of disarray. Focus on the physically obvious and that which lies just below the surface. The fragility and delicateness of that appearing to be
solid and intact demand the utmost attentiveness to avoid catastrophes. The ground immediately ahead may not be solid. Instead of immediately diving into the situation on your horizon, employ a flanking strategy of observation. When comfortable with several broader points of view of the
challenge presented, then proceed with intensified deliberate focus. This focus includes full use of the energy created by investigating the inertia of life. Sometimes bumping up against life’s frustration builds ample energy and motivation. Allow the energy to rise organically to a sufficient level to climb the crags of any obstacle.

Paradox: It is hard to find a needle in a haystack, especially if the haystack consists of only needles.

NGC 6240

Astrophysicists reported in November 2002, the first known confirmation of two black holes in the same galaxy. In this galaxy, two supermassive black holes orbit one another heading for an apparent collision with one another in only another several hundred million years or so. Merging from a distance of about 3,000 light years of separation, this galactic structure spawns stars and at a fantastically huge rate taking on the reputation of being a starburst galaxy. As well as the standard array of black hole energy emanations, NGC 6240 runs extra rich in radio and infrared
frequencies.

The nature of NGC 6240 carries one of the oddest and more complex messages of Sagittarius. A sense of rightness, perfection of comprehension - especially of things cosmic, and righteousness
come together in agreement. The conflict arises between the struggle to resolve good and evil.

How can a benevolent Creator permit despicable things to happen to good people, on his planets or in any aspect of Creation? The justification of: at any moment the Universe combines a series of forces, pulls and exertions to stay in balance, is submitted. In some places, things seem pretty
good. In other places, catastrophe upon catastrophe pile upon one another. Nevertheless, balance
prevails.

The individual feeling this galaxy’s pull experiences an inner emotional tug of war, which, of course, becomes intellectually processed. At one moment extreme optimism and faith exudes. In a blink of a time warp instant, this person can plummet into caverns of hopeless despair. While
this is an emotional reaction, the phenomenon is not one of bipolar emotional disorder. This is related solely to position in time and space with the point of view that results. A person with this
connection desperately seeks to inspire others to take on the collective forces in the interest of altruistic and spiritual change. Yet, at the same time, the communication underscoring the
inspiration is one indicating that, “the big guys always win,” “money and power conquer all,” and “you can’t fight city hall (or black hole gravity, for that matter).” Oddly, no alternative remains
but to try. What else is there?
A notable amount of perspective generating contention exists in this complex structure.

If one says, “it’s hot this summer,” the response tends to be polarizing, for instance, “but this winter in
the other hemisphere, also happening right now, the temperature is normal.” An interesting reflex action occurs in this transaction. The first person was not accused of being wrong. Yet, the
debating individual indirectly cast aspersions of doubt as to the other individual’s big picture.
Similarly, one could argue that communication becomes strained under Mercury retrograde. The contending response would be that at the midpoint of a Mercury retrograde, the swift planet aligns with Earth, suggesting precise and strategic communication possibilities. You can’t win
for losing.

On the more mundane, a person with this connection understands why photographic negatives are the reverse of the positive print. And when someone asks to turn the air conditioning or heating down, they instantly understand the direction intended. Do they mean lower or raise the temperature in the process of “turning down” the control?

Paradox: Up and down remain completely arbitrary. It all depends upon where one’s head (or attention) is directed.

SGR 1627-41

This 1998 appearing SGR comes with brief 200 millisecond bursts. Like its bursts, mental
assessments occur in a virtual blink of an eye. In this point, an inherent knowledge never lets the wisdom possessed become too stable. It is well known that when a truth becomes taken for granted, it must evolve. A blast of insight - the Gamma outburst - takes the concept to the next highest valence level of understanding. So too, those connecting with this SGR must apply the
same methods to all the things they think they know.

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Raymond Andrews,
President,Executive Director of Developmental Neurodiversity Association
Supporting the Neurodiversity Movement

posted July 02, 2010 12:41 PM            

You're welcome, DD.

Check your email. I sent you some things that you will like.

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Raymond Andrews,
President,Executive Director of Developmental Neurodiversity Association
Supporting the Neurodiversity Movement

posted July 04, 2010 02:53 PM            

IQ, I was wondering if you could take another look at my chart. April 4th 1983, 03:41 AM, Buzau Romania. Would really appreciate it, but do not wish to impose. I imagine you must be receiving thousands of requests.