posted September 29, 2012 07:45 PM            

Transitting chiron in the 10th/Mercury squares uranus/neptune , neptune square ascendant
So-its basically true
with the whole, embracing negativity. I find that mostly anything Neptunian isn't THERE-reality-wise. I have lots of secrets in this new life.
I want greatness for myself, and I don't have it. I'm underground until I get there.
What I currently want for myself, my aims, are totally and utterly disfigured. lmao.

Ask any sane being/guardian on what it is I want to do with my life, and they will give you a million reasons on why not to have this career path.
It's a bit top notch in pursuit.

"Most often the Neptune transit brings you into the world of hospitals and prisons, where you help others to deal with the situation, perhaps as a volunteer, because you have these ideals…"
I now go to a private school. We daily have group therapy sessions. Deep down somewhere, this is exactly what I've wanted. I want the experience, and closeness + sympathy of strangers. Being here(the school); We're all basically the same with our troubles. Somewhere in me, this proposes a sense of comfort/connectedness.

" Neptune enables you to hide away what you want to hide
OMG SO TRUE!!!! lmao

- Neptune shows you the world behind the usual stuff to help you deal with daily life
YES.
- Neptune makes you see what other’s don’t see (like ghosts, the beauty of your lover, the intelligence of your dog or cat…)"
This part is insanely true. I keep thinking myself into psychotic behavior. As a result, numerous times I've cried to strangers. I can't help but listening in on the truth; EVERYTHING. Their communication, purposely communicated or not, is conveyed. their thoughts are leeking out and its too much for me to handle. My libra self is a "NICE SUPERFICIAL" sensitive being, and some things should remain on lock down from my knowledge. Think of this, what people don't share is what you know. All of those terrible thoughts--streaming right in your head. I'm becoming MAD. hahahahah @__@