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Topic: Is This Person Evil (Continued )
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Ami Anne
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From: Combusting in a Crown Vic
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 19, 2010 12:58 PM
 
Thank you DD and Pluto Squared
Every artist who persists must be able to take honest answers just as any person who develops themselves must take honesty.------------------
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cpn_edgar_winner
Knowflake Posts: 2962
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 19, 2010 01:11 PM
i think he is brilliant too
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Ami Anne
Knowflake Posts: 515
From: Combusting in a Crown Vic
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 19, 2010 01:16 PM
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cpn_edgar_winner
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posted September 19, 2010 01:17 PM
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Ami Anne
Knowflake Posts: 515
From: Combusting in a Crown Vic
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 21, 2010 10:10 PM
I don't know if you know about utter betrayal when the people who are supposed to love you want to destroy you.
How can you face it ?
I don't know.
My grandmother was the only one who didn't hurt me for her own purposes.
She gave me a pure love,unselfish love.I try to honor her by being what she wanted me to be: a lady. I have to cuz that is all people did not steal from me.
Everything else is gone, everything but that.
I can't give up the little I have left for anyone or anything, ever.
All I have is the memory of someone who loved me unselfishly, unconditionally.
That is all that keeps me sane when I want to let my sanity go and scream to the winds that I can't face these things. I hold on to one person who thought I mattered .
I can't believe what I lived through.
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Ami Anne
Knowflake Posts: 515
From: Combusting in a Crown Vic
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 21, 2010 10:18 PM
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My mother,still, wants to destroy me cuz some of me is left and that can't be.
I can't believe I can even live with this evil around me.
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Ami Anne
Knowflake Posts: 515
From: Combusting in a Crown Vic
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 22, 2010 02:56 AM
This is the FIRST time I have FELT it. I have thought it, many times but my mother truly is evil,I think.
I, always, blamed myself . That is WHY I keep talking to her.
I want to see the truth while I can. The only way to ever heal anything is to face the truth. The child of a person like this always blames themselves--always--cuz it is too awful to face the truth.
IQ was totally right in his reading.
I think it was Lucifer and Kaali that were the asteroids that showed what happened. I am sorry that part got erased. I have it in my e mail and will post it. The asteroids are amazing!!!! ------------------
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Ami Anne
Knowflake Posts: 515
From: Combusting in a Crown Vic
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 22, 2010 07:18 AM
I got to face the truth.I will face the truth. I will.I will. I won't hold the lies ,any more.
I have to have integrity.It means something.There are things I have not told you that I will try to. IP: Logged |
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