posted October 06, 2010 03:22 AM            

Yesterday, I punctured 4 different veins hoping to bleed myself but there wasn't much blood despite the tourniquet. Immediately afterwards, I got severe cramps in my stomach. It took some time for my medical training to kick in and realise that because I had bled myself two days ago + the bleeding today, my body had contracted the visceral blood supply to maintain an optimum to the brain and heart. it felt as if my body was saying, 'F*ck off!' and that made me cry.

It is time I exert control over my life and break the mold in which I'm stuck instead of forcing my body to bleed.

posted October 06, 2010 04:25 AM            

You are in danger this month simply because Mars and Venus are in 13-14 Scorpio, when they reach 17 Scorpio, you could be seriously activated.

Also, surround yourself with positive friends. Do your parents or siblings know you are going through this?

Lonake,
Some human beings "exist" on parallel dimensions of the Astral Plane as what Vedic Myths term "Asuras" or demonic entities. They tend to have the ability to express more reptilian DNA than normal, and even this is expressed negatively. When this aspect of theirs takes over, they will look scary and somewhat demonic. All Psychopaths and serial killers have demonic attachments.
There is a specific ritual done to the mother before birth of such kids, it is called "Moon Child" ritual. It is done on a full moon, and the clue from the natal charts is that the child could be born either exactly on a New Moon or Full Moon day.
How do I know this? I have been interacting with a survivor for years, who teaches other ritualized people to escape using Sacred Geometric Visualizations. I focus on the Violet Tetrahedral, but the other methods use the "Vitruvian Man" type Positive Pentagrams. It is well documented that the Black Upside Pentagram is conversely used in Satanic Rituals.

All of us have "Kundalini", symbolized by the coiled snake at the base of our spine, and Rh negatives are able to activate this easily. Which is why negative entities try to capture more Rh Negatives to do their magickal bidding in our planet through occult organizations [including certain dark lodges of Freemasonry]

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posted October 06, 2010 07:52 AM            

6 years ago I was writing a story, or actually the story chose me to be written; it was one of these stories that surprised me the most as I never knew which twist it would take. But one thing that got stuck with me was that one of the figures called another one constantly "child of the moon", and that the moon was "calling her". And it turned out it all happened on the night of a Blood Moon.

AFter I had finished it, I was taking a walk, and realized that we actually HAD a Blood Moon, yet I hadn`t known about that before.
I did a little research and it seems that I wrote the story between TWO Blood Moons.

This expression "child/ren of the Moon", whereever it came from, was chilling me to the bone actually, though I did not know why.

As I said, creepy.

posted October 06, 2010 08:24 AM            

You are being pulled as a fight between good and evil,as I see it.
We, all are, all the time.

When you get enough distortions about yourself, you can go over the cliff.

Distortions are things like "I am worthless. It will never get better. I am better off dead. No one cares.
The world would be better without me.
Why bother?
I have no intrinsic worth , anyway?
I must be worthless or WHY would my parents have treated me so badly."

posted October 12, 2010 11:19 PM            

That is what Tr. Mars conj. Sun/Moon and square Lucifer is bringing out. My good friend and spirit guide has asked me to be alert to what I uncover regarding my soul purpose and to be careful in enlisting all the facts.

For IQ, Ami, Lonake and other friends on LL who were genuinely concerned about me, this transit has so far given me a morbid fascination with uncovering my past life and the energy of Mars in the 4th house and conjunct my IC is helping to break subconscious protective barriers that have caused the truth to elude me for so long.

I am feeling very upbeat now, no bloodletting or thoughts of bloodletting, and to quote a cliched song:

quote:

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I guess I'll die another day, there's so much more to know
I think I'll find another way, it's not my time to go...

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ON A EUREKA SPREE