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Topic: Tr. Nessus-Kaali
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FrozenQueen Newflake Posts: From: Registered:
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posted September 30, 2010 10:03 PM
Transit Nessus is exactly conjunct my Natal Lucifer and Tr. Kaali is 2 deg. away. Tr. Nessus-Kaali are also squaring my natal Sun-Moon and IC.I can't even begin to describe what is happening right now. I have these visions like repressed memories coming to the fore of blood rituals and possibly human sacrifices. I need your help. I'm trying out psychic protection and keeping my mind busy but I believe there's more to it. I'm going to do a regression and find out my earliest memories because I know there's atleast 79 days missing from my life. edit: Tr Siva-Mars is conjunct natal Pluto...I am a prime candidate for violence right now. Need all of your white-light protection. Please send me your healing. Thanks. ------------------ Birds sing after a storm, why shouldn't we? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 8943 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 01, 2010 04:33 AM
I was up in the middle of the night and saw this. Write me if you want to talk. IF something comes up,it MEANS you are strong enough to handle it. If not, it would stay repressed. Anything that comes up, you ALREADY know, down deep. To the unconscious you, it is not a surprise. It is trying to come up to heal and so you can throw it out--altogether by grieving it. For me, when IQ confirmed my reality( the only person ever to do it)through a reading, I could go on.Think about having a reading at some point cuz it will confirm that YOU are not crazy and did not make anything up. The scariest thing is feeling like you are losing your mind cuz it was all to crazy to ever be real so you must have made it up. When I said 'when a memory comes up", I meant naturally, not through regression or an outer means of retrieving it. IP: Logged |
iQ Knowflake Posts: 2642 From: Chennai, India Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 01, 2010 04:36 AM
You have Mars in Aries and Pluto in Scorpio. That is automatic inner strength.It is easy to see from your chart that you had been ritually sacrificed in a past life. KAALI in Pisces, Chiron in 12th and born on New Moon in Scorpio. The Positive Karmas from this are huge, and the past life tormentors have risked many lifelines of their own evolution. You have gained, they have lost. Don't do the regression. It will cause more psychological harm. Instead do NLP Visualizations of you blasting perceived tormentors with Violet Lasers. Empower your psychology. The fears for the present are coming from your Cancer Ascendant. Throw them out, and use your KNIGHT-CERES-EXCALIBUR conjunction to emotionally boost protection. And try to do the violet tetrahedral visualization to further boost psychic protection.
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iQ Knowflake Posts: 2642 From: Chennai, India Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 01, 2010 04:40 AM
Ami, it was a privilege to do your reading as you are empowering yourself using the inputs.Frozenqueen is in touch with me, she has a magnificent chart as far as the present is concerned [Except for a Saturn+Uranus sq Mars] only worry is that it is water heavy and water heavy folk are heavy worriers. We must transform them to warriors from worriers. ------------------ http://tamsoft.co.in/articles.html Readings IP: Logged |
DD Knowflake Posts: 7054 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 01, 2010 05:44 AM
"Don't do the regression. It will cause more psychological harm" I agree with that. Though I usually am all for remembering past lives as a helpful tool to understand present life, I got the feeling that you are so vulnerable and sensitive right now, that it might do cause more harm than being of assistance for you. I also think there is a reason that we forget most of our past lives, and there is also a reason that we don`t access ALL of them simultaneiously. those parts we remember will be helpful to know about for present growth, others probably not so much. IP: Logged |
DD Knowflake Posts: 7054 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 01, 2010 05:53 AM
Just saw that Tr Nessus and Tr Kaali are conjunct my Moon on 17 Aqua and trine Karma on 16 Gemini. And I am going to have a Siva Return when siva transits 14.57 Scorpio.IP: Logged |
iQ Knowflake Posts: 2642 From: Chennai, India Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 01, 2010 05:56 AM
The KARMA trine makes this quite safe for you DD.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 8943 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 01, 2010 08:38 AM
Dear Frozen Queen, When I express myself, I heal. I get wonderful support here which enables me to truly heal,which I am. If writing helps you,keep sharing with the written word. It allows the inner energies to come OUT. They can come out and then can go.IP: Logged |
DD Knowflake Posts: 7054 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 01, 2010 08:46 AM
IQ,I am quite glad about my Karma-trine and the fact that Karma is in mental Gemini. Last weekend I was experiencing something very unpleasant (not physically), which also involved my middle brother. Now it seems I have the astrological explanation for it. TR Nessus and Tr Kaali conjunct my Moon and his ASC. The fullmoon was being on my Dejanira on 0.4 Aries and opposing Draco Kaali in Libra. On that very moment though, Moon had been progressing to conjunct my DRaco Isis / Osiris and his natal SN. Beside the Karmatrine, we have some nice synastric things going on though. My Valentine conjunct his Moon my Jupiter conjunct his Venus my Moon conjunct his ASC his Angel conjunct my IC and so on. It gave me startling moment though. But I think through it I learned what one of my greatest fears are, which were not what I would have thought them to be before. It did happen all on a "visionary" level though, just like in Frozen Queen`s case, which is why this post resonated so much with me.
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FrozenQueen Newflake Posts: From: Registered:
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posted October 01, 2010 09:05 AM
iQ: quote: It is easy to see from your chart that you had been ritually sacrificed in a past life. KAALI in Pisces, Chiron in 12th and born on New Moon in Scorpio.
Intriguing that you should mention that. My guide once told me, "they took the one thing that was forbidden: they took your blood and for that they shall perish." I have read somewhere that the blood of innocents carries the highest karmic penalty. I also know that I was a warrior in several past lifetimes. I keep getting this feeling that when it all comes to a head and turns into one big sh*tfight(which it will), I'll be there to kick some serious reptilian a** Oh! Found another intriguing thing in my chart. I have CHILD conj ISIS 13' in the 26th degree of Virgo. The Sabian for that reads: quote: A highly ritualistic service is in process; officiating priests are automatons, a boy with a censer is rapt-eyed.
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DD Knowflake Posts: 7054 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 01, 2010 09:14 AM
Maybe the ritual took place in Egypt, also involving a child, either you in very young years or your child? I think it is significant cause Isis is also the "mother"-goddess, thus having her coupled with Child. BTW does your Kaali aspect this in anyway? Or Moon, nodal axis, SAturn, Pluto or Karma?IP: Logged |
FrozenQueen Newflake Posts: From: Registered:
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posted October 01, 2010 10:01 AM
ISIS-CHILD conj could refer to my strong mothering instincts even though I'm single. I cannot stand seeing anyone get hurt but if someone hurts a child, I get this destructive rage. I am pretty capable of killing anyone who hurts those who are defenceless, innocent and cannot stand up for themselves. I have a Cancer Rising trine Scorpio Moon. On cafe astro it says this placement is the Mother Tigress: loving, caring and fiercely protective.edit: iQ: quote: Instead do NLP Visualizations of you blasting perceived tormentors with Violet Lasers. Empower your psychology.
I prefer swords, more specifically the katana ------------------ Birds sing after a storm, why shouldn't we? IP: Logged |
DD Knowflake Posts: 7054 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 01, 2010 12:10 PM
Surely.IP: Logged |
FrozenQueen Newflake Posts: From: Registered:
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posted October 03, 2010 09:04 PM
edit: DISCLAIMER: What follows are inane ramblings to vent out confusion. You can choose not to pay attention. Blood, blood and more blood.
Damn! I'm sick of it. It's like watching a crimson river flow. Geesh! Wonder how all of a sudden, I'm getting clairvoyant...I preferred being clairsentient/clairaudient. It's become a pattern. When I'm hovering on the edge of dreams and reality, I see blood; when I go into REM, my subconscious goes all dodgy and starts 'speaking in tongues'. Evening was a battle...I felt this strong urge to bleed myself. The timing's perfect, though, as I'm having a crisis of the self, repressed memories are coming...need to figure this out. ------------------ Birds sing after a storm, why shouldn't we? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 8943 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 03, 2010 09:18 PM
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 8943 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 03, 2010 09:20 PM
Express what is inside, Frozen Queen. I care and I am here and listening IP: Logged |
FrozenQueen Newflake Posts: From: Registered:
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posted October 03, 2010 09:36 PM
Thanks Ami...umm, what's dp?------------------ Birds sing after a storm, why shouldn't we? IP: Logged |
FrozenQueen Newflake Posts: From: Registered:
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posted October 03, 2010 09:50 PM
Uh well, TRANSIT UPDATEI have a Tr Mars conjunct Pluto. Here's what the forecast says quote: If you're not 'supposed' to do it, if you're not supposed to like it and most definitely if it's something you've been told to never, ever even think about -- well, you're probably on your way right now to giving it a shot. And you'll enjoy it, too.
Exactly my thoughts on the regression. I don't fear the truth, what I fear is not knowing, and since fear and hate are absolutely interlinked, I hate this darkness; for me, ignorance certainly is not bliss. It is hell, a very personal brand of Hell. Bingo! ------------------ Birds sing after a storm, why shouldn't we? IP: Logged |
iQ Knowflake Posts: 2642 From: Chennai, India Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 04, 2010 02:16 AM
Is your blood group AB -ve? Or any kind of -ve ?IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 8943 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 04, 2010 05:01 AM
dp is double post lolIP: Logged |
DD Knowflake Posts: 7054 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 04, 2010 05:46 AM
IQ,is A/B thought to be strong in Reptilians? Just curious why you mentioned bloodgroups. IP: Logged |
FrozenQueen Newflake Posts: From: Registered:
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posted October 04, 2010 08:02 AM
iQ: No...fortunately its not. I'm O+ve.Ami: What's with the mad face? You're acting all jumpy... ------------------ Birds sing after a storm, why shouldn't we? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 8943 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 04, 2010 08:23 AM
Dear Frozen Queen In the attempt to move away from as a permanent life pose, I am transitioning with and/or IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 8943 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 04, 2010 08:28 AM
Frozen Queen YOU are this icon, in my book Consider coming on msn, Frozen Queen. My sense is that you need someone to talk to.
Don't be alone with dark thoughts. They multiply ,badly, with solitude. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 8943 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 04, 2010 08:28 AM
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