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Topic: Neptune In Synastry---The Fog
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Ami Anne
Knowflake Posts: 1630
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 17, 2010 04:53 AM
 
One died ,Pluto Squared.------------------
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Ami Anne
Knowflake Posts: 1630
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 17, 2010 09:18 PM
I am in a really weird space. I think I am coming out of the numb.
Now, what is there? Real life  ------------------
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Ami Anne
Knowflake Posts: 1630
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 18, 2010 07:44 AM
As I come out of this fog, I learn things that you only learn when you experience something.
Book knowledge is fine but living something is technicolor compared to black and white.
When I had my sanity, there was one thing that kept me sane.
I kept repeating,'I don't want to be like her"
If I can see that NOW, I will heal. ------------------
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Mblake81
Knowflake Posts: 444
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Registered: Aug 2010
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posted October 18, 2010 10:18 AM
"Book knowledge is fine but living something is technicolor compared to black and white"oh boy is that ever true. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
Knowflake Posts: 1630
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 18, 2010 10:23 AM
Hi Mblake
I was thinking about you  ------------------
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Ami Anne
Knowflake Posts: 1630
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 18, 2010 02:37 PM
I tell you, Guys, with Neptune,you can feel like you live in a permanent fog machine. Seelah mentioned about not being able to SEE a relationship.
I don't think I responded but wanted to come back and say that this is NOT good.
Confusion is not a good thing, usually.
It ,usually,means that bad things are happening.
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Ami Anne
Knowflake Posts: 1630
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 18, 2010 02:39 PM
Today, I SAW some big things.
I was gonna write about them but I think I should let them settle in my head,first ------------------
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Ami Anne
Knowflake Posts: 1630
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 19, 2010 09:12 AM
My mother is trying to destroy me, consciously.
I see that,now.
It is a relief to see, bad ,but a relief.
She was doing things to me and then telling me I was imagining it.
She was consciously trying to destroy me and then blaming me for being destroyed.She digs holes for me .Then, she blames me when I step in them ------------------
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