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Topic: Look at this chart...
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raspberri
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posted November 14, 2010 09:23 PM
 
We broke it off. Right before Halloween.IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 09:25 PM
Why, though? If you don't want to get in to, I COMPLETELY understand, trust me! I wouldn't mind a vague idea of what transpired though. Even if I never talk to him again, I would really like some idea of what went on at his end during our interactions, as the energy was SOOO intense.IP: Logged |
raspberri
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posted November 14, 2010 09:25 PM
Because he can't marry me I'm not Jewish.
Yes the energy is intense. He is my baby, forever anyway.
No matter what he does.IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 09:26 PM
Holy crap!!!!IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 09:27 PM
My guess is he'll be kicking himself for that decision for a loooooong time in the near future.IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 09:28 PM
Raspberri,
do you think he was your twin soul?
to be more specific, did you see him in your mind's eye, or your third eye, or "feel" him and wait for him since you were a little girl? like i did... obviously... lol IP: Logged |
raspberri
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posted November 14, 2010 09:28 PM
That is a question mark.  He is a very handsome man he can have any woman he wants. IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 09:29 PM
Yes but no one will ever compare with that eternal love. Not even close!!!IP: Logged |
raspberri
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posted November 14, 2010 09:30 PM
Yes I did. I moved to California from where my parents were when I was 16 and my reasoning was because of love and I knew it when I saw him. Idk about twin souls. But I do believe that there can only be one true love in life. I happen to think he is mine. But, I have to live without him. It's okay tho. IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 09:30 PM
That's so funny... that's what this guy said to me... he said "You're beautiful, you can have anyone you want."AAAHHH!!! I wanted to shake him and scream "But I want YOU!! I can't love anyone but YOU!!! It's YOU i've been waiting for, not just anyone!!" IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 09:31 PM
God damn it I knew it when I saw him, too.The first time he looked me in the eyes was freaking crippling. I will NEVER ever forget it. *faints* IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 09:32 PM
Oh Raspberri. We should get a pint of ice cream and cry together. lolIP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 09:33 PM
Raspberri, do you still live in California?IP: Logged |
Lonake
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posted November 14, 2010 09:34 PM
"I am not enjoying it at all. I mean, I am not terribly obsessed, but I do have this nagging feeling that there is unfinished business there, and I haven't really had that feeling before about anyone."
Well psychologically I think you're getting some benefit from the energy you're putting into it, there's some reward there otherwise it wouldn't be invested, but aside from that..It's interesting you say that you've never had this feeling before of unfinished business. That stands out, but now you're saying he used to have interest and now no longer..Maybe he just needs to let the whole thing marinade for a while, sit for a bit. Maybe the same for you as you're having trouble letting it go. Are you trying to force the interaction, or sort of letting it evolve as it will? Trying to force things doesn't generally benefit either party, if both people are ready to acknowledge or come to a certain talking point about the interaction, as it stands now, they are on better ground than if pushed into matters....probably because it's good to recognize the other person's humanity and 'where they're at' rather than just your own stance. If that makes sense. Maybe it will dissolve, who knows, and maybe there will be a chance to overlook whatever reactions you had toward each other, because they weren't really based in rational cohesive thought..they sound like something from the unconscious swelling up. Especially with regard to the dream sequence. Maybe I'm bringing up more questions than answers.IP: Logged |
raspberri
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posted November 14, 2010 09:35 PM
Ya I live in West Hollywood!I was trembling the first time he spoke to me alone we were in my office and I wanted him to rip my clothes off and throw me on the desk... lol We also have Venus square Mars exact. IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 09:39 PM
Oh Lonake you are SPOT ON!!!!Yes, our interactions were totally fear-based, and I was so terribly confused and an emotionally tangled up mess the entire time I didn't even know the why or how of anything I was doing or thinking! Hence the violent drunken outburst. It was awful. So awful, the whole time. Yes, very much just a messy, welling up of subconscious thoughts and fears. I am not talking to him at all, and I get the feeling he is just as confused and tangled up as I am, but he is a VERY secretive person and not used to dealing with emotional issues like this, so he wants to avoid it all together. Thank you for the clarification! I couldn't possibly have come to that so obvious conclusion by myself! Stupid blinding emotions!!! IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 09:40 PM
I live in Lake Elsinore, CA!!!IP: Logged |
raspberri
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posted November 14, 2010 09:40 PM
Where is that?
I think I have heard of it.IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 09:41 PM
Dude, I couldn't possibly bear to talk to him alone. Every time he got me alone... I would split... and he would get all upset and be like "Why does she keep running away from me!!??"He just couldn't wrap his head around the fact that I wanted him so bad that I was terrified of him. And still am. Ack! Whenever that song comes on "But I never told you.. what I should have said.. no i never told you.. I just held it in.. Now I miss everything about you..." I have to hold back the tears. It wrecks me all up. IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 09:43 PM
Lake Elsinore is right smack in between LA and San Diego.IP: Logged |
raspberri
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posted November 14, 2010 09:44 PM
Oh cool. So you come to Los Angeles often?
How old are you?
What's your birth chart look like? IP: Logged |
Lonake
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posted November 14, 2010 09:53 PM
Well some things,
-What is it about him that mirrors anything about you. his looks or personality traits, you're hooking into something there and projecting what looks like a love that would be better directed to yourself, but you have to step back first and get all rational about it, which is sort of difficult considering how you feel right now.
-It's good that you're stepping back from him for a bit, as a way to cool down, for both of you, this is good that you're not forcing matters any longer in either direction, running in any way, you're just letting it wash over you from a distance.
-And i wanted to ask if he has any placements in your 12th, or vice versa if you know his t.o.b.IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 10:08 PM
Lonake, you're so sweet for being helpful even though I'm being so tempermental on this thread. LOLMy Pluto is right on his Ascendant, in the 12th house. My Juno is also in his 12th house, but I am not sure if that means anything. IP: Logged |
britterfly
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posted November 14, 2010 10:11 PM
We're fairly similar looking as well. He has super intense, electric blue eyes, and people comment on the intensity of my eyes as well, which are also blue. We have so much in common, including a childhood habit of drawing pictures on our bodies. He is covered in tattoos that he did himself, which he said is just continuation of that childhood habit. I dropped the habit while still in the midst of it because of being taunted about it by schoolmates. If it weren't for that, I'd probably be covered in my own tats as well. :-PIP: Logged |
Lonake
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posted November 14, 2010 10:11 PM
Sun, Mars, Uranus t-square in Fixed signs, oh my.
Well maybe you have some tense aspect he's plugging into.IP: Logged |
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