posted March 27, 2012 01:05 AM
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Originally posted by Frozen Queen:
Hello Nothingbutaname,You have quite an intriguing chart. I recast your natal using Placidus Houses as that system is one that I find resonates best with me when doing a reading.
There are so many conjunctions I am quite at a loss as to where to begin.
The one that I am most intrigued by is of course the Mars-Sun-Pluto in the 10th. The house position of Pluto is oft times one where we undergo the most upheaval, the most destruction and the most growth. Pluto in the 10th would bring a lot of friction with those in authority, be they parents, teachers or bosses and the Mars conjunction can point to outbursts against authority. Were you a part of protests in your student life?
The Sun highlighting the conjunction would also make you shine here so I am thinking you are not a wallflower and that even in college, you are quite known. The insight of Sun-Pluto could also expose you to the undercurrents of authority and business and you may be interested in politics or what;s goes around you, feeling a need to assert yourself which might come across as aggressive to people.
The other conjunction that I find intriguing is the exact conjunction of Uranus and North Node in Capricorn. Capricorn tends to ground the Uranus energies but it also brings a duality to its expression making you impulsive at times and discreet at others. I've found that while me ma not feel the impact of our North Node, but the pull becomes stronger as we age. For someone like you, born under a Sun-Pluto conjunction, the pull of the other side is already too strong as you find yourself drawn to exploring spirituality and philosophy so you may be more aware of your NN than many. In this case, the blending of Uranian energies with your life path esp. with it being in the 12th may give rise to flashes of intuitive inspiration and innovation, even psychic dreams.
The third conjunction is that of Neptune conjuncting a Capricorn Ascendant. Again, there is a unity of opposites, blending the idealism of Neptune with the grounding of a Capricorn ASC. Your chart is quite psychic so to speak and with a Neptunian vibe to you, you live mostly in a dream world, experiencing other's energies and emotions as your own, able to empathically sense what someone is feeling, a kind of telepathy. This might be the cause of your blurring of boundaries and also makes you susceptible to abuse of alcohol and drugs. You should try grounding meditations[or you might already have tried ] to bring your focus back to your body. I've also found that physical work out is especially effective. Also when around other people, I try to shield my aura from their energies so as to not get unnecessary headaches and feelings of sorrow and depression.
Thanks for the reply Frozenqueen, and my most sincerest apologies for getting back to you so late!
Personally, I do not relate to the overall theme of the scorpio stellium in the 10th house, which is why I use the equal house system, as it personally resonates me with, but I do find your interpretation very valuable and you have highlighted alot of points that describe me well.
Yes, I have been apart of protests as a student, very politically-oriented but nothing near the point of being an extroverted activist who preaches, more-so, if I have opinions, I will state them and defend them, but i've toned this down alot as it may come across as combative and i'm not a violent person AT ALL, and naturally, people will disagree on various things and I try to remain civil and find common ground on things we all can agree on, it's a very egalitarian approach. As for outbursts towards authority, Yes I would agree, in fact i would go so far to say as I reject the notion of authority as all beings being equal, hierarchy really means nothing to me, I don't strive for power or position (partially why I do not relate to most 10th house descriptions).
I COMPLETELY agree regarding the uranus-NN conjunction, frankly i don't FEEL like a scorpio much AT ALL, i feel very much like a capricorn, a blend between capricorn and aquarius actually, there is a definitive want to grow spiritually.
The Neptune/AC conjunction would make sense, I always tend to feel the energies of others, though am reluctant to attach the label 'empath' to myself, i feel it VERY strongly, but I try to cope, can you recommend any grounding meditations that work for yourself?. As the phenomena is intriguing and I feel that I should look into it more, esp for the sake of my health :P
So as this thread doesn't get turned into a personal reading thread by the mods, I'll try to bring it back to the topic at hand. Is my chart similar, in your opinion, to the individual you mentioned previously?, I'm curious to know. I think perhaps the 12th house and 1st house activity would cause the melancholy/sadness that you noticed in him. I have that myself, but I chalk it up to Capricorn moon and in the first house, that and being too sensitive to the world... 'tis a depressing place
Thank you so much for responding and I hope that life is treating you very well!