posted December 12, 2010 01:20 PM            

Mir and katatonic nail pisces tendencies. Day dreaming, avoidance, oblivion, solitude, drugs and alcohol, fear of making choices because a choice involves exclusion. Thank god for my cap moon! Fantasy life is outrageous and consuming but it has to be brought back into a practical realm.

I want to have intimacy with everything and it took me a very long time to learn how to guide my tendencies into useful behavior. Encountering any sort of negative vibe from others used to send me into a pit of absolute devastation, for instance.
The arts and relating to the sorrows of the world had to combine in the path I chose.

I think two things are paramount to understanding how we operate, first is the lack of boundary between self-other. If a pisces can't define himself (for himself) in relation to other people he is lost to himself. I absorb so much information from an environment that self definition is important for my survival. Isolating helps this process but once you practice it, you need less and less. The fish in water, breathing water.

The second is choices. Making a choice means that we have excluded a possibility. We like the freedom of possibility. If we aren't making firm choices I think we haven't realized that we are human yet. This is the source of neptunian delusion in my opinion.
If we can imagine 50 possible points of view, when do we know the authentic one? Are they all equally valid? If all imagined pov have equal validity what is "true"? I find this thinking very aligned with the perception of pisces as a religious sign and in that I find the philosophical bent of jupiter.

I've certainly written enough here but this is my thinking about my own sign. All of these traits are probably twice as difficult for pisces moons, I'm glad I only have sun in pisces because the road to oneself is very hard for this sign.

posted December 12, 2010 07:28 PM            

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Taking fish oil with its Omega 3 fatty acids DHA,EPA help make me less sensitive and emotional
A multivitamin with a strong vitamin B complex and zinc also helps too

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Thank you Glaucus. That is helpful.

I have Pisces rising in an anaretic degree, and also Neptune closely squares my Sun. I can relate to a lot of these Piscean characteristics. Both negative and positive.

No young mother Raymond. She was 26.

I do get easily overstimulated by bright lights and noise, especially in small enclosed spaces. As much as I love children, I can only tolerate places like Chuck-E-Cheese for so long. It's really agony to be there. Way too much going on.

I don't mind if there is enough space. But the combination of small space + overly stimulated will make me ill.

posted December 12, 2010 10:46 PM            

Would this make it "worse," in the sense of escapism or having a solid back bone in life?

GLAUCUS,
What are your opinions on that?? Also if you could would you take a look at this baby's chart I posted up on this thread. Thanks! -->
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/206280.html

I dont know why I feel so concerned for this baby with all this Pisces/Neptunian/12H energy. Like she'll have a really tough early life.

posted December 13, 2010 03:43 AM            

There's been others on here with Leo asc & Pisces Sun but they dont stick around..but none with Cap Moon that I recall.

P.S.,
You may be sensing my Saturn in the 3rd (har har)? But then again I have Mars there too.
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Agent, Oh are you the one that posted the thread about the little girl you look after?? Yes I agree with escapism in the sense of the real world not being enough at times, or maybe feeling overwhelmed. Another funny thing is they act how they think you want to see them, they act to fit your ideal of them, so there can be a problem with showing their true selves, you get to wonder whether they do have one at all? And then apparently they start to wonder who the heck they really are (speaking of Neptune asc here).

posted December 13, 2010 11:29 AM            

The morning after his call I woke up and I got negative thoughts.
Deep inside me I feel so left in the lurch by all those escapist moments I was bombarded with... and some specific examples that I had in mind made it even worse, while he just called as if nothing ever happened (inherent to him aaaghhh - as if there's NO past! - as if we are every moment in life a tabula rasa!). I felt angry that morning. And.. then I got the horrible pain which reminded me to the more peaceful weeks without him, as if I had forgotten how to live with less frustration all those months that we were together. The anger culminated (!!) .. so I took the phone to let him know in sublimated form..

This is also a Pisces/asc-Leo .. okay, if there are/were NO problems.. then I admit that it's the best one can have (said by Leo-Sun in the 12th)

posted December 13, 2010 11:56 AM            

He had Sun-Mercury conjunction in Capricorn trine Jupiter-Saturn conjunction in Taurus. His Uranus was also in Taurus. He had Neptune in Virgo.

For all his earth, he was not a very grounded person at all. He was a drug addict/dealer,was in prison multiple times,diagnosed as a paranoid schizophrenic by prison psychiatrists,and disappeared without a trace when I was a year old. He was a very superstitious person. He was very insecure. He was not a practical person that was good with the mundane things. He was an ultrasensitive and highly emotional person that was capable of overreacting and having emotional meltdowns.

Born on Jan 2, 1941, he was a neurodivergent Black Creole man born and raised in Louisiana during the days of Jim Crow segregation laws that were throughout the Southern USA.

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No..I am not a Virgo.

posted December 13, 2010 12:39 PM            

I had a stepfather that I first knew back when I was almost 3 years old, and that I last saw when I was 18. He was my father figure for 15 years.

Things happen for a reason.

If I grew up with my biological father, my domestic environment would have been a lot more unstable.

Even though my stepfather was very strict, there was stability and security.

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No..I am not a Virgo.

posted December 13, 2010 05:05 PM            

Thanks so much for sharing your friend's experiences. Yup it's that 10 month old baby. I actually havent interacted with her much, as I just work with the DIR. I think I feel this concern for her cuz I believe I do know her soul from past incarnations. Also because she's born on a 18/9 day...and children born on a 9 day have a really difficult childhood cut out for them. I know I have. I've read, karmically a 9 Bday brings a tough childhood so to accelerate the person's soul growth faster than any of the other #'s. Having experienced being the underdog, it makes 9's want to be a protector for other underdogs & have empathetic sympathy for humanity as a whole. I know much of her chart shares similar major aspects as mine. However I'm Earth & mostly Air, Baby is Earth/Water. I just feel like she'll be overwhelmed with all that water & will have a much harder time handling the pressures of 9. Not to mention the fact she'll be growing up in the Entertainment Industry (which I did not). It's a double edged sword for her, being amongst privileged, egos & drugs. Being around this scene has some of the worst vibes, (if you are even tiny bit psychic), but Baby will be super psychic. Even James Van Praagh has written about Hollywood/Film industry being the worst epicenter in his book about Ghosts. I feel it too. I did learn through the DIR, that baby's Grandpa & Aunt were both institutionalized from mental illness. On the DIR's side, few family members do have psychic powers. So these 2 things run prominently in her genes. The mental illness is a HUGE red flag.

posted December 18, 2010 01:47 PM            

You're extremely cute, I'm glad you posted a picture. You seem less bogged down in earth than I am, I have jupiter in cap too, not conjunct moon in the 5th house. I like other cap moons a great deal, I've noticed that I feel safest with people with cap placements.

I have more planets in earth than I'd like. I wish I felt safe posting pictures online but I usually don't. I have always been considered attractive even though cap moon in the 6th disagrees. My hair is darker but not true brunette,green eyes, big lips and rosy cheeks. Taurus placements (venus/MC, mars) give generously to the feminine form so I've never been waif-like and have large bone structure. I've been told I look like Uma Thurman and Kate Winslet and I could see the Kate Winslet years ago.

posted December 18, 2010 04:59 PM            

I'm looking forward to the leo rising thread too, I just finished the fall term so yessss now I have more room to breathe.

Actually the Sun is in the 8th, square Uranus in Sadge....Moon/Venus are my only earth placements. Technically my chart is Air dominant. The 7th....maybe you're seeing the Air? I have Mars/Saturn/Pluto in Libra.

I'll be eagerly awaiting a drawing for you to add to the Leo thread

posted May 05, 2015 02:04 AM            

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Originally posted by Ursa:
... All of these traits are probably twice as difficult for pisces moons, I'm glad I only have sun in pisces because the road to oneself is very hard for this sign.

The fish has to learn to live on earth.

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But why is it twice as difficult for the Moons in Pisces?

That isn't the first time I've heard that.

* Edit: just saw hold old this thread is...

got here via LL Search.

But still curious, if anyone else can answer.

Thank you

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