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From: Mars
Registered: Nov 2012

posted December 09, 2012 04:58 PM            

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I really like having a drink when I'm stressed or anxious, and I also like having a few drinks when I'm out with my friends.

I had worked as a bartender for two years, and drinking had became a daily habit.
Whenever I have a hard time in my life, drinking is always sth that keeps my mind busy.

I can say that it's sort of love-hate, because when I go out and get drunk with my friends I'm loving it, but later on when I have a hangover I keep telling myself I won't repeat it again but you know

I have drinking rules, such as I always eat before drinking, to make sure my stomach stays okay because I have a sensitive stomach, and I never drink gin, because it always messes my stomach up.

My Neptune (in Capricron) is Square my Moon (3.51 deg)
and conjuncts my Mercury (5.36 deg)

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From: PA, USA
Registered: Apr 2012

posted December 09, 2012 05:29 PM            

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HARD NEPTUNE ASPECTS TO SUN: I second hard Neptune aspects to Venus or the Sun, including the conjunction sometimes. My dad has Venus conjunct Neptune in Sag and was a heavy drinker, and my ex-bf had Neptune transit quincunx Venus-Mercury and in this period struggled with alcoholism. Sun sq. Neptune could speak of either personal alcohol or drug problems or maybe your dad having this. Angelina Jolie and Dylan Thomas are two famous examples of hard aspects from Neptune to the Sun who both struggled with addiction to alcohol [and drugs] to escape.

MARS-NEPTUNE: Another thing I see again and again with alcoholics is Neptune making a hard aspect to Mars, most often the square and with some the opposition or quincunx. Wanting to escape through self-made illusions and the delusions alcohol brings on. My dad has Neptune sq. Mars, I have Neptune opp. Mars and I am tempted to drink also to numb my feelings, but thankfully I resist it and use meditation instead. Famous killer Jeffrey Dahmer had Neptune in the 1st quincunx Mars and not only was he a raging alcoholic, he also liked to delude his victims into a Neptunian sleep and immobilize them with pills. Famous drinkers Truman Capote and F. Scott Fitzgerald, both known for their alcoholic issues and basically dying from them, had Mars opp. Neptune and Mars conjunct Neptune.

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