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britterfly Knowflake Posts: 589 From: Registered: Jul 2010
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posted January 06, 2011 06:58 PM
roadwarrior... you're cute. i have my north node in taurus...  IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp Knowflake Posts: 1507 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 06, 2011 07:22 PM
quote: Originally posted by littlecloud: I'm posting my response here so that I can bring astrology in it and your post thread can stay.Would you say that your moon in Pisces confuses you emotionally? Via self-deception? You think you feel one way when in reality you feel another? FYI, Know Two Are Alike is a forum where you can create a thread about yourself. As an introduction/blog type thing.
YES....I think self-deception is huge with moon in pisces. More than a lack of self confidence, self deception is the major attribute to it. For instance, I have all these notions of feelings but I can never feel which one to act on. Will practicing art make me feel betteR? Will studying accounting make me feel better, I can never figure it out. It's usually the one that's the hardest - accounting, tha tmakes me feel better, so I follow the logic of doing what's hard, but this could backfire, and I could end up doing thing sfor this sake only, and end up destroying myself or sabatoging myself and doing things that are way too hard. This is how I can be influenced by othe rpeople. They may notice that I like to take on challenges and they may toss challenges at me and have me do all the work. Your amazing. Thank you!!!!!! Thank you for helping me figure that out actually. Also, alot of this plays out in terms of hopes wishes dreams and friends, in that realm, I am always rotating. At first I thought it was fluctuation, but it is actually rotation...I rotate, always comming back, and the circle ever expands...my dreams hopes and wishes and the emotional impact become increasingly larger according to the number of friends I have. That's why I've relegated my friends on facebook to below a certain number, 1000....but more than 300...If I had 1000 friends, don't even want to think about that. IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp Knowflake Posts: 1507 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 06, 2011 07:23 PM
quote: Originally posted by britterfly: roadwarrior... you're cute. i have my north node in taurus... 
Are you insinuating that we would be a good match? IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp Knowflake Posts: 1507 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 06, 2011 07:28 PM
quote: Originally posted by littlecloud: I'm posting my response here so that I can bring astrology in it and your post thread can stay.Would you say that your moon in Pisces confuses you emotionally? Via self-deception? You think you feel one way when in reality you feel another? FYI, Know Two Are Alike is a forum where you can create a thread about yourself. As an introduction/blog type thing.
Thanks little cloud for that tidbit as well, involing the forumn, that is. I'll keep that in mind in the future. Thank you. IP: Logged |
littlecloud Moderator Posts: 1452 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 06, 2011 07:40 PM
quote: Originally posted by roadwarriorsdp: YES....I think self-deception is huge with moon in pisces. More than a lack of self confidence, self deception is the major attribute to it.For instance, I have all these notions of feelings but I can never feel which one to act on. Will practicing art make me feel betteR? Will studying accounting make me feel better, I can never figure it out. It's usually the one that's the hardest - accounting, tha tmakes me feel better, so I follow the logic of doing what's hard, but this could backfire, and I could end up doing thing sfor this sake only, and end up destroying myself or sabatoging myself and doing things that are way too hard. This is how I can be influenced by othe rpeople. They may notice that I like to take on challenges and they may toss challenges at me and have me do all the work. Your amazing. Thank you!!!!!! Thank you for helping me figure that out actually. Also, alot of this plays out in terms of hopes wishes dreams and friends, in that realm, I am always rotating. At first I thought it was fluctuation, but it is actually rotation...I rotate, always comming back, and the circle ever expands...my dreams hopes and wishes and the emotional impact become increasingly larger according to the number of friends I have. That's why I've relegated my friends on facebook to below a certain number, 1000....but more than 300...If I had 1000 friends, don't even want to think about that.
hmmmmm.......ok you've given me food for thought. I asked because I know someone with a Pisces moon and I'm trying to get in their head. They seem to say and want one thing and then do another, they also have a sun square moon nataly, so I think this adds to their confusion. I at times feel like they don't know how they feel, and aren't seeing things clearly. Seeing what they want to see because they think it's what they should see. Like they lie to themselves (maybe based on what someone said) because they want to follow what is the ideal, what they should do/feel as opposed to what they actually feel and want to do. For example because a certain career may provide good financial stability, they are more likely to follow this road rather then what they truly want. Believing that if they do this then they will be happy because it's "known" that this is a good career path. Does this ring any bells? IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp Knowflake Posts: 1507 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 06, 2011 08:24 PM
quote: Originally posted by littlecloud: hmmmmm.......ok you've given me food for thought. I asked because I know someone with a Pisces moon and I'm trying to get in their head. They seem to say and want one thing and then do another, they also have a sun square moon nataly, so I think this adds to their confusion. I at times feel like they don't know how they feel, and aren't seeing things clearly. Seeing what they want to see because they think it's what they should see. Like they lie to themselves (maybe based on what someone said) because they want to follow what is the ideal, what they should do/feel as opposed to what they actually feel and want to do. For example because a certain career may provide good financial stability, they are more likely to follow this road rather then what they truly want. Believing that if they do this then they will be happy because it's "known" that this is a good career path. Does this ring any bells?
Yeah. That's why I chose accounting. Because it's ideal. IT affords me mobility and stability for when I figure out what I really do want. But then I may actually end up enjoying it, as it's investigative work. Also I'm 8th house, which deals with money deaht and taxes, which is basicaly in the realm of accounting, but the monetary aspect. If I wanted to be rich, I'd probably gone surgion, but I decided in a healthy dose of work and reward in terms of output...CPA seemed to fit the bill. Not to mention the recession here hasn't left me with many options. And also, I don' tknow what I want to do andI have a feeling I never will. I do know that I want to eventually experience a loving long term relationship, however I think i'll probably only do that after I have something to offer, once again, focusing on the ideal. But I will say this is the only time things work out for me. If I act according to reality, then I'd be outside right now looing for prostitutes because I'm horny as all hell. But when it comes to the ideal, I'd rather not do that because it will certainly lower my self esteem.... Does tha tmake sense? I don't know though if you should be trying to get into his head, but I'll add this... Ethe emotional nature of moon in pisces is very conflicting and paradoxical. I find tha tpeople are always trying to give me advice, probably based on what you said, on what I need to do, but what they end up doing is floundering my ability to decide for myself, and this agitates me, because essentialy they come into my head and destroy all my stalagmites... I'm sitting there attempting to decide something, theres probably a look of turmoil on my face, and they want to gain control over me, so they come in and they attempt to tell me what makes me happy. They say, you know "STEve" you need to do this and this, or you need to get laid, or you need to bla bla bla bla bla.... And there telling me everythin gi need to do. This to me is an insult, because these very people don't know what they need...so them telling me what I need is just rediculous. Nope...I'll listen to my father and mother only in those regards, and then decide what I want on my own. One thing about moon in pisces is if you are the basis of there decisions, be prepared because there first instinct is to blame you, and i you use black arts to convince them this is justified. They won't retaliate, but you will never see them again. Trust me. When my friends try to get into my head, I'm known to never speak to them again. Some people think this is cold hearted, but how can anyone function and survive when another is attempting to gain power over them. No, indeed, i'd rather surround myself with people who don't do that, which is sad, because that's 1/100,000. So you see how the mood kind of flows...but you know, if you can find moon in pisces, you could probably convince them to come back by doing something nice for them. Moon in pisces will like to talk about the ideals alot, and depersonalize things, they will probably be sensitive to revealing info because they are sensitive to being teased, it's cause of there imagination, it literaly bestows on them the gift to feel pain. I don't know if this is moon in pisces but when someone loses a head in a movie, i feel the pain around my neck, when someone loses an arm, i feel the pain around my arm... to stop this from ahppening, i have to hol dmy breath... I can't hold my breath the entire time of the movie, so i just don't watch it. not sure if that helps. IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp Knowflake Posts: 1507 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 06, 2011 08:25 PM
and thank you by the way for giving me food for thought. Elvis was a moon in pisces, but he didn't chose the ideal profession, in fact, he was a barn boy i think?IP: Logged |
Lioness Knowflake Posts: 5203 From: Registered: Mar 2010
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posted January 06, 2011 08:39 PM
So RW.. Are you saying that you always confused on what path you should take? I think I have the same issue's.. I can never decide whats best for me.. Half the time, its if I have no clue, what I want... I have problems trying to figure out, what I need/want.. It can be very confusing... IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp Knowflake Posts: 1507 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 06, 2011 11:06 PM
quote: Originally posted by Lioness: So RW.. Are you saying that you always confused on what path you should take? I think I have the same issue's.. I can never decide whats best for me.. Half the time, its if I have no clue, what I want... I have problems trying to figure out, what I need/want.. It can be very confusing...
Yeah...I'm confused as hell. I'm trying to study for my exam but I can't focus. I have no money, and I can't keep living with my parents so if I Don't either buckle down and study, or figure out something I want to do, I think i'm going to just start walking west until I die. IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp Knowflake Posts: 1507 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 06, 2011 11:12 PM
Like how come when I walk into a book store I can't decide which book I Want to read. I've been going to the bookstore a few hours a day now for a week and I never leave with a book. I have a hard time spending even five bucks on anything unless its food, because food is precious, and food is really the only thing I enjoy in life.Should I be a cook cause my north node is in taurus? Seriously, eating is my only joy. EVen sex has lost its joy because of the things i have to do for it, like give someone superficial compliments which make me feel like an object since i'm spewing forth words like a recorder.
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Lioness Knowflake Posts: 5203 From: Registered: Mar 2010
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posted January 06, 2011 11:19 PM
Whats your hobby? What do you love to do? Go with what would make you the happiest.. Screw everything else... Money.. wealth.. what would make you the happiest??????? IP: Logged |
hmm Knowflake Posts: 504 From: Registered: Dec 2010
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posted January 07, 2011 12:42 AM
wow...that was very brave of you, and u're a fricken genius.IP: Logged |
AcousticGod Knowflake Posts: 6550 From: Pleasanton, CA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted January 07, 2011 12:51 AM
quote: They seem to say and want one thing and then do another, they also have a sun square moon nataly, so I think this adds to their confusion.
Littlecloud, you could be on to something with that as well. I have Sun in Capricorn with Gemini Rising like roadwarrior, AND my Sun is square my Virgo Moon. It's interesting to hear roadwarrior talk about himself, though, because it almost gives me the impression that it's not the Sun square Moon. I've always thought my Sun square Moon was the root of my indecision regarding being a respectable professional or being an artist. I have kind of the worst of both worlds right now. I've got a steady, seemingly secure job at a bank (8th house, other people's money), but I'm not driven to be noticed. I far exceed my co-workers in most regards, but nobody notices, because I don't really want to become a slave to a job. I play music, too, though it's kind of on the back burner while I learn some new art forms. It's the worst of the artist's world, because I don't have as much time for it as I'd like. I do believe it will be art in the end, though. It's been in my bones from the start. Nice video, roadwarrior. It was most intriguing to me that your looks changed when you turned to profile. You do have a good sense of humor. You should masturbate more.  IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp Knowflake Posts: 1507 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 07, 2011 01:00 AM
quote: Originally posted by hmm: wow...that was very brave of you, and u're a fricken genius.
what was brave? IP: Logged |
hmm Knowflake Posts: 504 From: Registered: Dec 2010
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posted January 07, 2011 01:02 AM
quote: Originally posted by roadwarriorsdp: what was brave?
posting a video of yourself... i'd be too paranoid of someone recognizing me IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp Knowflake Posts: 1507 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 07, 2011 01:03 AM
quote: Originally posted by AcousticGod: Littlecloud, you could be on to something with that as well. I have Sun in Capricorn with Gemini Rising like roadwarrior, AND my Sun is square my Virgo Moon. It's interesting to hear roadwarrior talk about himself, though, because it almost gives me the impression that it's not the Sun square Moon. I've always thought my Sun square Moon was the root of my indecision regarding being a respectable professional or being an artist. I have kind of the worst of both worlds right now. I've got a steady, seemingly secure job at a bank (8th house, other people's money), but I'm not driven to be noticed. I far exceed my co-workers in most regards, but nobody notices, because I don't really want to become a slave to a job. I play music, too, though it's kind of on the back burner while I learn some new art forms. It's the worst of the artist's world, because I don't have as much time for it as I'd like. I do believe it will be art in the end, though. It's been in my bones from the start. Nice video, roadwarrior. It was most intriguing to me that your looks changed when you turned to profile. You do have a good sense of humor. You should masturbate more. 
I probably should actually...I need a good outlet for pluto trine mars...I feel that fire flowing in me all the time. Funny thing is I was doing tantric research right now looking for an excuse to do it. IP: Logged |
Lioness Knowflake Posts: 5203 From: Registered: Mar 2010
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posted January 07, 2011 01:05 AM
You need an excuse?? Just take it from a Leo Mars.. Just do it.. Why think about it... lol IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp Knowflake Posts: 1507 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 07, 2011 01:06 AM
quote: Originally posted by hmm: posting a video of yourself... i'd be too paranoid of someone recognizing me
Thanks hmm. I'm guessing both were compliments. IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp Knowflake Posts: 1507 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 07, 2011 01:08 AM
quote: Originally posted by Lioness: You need an excuse?? Just take it from a Leo Mars.. Just do it.. Why think about it... lol
AHH nm about onin...tis funny. IP: Logged |
Lioness Knowflake Posts: 5203 From: Registered: Mar 2010
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posted January 07, 2011 01:10 AM
quote: Originally posted by roadwarriorsdp: AHH nm about onin...tis funny.
WHAT??? No no no your confused.... Sign off FIRST!!! No typing... lol IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp Knowflake Posts: 1507 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 07, 2011 01:17 AM
quote: Originally posted by AcousticGod: Littlecloud, you could be on to something with that as well. I have Sun in Capricorn with Gemini Rising like roadwarrior, AND my Sun is square my Virgo Moon. It's interesting to hear roadwarrior talk about himself, though, because it almost gives me the impression that it's not the Sun square Moon. I've always thought my Sun square Moon was the root of my indecision regarding being a respectable professional or being an artist. I have kind of the worst of both worlds right now. I've got a steady, seemingly secure job at a bank (8th house, other people's money), but I'm not driven to be noticed. I far exceed my co-workers in most regards, but nobody notices, because I don't really want to become a slave to a job. I play music, too, though it's kind of on the back burner while I learn some new art forms. It's the worst of the artist's world, because I don't have as much time for it as I'd like. I do believe it will be art in the end, though. It's been in my bones from the start. Nice video, roadwarrior. It was most intriguing to me that your looks changed when you turned to profile. You do have a good sense of humor. You should masturbate more. 
Accoustigd...thanks for watching. I know quite a few gemini ascendants, all of them have artistic ability, except for one who is a gemini ascendant by 0 degrees... It seems that they are everywhere around me and they are all eithe rmusicians or writers...strange....karmic probably in nature. I think sun conjunct neptune does that to a perosn, makes them look entirely different from different angles...I get that alot people don't recognize me as time goes by...at first I noticed it in the mirror and it reaked havoc on my self esteem, but then I started loving myself and appreciated it as a special thing. I'm interested in reading more of what you write accousticgd, please post as much as possible on any forumn thread  IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp Knowflake Posts: 1507 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 07, 2011 01:19 AM
quote: Originally posted by Lioness: WHAT??? No no no your confused.... Sign off FIRST!!! No typing... lol
I won't be suprised if my post count drops after this. Lioness, I'll do your chart tomorrow sound good? Do you have msn? IP: Logged |
Lioness Knowflake Posts: 5203 From: Registered: Mar 2010
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posted January 07, 2011 01:24 AM
No, I use to but something happen and I can no longer get on.. I think I got hacked.. I cant even sign into MSN news... lol... I have yahoo.. or here on LL.. doesnt matter.. No rush... your busy... IP: Logged |
AcousticGod Knowflake Posts: 6550 From: Pleasanton, CA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted January 07, 2011 01:40 AM
rw, in some ways you're like me when I first arrived here. This is the second incarnation of me here (the site got hacked, and everyone's username got deleted). I had thousands of posts before that break, and I have thousands now. When I first came here I think I posted a lot, too. Over the years, and after hundreds of pages of forum drama I post a lot less than I used to. I've actually seen a lot of people do that. They get more conservative as time rolls on.Your Pisces Moon and Sun conjunct Neptune do separate us a bit as does your trust in your parents. Your Pisces and Neptune make you more fluid, and more spiritual, or at least outwardly spiritual. I think I'm spiritual and philosophical, but I'm more subtle. I've got Mercury opposite Saturn, so I'm a bit more structured than you, I think. Uranus is also in the mix with those two keeping things interesting. I just noticed you've got Mercury conjunct Uranus with 0 orb. That would explain your anarchy. With regard to the familial differences, my parents are both fire Suns: Aries and Leo. They're very Christian, so I haven't really asked them about their birth info for charts. They just didn't really know how to raise me. You seem to have great respect for your parents. Very Greek of you (my roommate's Greek; her brother was actually born the day after me, same year). I want to write more, but I really should get to bed. I'll talk to you more some other time.  IP: Logged |
littlecloud Moderator Posts: 1452 From: Registered: Nov 2010
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posted January 07, 2011 07:29 AM
quote: When my friends try to get into my head, I'm known to never speak to them again. Some people think this is cold hearted, but how can anyone function and survive when another is attempting to gain power over them. No, indeed, i'd rather surround myself with people who don't do that, which is sad, because that's 1/100,000.
Well when I say get in their head, I mean try to understand them better. I don't want to influence their decision making whatsoever. I know I listen to peoples advice and then do what I want anyway, so I'm not surprised when others do it. I understand where you're coming from, I can be pretty ruthless too. I don't retaliate per say I just act like you don't exist, and in my book you don't. I'm asking these questions because I've been friends with this person for a few years and being strong Neptune I pick up on a lot of other people's emotions. So I'm frustrated when this person tell me one thing, does another while I feel what they feel and they don't see it. Get me? So after a while it's like I'm either wrong, or they're in denial. My theory is that they are in denial/confused or whatever because my tingly Neptune senses have never been wrong. Even when I doubt them at times, they are proven correct later on. So how does a Pisces moon affect you relationship wise? Meaning when in love, falling in love etc. @AG- Basically a sun/moon square is a conflict on what the ego wants versus what the ego needs? Or what the inner emotional psyche needs to be in one piece? This may be a stupid example but it just came to mind; You ever seen the episode of Prince of Bel Air when Will Smith is hanging out with Queen Latifa and they get along great, they have a lot of fun, but instead of taking her to the dance he takes the typical hot chick because Queen Latifa is fat and therefore just a friend? I'm thinking sun/moon square works out kinda like that. To serve the ego he takes the arm candy while emotionaly he'd be happier with the fat chick that makes him laugh and in the end he's not happy at all because the hot chick was stupid and embarrassed him while the fat chick would've made him have a better time overall. IP: Logged | |