posted January 27, 2011 12:43 PM            

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Originally posted by heavenlyhera:
Thanks Betty. It's funny you say [QUOTE][b]
There is something about you that says “I know who I am – I know what I’m doing – I know where I’m going – I’m aware of my surroundings – I’m street savvy – Nothing gets past me”.

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Because that is probably the one thing I hear daily in my life. People tell me I look very focused and motivated in the things I do. I just thought that might have been because of the mars in scorpio.[/B][/QUOTE]

My sister is a pisces ascendant jupiter conjunct ascendant, moon in aries in the second house, or intercepted in teh first, and i'll tell you right now she is very assertive and in your face....but she takes pictures exactly like you...exactly...

same poses everything, even same props...

posted January 27, 2011 12:49 PM            

people aquarius in the 1st? Aquarius in the 1st.....well i did know a guy who had the same skin tone as you, but he was a nerdy looking guy that had a propensity for popping pills, and he was very egotistical - he had to express everything he knew...are you a know it all?

My uncle has aquarius in the 1st and what tempers this is his sagitarius midheavan - he's a chiropracter by the way, go figure...
and he married a gemini that has a sun right over his true node, where his moon is - coincidence? I think not...

I'd have to stick with pisces in the 1st makes you highly artistic...my sister is a philosophy major gone to law school - but she hates law school, she loves philosophy, philanthropy - she told me jack white was a great artist because he had the compassion to put himself in others shoes most perfectly....

having cap as your ascendant - that's insane, i don't think so, you'd have a grim reaper look to you...or serious mean teacher look......trust me i'm a capricorn gemini ascendant...

posted January 27, 2011 12:55 PM            

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Originally posted by heavenlyhera:
Thanks Betty. It's funny you say [QUOTE][b]
There is something about you that says “I know who I am – I know what I’m doing – I know where I’m going – I’m aware of my surroundings – I’m street savvy – Nothing gets past me”.

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Because that is probably the one thing I hear daily in my life. People tell me I look very focused and motivated in the things I do. I just thought that might have been because of the mars in scorpio.[/B][/QUOTE]

it is the scorpio - my sister is a scorpio with a pisces ascendant, i get a very strong pisces ascendant vibe off you...same with another lady here who i've talked too sevearl times, she has a pisces ascendant too but with more leo, and the way you two project yourselves, as well as my sister is strickingly similar - i just bought a book on ascendants and i've read it all, and for the life of me i can't understand how you would be a capricorn ascendant...

Capricorn ascendants are very quiet....very quiet......they are always critisizing themselves, until after their saturn return when they learn to ease up...

pisces on the other hand is able to take things no matter what as long as she or he has their dreams to live up too, they go with the water very well....you seem more dynamic in an ehtereal way, mutable, not cardinal as in initiatory only...seems like you have more ease going the distance...i could be wrong. You have aquarius interceptd in the 12th, i can see that, i can see how you have a very strong subconcious electric current moving through you like my sister, your like a lightning bolt at the last stage of anything....very strong dreams possibly....

posted January 27, 2011 12:59 PM            

I'm a gemini ascendant, but facialy i look like a taurus

so it's no thing to look little like both pisces and aquarius which you do....

it's the whole vedic mixed with western thing that causes that i think...

for example i have a long neck and square face like a gemini, but i have humps over my eyes and bull shaped profile.....

posted January 27, 2011 12:59 PM            

I'm a gemini ascendant, but facialy i look like a taurus

so it's no thing to look little like both pisces and aquarius which you do....

it's the whole vedic mixed with western thing that causes that i think...

for example i have a long neck and square face like a gemini, but i have humps over my eyes and bull shaped profile.....

posted January 27, 2011 01:06 PM            

capricorn rising has a more earthly imperfected look, like my flaws are my call sign, rugged, even the woman....
http://www.librarising.com/astrology/risingsigns/capricornrising2.html

posted January 27, 2011 01:19 PM            

Either that, or the early degrees of Pisces Rising.

posted January 27, 2011 02:06 PM            

I was sexually abused when I was younger by a male figure I really trusted. Which made me feel like I had to grow up a lot faster. I feel like I didn't really have a childhood. (I dont know if that would help with identifying which chart could be correct,sorry if TMI) I've also had a lot of family troubles growing up.

Also when I was younger I was really quiet. I didn't say "mama" or anything that was baby babble-ish. My parents thought I may have had a speech/hearing problem when I was a child because I was so so late on talking. Until one day my mom was playing ball with me outside and I rolled the ball back to her and I told her in a clear voice, "Get the ball." She says since then I've been barking demands. LOL But I've always spoken in clear sentences. No baby mess. My grandmother was shocked when I started talking too because I sounded so mature. The pediatrician also told my mom when I was a baby that I was possibly the most observant child he has ever seen in his practice. I take note of everything in the surrounding environment. I still feel that way to this day. Like I am capable of taking note of the many thing happening around me at one moment. I also have a good photographic memory. And retain information well.

I am nice to people when I first meet them. But I am really really really quiet and shy. I feel super awkward around large groups of new people. Like out of place. I am not anti-social, but I don't go out of my way to surround myself with people all the time. I rarely drink, thats because I feel this need to always be in control of myself. I also don't gamble or do any drugs. I feel no need to use substances to induce out of body experiences when I know I am capable of doing it myself without the drugs. My mom thinks I can be a little tense and critical of everything. I feel that way too. Like I am a b*tch sometimes lol. Like I am critical of everyone and everything around me. I am also really interested in arts/designing things, but I won't stop until it's absolutely perfected in every possible way. So I am a perfectionist.

Though I feel like I am very controlling in a lot of ways. But never in an aggressive way towards other people. I do feel that while people in school go out and get drunk, I become judgmental and a little harsh. I just don't think looking stupid, is cool. And I've told random drunk strangers that when they ask me why I am not drinking.

On the positive side, I have had people tell me I am a very unique person. I have a very "optimistic" look to me, but underneath I can be one of the most pessimistic people alive. Like I've been called a miserable person before too. LOL I just feel like sometimes things are what they are and if they're crap, well then, they're just crap. I try to seek the silver lining on every dark cloud but I know that sometimes my clouds are a little too dark lol.

A little on my family life..With my parents. I feel like my mom is so out of touch with reality, I am constantly having to try and bring her back down because she just doesn't get certain things.(Driving under the influence and gambling) She can't stay focused and she interrupts everyone. I feel like though she helps me with the bills a lot, that she still lacks that grown up thing and I know when her and her boyfriend break up, I'll be the one tied to her and taking care of her in old age. I think she wanted freedom, not kids. She is such a good person though and I know in the end she doesn't mean any bad. She really wants me to succeed in school. My dad, he is very aggressive. He plays the victim role a lot but actually has a tendency to manipulate. He blames it on his childhood, but he won't grow up and let it go. Therefore, his dramas drag into my life and my Pisces brothers life. It's a mess. But even though it's a mess I still care for my dad. I hope maybe sharing these personal experiences/views have given insight to maybe seeing what chart fits.

Thanks for all the posts from everyone though. It's really interesting and I am finding more that actually fits and makes sense.

posted January 27, 2011 04:48 PM            

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Originally posted by roadwarriorsdp:
I have to say pisces ascendant because of the way you take pictures -Yes are definately very charming and beautiful but that doesn't mean you have venus in the 1st house...my sister is a pisces with jupitr conjunct ascendant.

You do not look like someone whose chart ruler would be saturn...

Also we can tell a little more by how you approach life....for exampel do you feel like you are responsible for taking care of your parents when they are old? Do you think about that regularly? Then you might be a cap ascendant...cap ascendants by nature are ismilar to capricorns, except even more so noticeable since they project that energy...

Do you feel compelled to make your family salad when they need fiber? Etc....

do you have a hypercritical inner voice when it comes to all matterS?

OR...rather

do you get along wtih people of different nations, cultures....

do you feel often that your too nice too quick, but still percieve deception easily...etc....tell ujs more about your personality.

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Thanks for the replies in regards to help with the asc sign. I just wanted to answer a couple of questions you had in this post.

Yes, I do feel responsible for taking care of my parents when I get older. I am a little upset by the stupid decisions they make on regular basis. I feel like I am going to have to pull in a lot of weight to take care of them. It's primarily my mom. She has Hept C and a bad drinking problem. Half the time when we go out for lunch I feel like popping her hand every time she reaches for a beer. She cries about her Hept C problems she could have in the future but does nothing to take care of herself in regards to that. And she has blown my education money she was supposed to be responsible with on alcohol for her and her boyfriend. They have a bad drinking problem. Well it's not her, it's more him. She just goes along with it. I feel like really upsets me because it shows weakness in herself. She should be true to who she is. And not drink and risk her health just because someone else is doing it. And yes, I am critical about everything. Though not so verbal about it sometimes.

I tend to get along with people from different cultures and backgrounds. I was in a long distance relationship with a guy from England for awhile. We started out as penpals and then things kept evolving into more and more. I feel like the guy I am meant to be with isn't here. I don't know where I'll meet him. I just have this gut feeling he isn't here.

I feel like I won't be able to experience stability and life until I am not tied to my current family situation anymore. And when I have kids, the minute I pop them out I am calculating expenses so I can start saving up for their education. I just feel like this is a very serious thing and I see my parents who don't give a crap in a lot of ways. And I don't want that for my kid. I take higher education very seriously.

I've always been obsessed with things in regards to death. I am part of a paranormal research group. I have pretty vivid premonitions too. (I helped my ex get a job with this, because I saw him working at this one place clearly one day. I called him and told him to apply immediately. He ending up getting the job and it's helped him with his stability in college. He doubted me at first though because all the positions were filled and it's hard to get a job at this store. But they called 2 weeks after he applied.)

I am nice to people. But once I feel a vibe that something isn't right..I become very distant (still kind though), but very distant from them. My gut with that stuff has always held true to me in the end.

I am very true to myself, even if I know that means I'll be alone a lot of the times. I need friends who are loyal and realistic but still inspirational and creative. I want people I can be real with. Be who you are and love it.

I am artistic. I've considered in the past doing design for school just because I love designing things as much as psychology. I also play guitar. Playing guitar/listening to music can pretty much heal me of anything. Music is my escapism. Playing guitar and writing music. So I am extremely passionate about music. I'm creative, but typically introverted about it. Most people just see the more quiet and studious side of me though.

One thing about my phyiscal appearance I've been told over and over again. Even by random strangers on the street is that I have "gorgeous" thick/wavy hair. I have even had strangers walk up to me and touch it. This honestly isn't meant in a narcissistic way at all. It's just something I have been told a lot.

posted January 27, 2011 05:38 PM            

This is from cafeastrology.com
Mars conjunct Pluto
Your ability to commit yourself to a task or goal is tremendous. When inspired, you are able to draw upon great stores of strength and determination. You can be so single-minded and focused that you readily lose yourself in a particular task, possibly to the point of obsession! You can be very skilled at investigation and research. Quite automatically, you are interested in what motivates and drives others, which can make you a natural psychologist. You might find that you constantly challenge yourself to take on more and to do more. You might watch this tendency if it seems to take over your life, as you may never feel satisfied with your accomplishments. Your stamina and endurance tend to be stronger than most.

You don't take kindly to others' attempts to bully or push you, and you can be extremely stubborn when pushed. You are always especially aware of, and sensitive to, others' use of power and authority. Resentment can be a problem and letting things go can be very challenging. Your gut reactions are rather intense and emotional in quality. As you mature, you are likely to learn that detaching yourself a little helps you to be more objective and constructive.

You might have some fear of your own anger, assertiveness, power, and drive, particularly early in life if your intense nature has been misunderstood. You are not always forthcoming about your intentions and plans, and you typically strategize well in pursuit of a goal rather than go after what you want loudly and directly. While this means you can out-maneuver practically anyone, and although your determination is admirable, you might watch for a somewhat paranoid tendency to keep your plans to yourself if this stems from fear that your intentions will be misunderstood. Whether or not you choose to take advantage of others is entirely up to you. There is an "all or nothing" quality to your nature. You put your heart into whatever it is you are doing, and although breaking ties or ending things can be challenging, once you've done it, there's no going back.

You possess a fascinating, alluring, and even commanding aura. You prefer that others see you as strong and in control. Allowing trusted people to see your more vulnerable qualities can take time.

posted January 27, 2011 06:36 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Ok this may sound crazy, but post a picture of your feet. I have found that any pisces influence usually leads one to having nice feet. Ok a mans' feet might be a bit hairy and therefore not that attractive but I have still found that they look rather proportional and nice.

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posted January 27, 2011 07:58 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Big feet doesn't necessarily mean ugly feet. They can be big and proportional. It may sound weird, but Pisces influence bestows tidy feet. The second toe is usually about the same length or a tiny bit longer than the big toe and then the rest follow in slight descending order so they all flow. Make sense?

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posted January 28, 2011 12:14 AM            

Also - the fact that you take higher education seriously.
It's funny you mentioned this because my next question to you was going to be:

What are your future career plans? LOL

Because generally a Cap AC person (even if young) would have a very clear *plan*. Whereas a Pisces AC person might not know exactly what they want to do in the future.

posted January 29, 2011 01:16 AM            

I've noticed that life thrown some very bitter experiences at you and you are doing so well...

I've noticed as well that your environment is or was very desruptive at some time, adding this to the life path you want to take(psychology and so)looks like the big lesson picture.

One may not help another unless they are or at least try to be in their "shoes".
Like many ex-drug addicts ended up being social workers in order to help others with drug problems.
There's no descrimination in their intensions.
And when it happens in our family we often end up learning what compassion is and that there's no such thing like perfection or saving the world.
Sometimes what we can only do is to understand them, support them without being judgemental and love them unconditionaly...
Maybe love will change what's "wrong in their lives".

Takes much stength to change what we can't accept and as much strength to accept what we can't change!

Independant of your Ascendant,to find your True node is easier, which should be in Aquarius or Pisces[the direction you should be taking, the traits you must develop]. South node in Virgo or Leo[the traits you master and keep falling into]

Try to study the Nodes of the Moon and you'll end up finding your Ascendant and the challenges you need to face, spiritual growth. so to be who you are meant to become.

Sometimes we have to go into hell to rise to heaven...

posted January 29, 2011 07:16 AM            

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Originally posted by filly:
Sometimes is not so important what we look like though I'd be really curious to find my Ascendant if I could not know it!

I've noticed that life thrown some very bitter experiences at you and you are doing so well...

I've noticed as well that your environment is or was very desruptive at some time, adding this to the life path you want to take(psychology and so)looks like the big lesson picture.

One may not help another unless they are or at least try to be in their "shoes".
Like many ex-drug addicts ended up being social workers in order to help others with drug problems.
There's no descrimination in their intensions.
And when it happens in our family we often end up learning what compassion is and that there's no such thing like perfection or saving the world.
Sometimes what we can only do is to understand them, support them without being judgemental and love them unconditionaly...
Maybe love will change what's "wrong in their lives".

Takes much stength to change what we can't accept and as much strength to accept what we can't change!

Independant of your Ascendant,to find your True node is easier, which should be in Aquarius or Pisces[the direction you should be taking, the traits you must develop]. South node in Virgo or Leo[the traits you master and keep falling into]

Try to study the Nodes of the Moon and you'll end up finding your Ascendant and the challenges you need to face, spiritual growth. so to be who you are meant to become.

Sometimes we have to go into hell to rise to heaven...

Good luck* xx

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Thank you so much for the reply Filly. I went and looked a little into Aquarius Node. And it fits perfectly. Down to the stones. To the flower (Orchid). The symbolism is even a hummingbird which I just recently decided to get a hummingbird tattoo a couple of weeks ago. I got the tattoo because I am 1/8th Native American and my grandmother (who was half) was always crazy about birds in general. But she especially loved hummingbirds. She would tell me Native American stories about Hummingbirds. It was our totem. Her, my mom, and I..all 3 of us loved Orchids. It was just our favourite flower for some reason. We didn't find out we had that in common until she was passing in her final days. She was my best friend and she passed away. The night she passed away I had this dream about her and I asked her what the "truth" was? Heaven or hell? What was the answer..And she told me that there is no division with the Divine. No right or wrong faith. Everything coexists and coincides together in the end. Like those little pictures of different faces that make up the one big face. That one big face is the Divine, and we are the many pictures that make up the face. It cannot be complete without all the pictures. Each is diverse and beautiful in its own way. She told me that the important thing in life is to learn selfless giving. Give to others and love until eventually it becomes like breathing. You don't even realise you're doing it.

I was 15 years old when I had this dream. And I still miss her like crazy.

A city even ruled by Aquarius is Jacksonville, Fl and that's my birth town. It got to the point I was able to guess everything the node has linked with it. Because it felt like it was telling me about my feelings, my life, my interests, ect.

posted January 29, 2011 07:30 AM            

Totally true, she looks straight out of a Vogue Cover.

And it is early Aquarius Rising with Venus in 12th conjuncting the Ascendant for the pulchritudinous countenance.

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posted January 29, 2011 09:06 AM            

What's that?

posted February 08, 2011 02:14 PM            

I figured my dad was closer because my mom kept going back and forth. First it was 11:56 then 10:45 then 11:49 lol. Eventually I came to terms she was probably really drugged, and how would she know what a clock says when you're under that much medicine. But we were able to get the actual time.