posted February 24, 2011 12:20 AM
I gave this a lot of deep thought before I responded. I feel that I am a lot more like my Moon in Pisces when I was a child including especially in my special education years. Special education children tend to far more sensitive,emotional,vulnerable compared to other children. I believe that special education experiences gave me humility but also insecurity and a lack of definition about myself. My mixed ethnic background involved both confusion but also idealism and the belief that there should be unity and universal love. I can see the best in people and can give a person the benefit of the doubt. Growing up without knowing my biological father/his family and my biological maternal grandmother/her family also contributed to confusion about who I am. I have idealism which I believed is connected to my growing up reading about The Knights of The Round Table in the Arthurian Legends. My favorite character was Lancelot. I tend to be very gentle and mild-mannered. I can be taken advantage of easily if my sympathy is aroused. I am very imaginative and prone daydreaming. I can be very fantasy-prone. I have some escapist tendencies. I can be very addictive. I grew up believing in God, but I was never comfortable with organized religion. Swimming was my favorite hobby in childhood. I grew up reading mythology and fairy tales,and was even interested in merfolk.
I am also former military sailor that lived on a ship.
I am like Scorpio in that I can be secretive. I was secretive about my special education past and my being abused by my parents. I tend to not trust easily and can be suspicious of others, and this could be connected to my special education past and my abusive family history past. I have no problem with the darkside of things. I am not even bothered by horror movies which I love. I can have quite a temper, and I can go in rage. I did have big temper tantrums/emotional meltdowns in childhood, and a lot of it had to do with sensory integration issues. I am similar to somebody on the autistic spectrum. I am the type that would retaliate if provoked. Some times, it can be out of impulsivity. At other times, it can be out of revenge. It could be a part of defending my honor, wishing duels with swords were legal. That was connected to my interest in all things having to do with knights,sword fights,and jousting. I believe in self defense. I grew up believing in an eye for an eye. I even recently got tested for the MAOA gene which is known as "Warrior Gene" through familytreeDNA. I am very passionate and intense. I also can be possessive and jealous easily. I can be very obsessive. I can be set in my ways. I have also had deadly experience. My mom was shot,and I was with her at the time. I used to be a strong believer in the death penalty. I still believe that violent criminals need harsher punishments.
Most of that stuff fits with my being a neurodivergent too.
I was also born on the 29th day which suggests that I have all the traits that I listed for my Moon in Pisces and Sun in Scorpio.
With both my Sun and Moon in watersigns, my ego and self expression are very similar with both of them having to with being emotional,feeling-oriented,nurturing,sensitive,psychic. They are also in a trine aspect, and so my ego and emotional nature are in harmony with each other.
The orb is 2'10 in the regular chart. The orb is 1'22 in the Right Ascension.
Sun
trine Moon - 2'10 orb (1'22 orb in Right Ascension)
I have the following objects aspecting both my Sun which reinforces how my Sun and Moon are alike
transneptunian dwarf planet/candidate Ixion - karma,2nd chances,evolutionary intensification
conjunct Sun - '05 orb
trine Moon - 2'14 orb (2'29 in Right Ascension)
transneptunian dwarf planet/candidate Quaoar - inspiration,creativity,evolutionary intensification
conjunct Sun - 2'58 orb (1'46 orb in Right Ascension)
trine Moon - '50 orb (same orb in Right Ascension)
transneptunian dwarf planet/candidate Varuna - cosmic order,judgment,justice,evolutionary intensification
square Moon - '10 orb (1'26 orb in Right Ascension)
quincunx Sun - '05 orb in Right Ascension
Geocentric South transneptunian dwarf planet/candidate Varuna Node - past collective cosmic order,judgment,justice,evolutionary intensification
sextile Sun - '21
transneptunian dwarf planet/candidate Sedna - environmental awareness,care-taking for humanity,victimization,evolutionary intensification
oppose Sun - '44 orb in Right Ascension
sextile Moon - 1'06 orb ('39 in Right Ascension)
The aforementioned transneptunian aspects would indicate more of the themes that were mentioned about my Sun in Scorpio and Moon in Pisces.
Ixion is a plutino,and so it would indicate more of the themes of Sun in Scorpio. Obviously Sedna would indicate more of the themes of Moon in Pisces.
Saturn - structure,discipline,limitation
quincunx Sun - '13 orb ('33 in Right Ascension)
square Moon - 1'58 orb ('48 in Right Ascension)
In addition , both my Sun and Moon are affected by the energy of Eris. Eris is a transneptunian dwarf planet, and so it would indicate more of the themes of Sun in Scorpio and Moon in Pisces. It would definitely lean more towards Scorpio.
Geocentric South transneptunian dwarf planet Eris Node - past collective diversity,equality,discord,evolutionary intensification
conjunct Sun - '09 orb
Geocentric North transneptunian dwarf planet Eris Node - present collective diversity,equality,discord,evolutionary intensification
oppose Sun - '10 orb
Heliocentric transneptunian dwarf planet Eris Nodes - collective diversity,equality,discord,evolutionary intensification
oppose/conjunct Sun - '10 orb
transneptunian dwarf planet Eris - diversity,equality,discord,evolutionary intensification
semisquare Moon - '08 orb
the only transneptunian energy that is not connected to Sun and Moon is Orcus. Orcus is a plutino,and so it would indicate more of the themes of Scun in Scorpio.
transneptunian dwarf planet Orcus - oaths,promises,evolutionary intensification
contraparallel Sun - '01 orb
My Moon in Pisces squares both its dispositors, Jupiter and Neptune. That would emphasize the traits of Pisces
Jupiter - expansion,judgment
square Moon - 5'16 orb (2'12 orb in Right Ascension)
Neptune - dissolution,idealism,imagination
square Moon - 1'23 orb
Both my Sun and Moon are involved in direct Neptune midpoints
Sun conjunct Neptune/Pluto - '33 orb in Right Ascension
There is also Mercury conjunct Sun/Neptune - '14 (Sun,Mercury,Neptune 27th harmonic triangle.....Grand Trine of Sun,Mercury,Neptune in 9th harmonic chart)
Moon oppose Saturn/Neptune - '17 (my t-square of Moon square the opposition of Saturn and Neptune)
Moon oppose Neptune/Midheaven - '27 in Right Ascension
My Moon is conjunct Alpha Piscis Austrinus (Southern Fish) Fomalhaut (Fish's Mouth) - '17 orb
It's one of the 4 royal/Archangel/Heaven Watcher stars. It is supposed to be spiritual,mystical,poetic,ideals. Bernadette Brady says that it is Success through Noble Ideals. It is said to have a material-spiritual issue. It is also known as the Star of Alchemy and associated with addictions.
Reinhold Ebertin says that it has a Mercury-Venus-Neptune like influence.
strangely, Fomalhaut in 3'28 Pisces is exactly oppose my Saturn/Neptune midpoint in 3'28 Virgo
my Moon conjunct Fomalhaut - '17
my Moon oppose Saturn/Neptune 0 '17
this suggests that they share the same theme in regards to issues involving material vs. spiritual and the need and ability to integrate them
In many ways, my ego,self expression,vitality (Sun) and my emotional nature,feelings,instincts (Moon) are a lot alike. From what I know about my mother (Moon) and what she told me about my biological father (Sun), my parents were very similar to each other in the ways that I described myself.
------------------
A different mind is NOT a deficient mind.
Developmental Neurodiversity Association facebook group. http://www.facebook.com/#!/group.php?gid=131944976821905&ref=ts