posted April 07, 2011 07:36 PM            

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Originally posted by saquariogoces:
ani anne - psycho angles - YES. look into the hitler's and the stalin's. cold shivery eeeeevil....

uses his nessus well. well if nessus is about toxic abuse, then HELL YES! he uses it to swindle shhicks, is a compulsive liar and wildly verbally abusive when challenged, or just BORED, haha..

thanks nicki :P

and YES YES YES! he's got THAT THANG GOIN' OWEN!! but he uses that for evil too. RUN FOR THE HILLSSSSSSSS!.

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posted April 07, 2011 07:51 PM            

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Originally posted by saquariogoces:
NO NO, not ALL, if a person just has ONE of those axis's i wouldn't worry, but if both, run. ESPECIALLY with other chilly aspects. of course, the big baddies like hitler didn't havE BOTH. they would have one of the axis's and a moon in one of the sgns and etc. it's been over a year since i looked into it.

and yes, he was very powerful in a quiet and disturbing, even timid way. i useed to think he was possessed.

yes! major sexy vibes that grow on you like an itchy fungus. and after the first romp, HOOKED. but now i shudder to think....cringe oh ugly mean ****** man see me naked yuk aaaaaaaah!

he was twisted that making you feel super signif meant to be complimented when he would lose his mind, which was regularly. so yes, and no, sorta, and WTF AM I DOING HERE?! kinda way.

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What do you mean by the axis's ,Alice? Please give some examples if you could.
I am not following you, Sweetie
Sorry lol

posted April 07, 2011 07:52 PM            

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posted April 07, 2011 07:54 PM            

as my mom and sister say "d*** makes you do crazy things"

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posted April 07, 2011 07:56 PM            

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Originally posted by NickiG:
the sex must have been GOOD, LOL

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You think

posted April 07, 2011 07:59 PM            

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Originally posted by saquariogoces:
kite yes!
axis = ac/dc and mc/ic

hooked - we had the MOST preternatural, empathic, soul unions, we literally felt like one. which is weird because i don't think he has one, or if he does it's shriveled...NO, i think it fueled by a demon(s)...literally. he played MAD guitar. right up there with the big boys, no BS! he sucked me dry to the point i thought MY soul had left...i'm still shriveled. i look like iggy pop*

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is it horrible to laugh at this?

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posted April 07, 2011 07:59 PM            

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posted April 07, 2011 08:02 PM            

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Originally posted by NickiG:
is it horrible to laugh at this?

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posted April 07, 2011 08:23 PM            

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Originally posted by saquariogoces:
HE WAS JEKYLL AND HYDE...to the 100000th degree. and the only time i felt his emotions weren't total bs and poo was during anything sexual because that was when he was happiest with me. he really did not like me very much at all, and looking back i would feel pretty comfy saying he wished me dead. he really truly did not care whether i lived or died. CREEPS. that's why i was asking about drugs and murder. he is a stalker. i've had 200 email addresses, youtube pages, facebook blockings, ETC. he CANNOT let things go, even after MONTHS. INFACT, i found his collection of "past" girlfriends still "current" nudy pics, and alternate email addresses when i went diggin through his crap, haha. he still has chicks from high school that he toys with! MONSTER.

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Toys? How, Darling? Could you explain,Please?

posted April 07, 2011 08:28 PM            

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posted April 07, 2011 08:33 PM            

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Originally posted by NickiG:
probably all sorts of ways that you can think of....like head games

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Did he punish you all the time ,Alice?
Did you feel like you were getting punched in the stomach when he punished you,like your stomach fell to the floor?

posted April 07, 2011 08:38 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Yes,I wanted specifics Darlink

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lol, my guess is it'll look like something like this:

HIM: "i want to be with you...i really do, i care for you so much"

SOME GIRL: "when am i gonna see you?"

HIM: "i dont know...i work a lot...i'm really busy with all that i do"

another time after this

GIRL: "will i see you today? i love you so much, i want to see you"

HIM: "i promise, it'll be one day...its gonna be soon, very soon"

GIRL: "promise?"

HIM: "i promise baby"

he never goes to see her, and probably plays that game with every girl

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posted April 07, 2011 08:40 PM            

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Originally posted by NickiG:
lol, my guess is it'll look like something like this:

HIM: "i want to be with you...i really do, i care for you so much"

SOME GIRL: "when am i gonna see you?"

HIM: "i dont know...i work a lot...i'm really busy with all that i do"

another time after this

GIRL: "will i see you today? i love you so much, i want to see you"

HIM: "i promise, it'll be one day...its gonna be soon, very soon"

GIRL: "promise?"

HIM: "i promise baby"

he never goes to see her, and probably plays that game with every girl

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Hmmm
That game seems mild to what I think he may really do,Nicki.
I think his games may be way more sadistic

posted April 07, 2011 08:42 PM            

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posted April 07, 2011 08:45 PM            

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oh yea, of course, i was only doing just that, the basic, the mildest, the simplest...the easiest for a guy to do

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Yes ,Nicki

posted April 07, 2011 09:05 PM            

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k fine, i leave after this.

he punished AAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLL THE DAMN TIME. and the really goofy part is that i , HE NEVER had a reason. he would literally just make stuf fup, haha!! at first he would sound somewhat reasonable, by punishing for "misunderstandings" that really upset his tender heart, boohooooo! (tender as a fresh turd). then it got to being reallly punished for "piled misunderstandings" that had been brewing for awhile that he had "decided to let go but couldn't" so blah.... THEN It got to the point where i was so accustomed to defending myself, it turned into me defending MY OWN HONOR, MY VERY BEING with a nice smooth, like used butter on the floor, transition. for a while, it was normal to me to ahve to state my case on why i should be allowed to breathe and continue living, lol. it was totally bizzare and TOTALLY unlike me,,weird **** i tell ya!.

my asperger;s logic would always cut him off at the pass when it came to his "usual" routine, so he had to develop a whole new schema on the fly, which helped it seem not so obviously obvious and challenged him in a stimulating enough way to still bither with me even though he other chicks and didn;t care whether i lived or died. he couldn't HANDLE that he would look stupid (naturally, i didn;t have to embellish at all). BUT EVEN STILL, he NEVER BROKE CHARACTER, so after awhile i started to think , "whoa, maybe he's FOR REAL, how SAD, HE'S CRAZY. poor sparkles...sniff". then i would wwitch back to, "no. NO F-ING WAY THIS CRAP IS REAL. NO BODY is like THIS!" but he would never break so i would switch again, flip flop flip...

and THIS was just ONE OF MANY mindwarps he was perping simultaneously. even my turbo logic couldn't keep up. i finally forgot where my ass was altogether. it certainly did not help i'm so damn empathic i'm a mutant. i could not decipher mine from his. his from hers, some OTHER chicks and HIS problems, (there were MANY ). i actually started giving him the 3rd degree over something he did to someone else, haha, and he was going along (he got just as confused as me, lol) and then when I REALIZED I WAS MAKING **** UP (i thought at the time ...UNTIL i got evidence of the event ), ha ha, boy did that give him fuel for all kinds of stupid yet severely serious offenses committed against him. TOTAL.MINDWARP.FROM.HELL

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Wow---Did you live together? Did he cheat while he was with you?
Go,Darling,if you need to. We can talk more ,later .